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~check azam 2011 n 2012~

2012-01-08T14:03:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..melangkah setahun lagi ke 2012.. meninggalkan 2011 yg penuh dengan suka duka kehidupan sebagai seorg hamba.. jom check blk azam 2011 (yg deqsu copy dri entery azam thn 2011)..,dh tercapai ke blm???emm...^~^..check it out..

1) hopefully dapat grad hjg thn ni dgn kwn2 batch 07 uum with the best pointer..
~ALHAMDULILLAH.. tercapai!!!.finally dpt grad n this the best moment of 2011.. moment yg xdpt dilupakn n seriusly ble tgk pic2 time konvo pun,time 2 la mke plg hepy skali utk 2011..^~^

2) hopefully terus dapat keje pas grad n dpt kje yg TERBAIK PUNYA!!!!hehe..
~ALHMADULILLAH..tercapai setelah bermacam dugaan yg d dilalui n deqsu sgt2 hepy coz even mcm2 yg dilalui dlm alam pekerjaan ni, tp Allah hadiahkn smthing yg lbh bermakna iaitu sokongan yg padat dr fmly tersayang n kwn2 yg memahami dan pengalaman bekerja..^~^.. moga pekerjaan skrg ni adalah yg terbaik untuk deqsu..insyaAllah..

3) hopefully dapat terus menjadi "single" n life without human love (i means bf, mls la benda2 cmni...huhu..wt sakit kepala je pk..nnt2 la 2 3 thn lg ke..huahua)
~ALHAMDULILLAH...utk thn yg ke-4 klu xslh deqsu buat azam ni..n berjaya^~^.. syukur sgt2..moga Allah turunkn rasa cinta ini pada yg hak n moga segalanya adalah keranaMU YA ALLAH...

4) lastly..yg plg penting.. menjadi hamba yg sentiasa taat kepada perintahNYA, menjadi anak yg solehah dan disenangi semua orang, INSYAALLAH...
~Hanya Allah yg dapat menilainya..moga setiap detik dan saat dalam hidup kita sentiasa dalam redha Illahi..insyaAllah....^~^..

NEXT..........2012??

Actually deqsu xbanyak plan sendiri tahun 2012 ni.. just a few n follow plan my unni n kwn2.. But,Alhamdulillah for the starting 2012..I have a nice day for a whole week..^~^.. jom tgk plak azam n impian 2012 ^~^:

1)xkira apa jugak halangan, deqsu nk make sure dapat beli kereta sndri thn ni.. besar ke kecik 2 belakang kire ek..^~^..hopefully dpt la di awal2 thn ni..insyaAllah..

2)moga impian my unni utk ke korea thn ni berjalan dgn lancar coz deqsu pun akan follow skali..hopefully dpt cti n enjoy the trip...xsabarnye...heheh^~^

3)moga impian utk join group ASST ke TER menjadi nyata coz this is the 1st time i join the group n i'm hepy with them..^~^..Dengan Kasih Syg Allah, Tiada yg Mustahil..

4)moga impian bersama2 kawan utk berjalan bersama tercapai before ada a few kwn2 rpt yg akan bertukar status thn ni...^~^..

5)Hopefully deqsu dapat menjadi hamba yg sentiasa taat pada perintah pencipta yg Maha Esa dan menjalani kehidupan dengan redha Illahi.. xkira la dlm pekerjaan, pergaulan dan lain2 lagi..insyaAllah..

emm..byk impian berjalan je thn 2012 ni...jom kte honeymoon..(hoho..bercuti la sgt kn..kje pun xstabil lg..huhu).. n tahun ni xde azam untuk bab2 cinta ni coz andai jodoh sudah sampai..deqsu terima seadanya cuma mmg xbersedia sepenuhnya lg la..kne stabilkn byk perkara lg..but, congrate to my dear frens yg bru dpt baby, dh bertunang n akan bertunang,yg bru kawin n akan berkawin.. moga korg sume bahagia hingga ke akhir hayat..

really like the word in this pic..hopefully, deqsu xakan salah meletakkan rasa cinta itu.. Cinta padaNYA adalah yg hakiki dan xakan mengecewakan.. Moga DIA letakkn cintaku ini pada yg berhak dan jika ada ujian cinta dariNYA, harapnya kita semua dapat menjaga dan memelihara amanah Allah ini..insyaAllah...^~^..

^~^...1...2...3...4...^~^

2011-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

1...2...3...4?????
means what ya???
is it just number??or..
is it L..O..V..E???
emm....^~^
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i'm quit interesting to type this number as a title..
but, actually it just a number of something..
L...O...V...E???oh..no..no...no...
(xde maknenye OK!!)
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it's all about my experience in working site..
starting from practical until end of 2011
huh.. a lot of story
sadness..happiness..funniest..everything I learn from that..
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1- its happen in 1 year..starting from December 2010 until December 2011.. 1 of experience in my life that I can't forgot it.. 2011 all in 1 in my life..

2-I've start the work after 2 weeks practical end .. 2 month at F2U.. 2 offer in one time.. make me so confuse and refuse...hohoho

3- 3 month in Aftaas make me feel, is it what to call working??? other 3 month in Aftaas i'm enjoy it with the senior & the other friends there..thanks dear..

3 month i'm in HTS.. a lot if things happens..
3 weeks i'm in Amano.. i'm enjoy it.. thanks for the chance..^~^

4-I've got too many experience within this year at difference 4 place with 4 position..attend 4 interview and i have got all of that..Alhamdulillah..

And at the end of 2011.. i'm realize something.. everything happens with a reason and it make me more matured,more understand about life and even it such of a the bad memory and the best memory that I had in my live.. Hopefully, everything will be fine and I can face the life smoothly... InsyaAllah..^~^

Alhamdulillah... Thanks Allah... without Allah love.. I am too weak..
Thanks to my luvly family for the support especially to my dear unni..
Thanks to my dear friends which always beside me n hear me..
Hopefully 2012 will give us more shining and beautiful day for everyday..^~^

GOOD BYE 2011... ENOUGH HERE....END...

~Suatu Kehidupan~

2011-12-25T16:59:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

without an experience...
we didn't know...
we didn't get...
we didn't feel...
what is life all about...

Alhamdulillah.. hopefully, every the sad+pressure thing will be end by end of this month n this year..2011.. i'm counting the day, hour, minute and second of it.. PLEASE DON'T COME AGAIN.... huhu..^~^.. even this year I had most precious day (CONVOCATION DAY) and i'm full fill my "AZAM" before end of year.. But, all the things happens with in this 2011 enough to make me felt something that I can't describe it..(T.T)

But, ALLHAMDULILLAH... ALLAH give me strong with my lovely family always be my side.. My dear friend which always hear my happiness and sadness story.. thanks a lot for your hear and spirit.. LUV U DEAR.. I'm always remember what all of u said.. ^~^..

Thanks a lot dear yg in everytime I will call her..n chit chat2 siap nangis2 lg..huhu.. ble fikir2 balik cm kelakar je kn coz nangis2 pas2 hepy2 blk..everything share2..hehe..i2 la kwn kn..^~^ (org berkenaan msti tau kn..ssshh..diam2 sudaa k..)..
Then, yg slalu bce cite nenek ni xkre la kt fb ke phone kn yg sntiasa bg kata2 semangat even slalu membuli n wt org geram je..hoho..^~^.. tp,i2 jgk nmenye penyeri & peng''hepy"..^~^
Lastly,my dear frens yg sentiasa ingtkn kte padaNYA.. kata2 sahabat kte ni mmg terlalu bermakna..Thanks sahabat..Thanks a lot 3 of u....^~^..

Opps..dh macam entry apa plak kn.. Tp,syukur Alhamdulillah coz even dugaan dtg bertimpa2 tapi the gift from HIM is the best.. Thanks Allah... U know what the BEST for us.. ALHAMDULILLAH..^~^.. Hopefully, hari2 yg mendatang kite semua dapat lalui dengan baik even diuji kite akan hadapi dengan hati yg tabah dan tenang..INSYAALLAH..

"DENGAN KASIH SAYANG ALLAH TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL"

p/s: kak melur jelita pinjam tag line ASST ek..hehe..i'm enjoy with ASST family right now.. one of the gift yg sungguh bermakna.. hopefully ukhwah yg terjalin kerana Allah ini akan sentiasa dlm redhaNYA...^~^.. one more thing.. kite dtg dariNYA dan kite akan kembali juga padaNYA coz setiap dlm diri kite adalah hakNYA.. Jadi setiap yg kita lakukan biarlah keranaNYA coz even yg dilalui itu pahit kite akan terasa manisnya dan ia lebih manis jika kite sentiasa BERSABAR..^~^..inilah suatu KEHIDUPAN...

Awak Suka Saya Tak???

2011-12-03T18:07:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

SAYA NAK TANYA AWAK SESUATU
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TIADA YG MUSTAHIL DENGAN KASIH SAYANG ALLAH
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Alhamdulillah.. terbitlah sebuah karya yg begitu hidup dalam jiwa setiap pembaca..Thanks a lot especially to my soul friend Kichimah (imah) yang bertanggungjawab kenalkan deqsu dengan ASST.. Thanks also to kak Melur Jelita, novelis terbaik yang deqsu penah kenal yg berjaya menghasilkan penulisan yg bagi deqsu bukan hanya novel cinta, tetapi novel yg penuh kasih sayang terhadap sesama manusia, tempat, hobi, kehidupan dan sudah pasti kasih sayang terhadap penciptaNYA.

Story of me behind of ASST ^~^.. start tau ASST bila tengok kt FB Kichimah(imah) n her family semua guna profile pic ASST n imah ada bgi link blog kak Melur Jelita. Tp, masa tu busy sangat, xsmpt nk buka pun.. After a week plan nk pesan je kt imah.. tp, xjd la plak since ingt nk cari sendiri dulu. Then, kebetulan time nk tggu kwn deqsu sampai dari ipoh turun shah alam utk pegi majlis tunang kwn ktorg.. deqsu pun masuk la popular and ape lg kn.. terus je capai ASST.. ^~^

waa.. time 2 hepy xterkata + excited nk baca.. Even pas2 jadual penuh dgn training, deqsu still bawak ke hulu ke hilir ASST n yg plg menarik skali bila fikir2 balik.. deqsu banyak habiskan baca time traffic jam.. kira msa 2, ada masa je bukak ASST.. Then, kesimpulannya ASST mmg TERBAIKKKKKKK la...^~^.. jempu baca ASST ye kwn2..^~^

Deqsu xpandai nak buat sinopsis cerita ni, lagipun xsurperise la kan..^~^.. cuma cukuplah copy dari cover belakang novel ASST yg boleh deqsu share:

"..kisah kasih sayang di antara Hilman Yong, kacukan Korea-Amerika-Cina dan Intan Zulaikha. Mereka sangat berbeza tetapi kerana perbezaan itulah mereka berjodoh. Namun, apakah kesudahan jodoh mereka apabila Hilman Yong, seorang yang baru mengenali Islam lebih mencintai Islam daripada Intan Zulaikha yg sememangnya dilahirkan Islam dari keturunan akibat perselisihan faham dan ego?.."

"..Muncul pula Damien Yong yg sentiasa menyesakkan dada Intan Zulaikha dengan aksiny ayg daring, sexy, nakal dan menggoda. Intan terpaksa bersabar dengan Damien semata-mata untuk mendapatkan semula Hilamannya.. seorang hamba Allah yg penuh kesabaran dan kesopanan.."

Mungkin sinopsis ni nampak simple. Tp, banyak sebenarnya rintangan dan halangan yg terpaksa dihadapi untuk mendapatkan cinta yg suci. Selain itu juga banyak contoh dan tauladan yg boleh kita ambil untuk kegunaan kehidupan kita seharian serta adab dan hukum yg dituntut dalam Islam. Tempat-tempat yg diperkenalkan dalam novel ni juga seolah-olah membawa kita ke sana (contohnya mcm deqsu ni la, teringin nak pergi kt semua tempat yg Intan & Hilman pergi..^~^) sebab deqsu boleh gerenti, memang menarik.. ASST bukan cerita biasa, tetapi cerita yg penuh dgn kasih sayang.. "TIADA YANG MUSTAHIL DENGAN KASIH SAYANG ALLAH"..

Lagi dari cover belakang ASST:

"..Saya tak pernah tinggalkan awak. Walaupun awak jauh, saya dapat melihat awak. Walaupun awak jauh, saya dapat merasa kehadiran awak. Walaupun awak jauh, saya dapat mendengar awak. Saya sentiasa disisi awak. Awak sentiasa disisi saya, di sini..." Hilman Yong.

"..Don't worry. I won't kiss you. Saya tak cium sebarangan gadis. Saya tak ada selera dengan gadis biadab sombong seperti awak Cik Zulaikha.. saya nampak kehampaan di wajah awak. You really want me to kiss you. I can feel it. I can see it. From your eyes.. your lips. Tetapi seperti yang saya cakap tadi, saya tak ada selera dengan orang biadab. Ciuman saya tidak semurah itu. Hanya untuk gadis yg bertuah dan terpilih saja.".Damien Yong.

"..Saya akui saya gembira bersma Mr. Damien. Saya tak boleh menyembunyikan perasaan saya tetapi perasaan sya terhadap Mr. Damien sepertimana kita bersentuhan di malam itu.. boleh saling melihat, saling bersentuh, saling bercium.. tetapi hanya di dinding kaca. Ada batas dan sekatan yg tidak boleh dipecahkan.. walaupun cuba dipecahkan pasti kita akan cedera, ditusuk atau dihiris. Itulah Islam, yg menjaga maruah dan kesucian sesuatu hubungan. hanya hubungan halal yg boleh melenyapkannya.." Intan Zulaikha.

One more thing yg deqsu suka dgn ASST adalah dgn watak Intan Zulaika coz selalunya kita tengok heroin mesti seorang yg sentiasa baik, cantik dan semuanya yg baik2 la. Tp,dlm ASST mengetengahkan Intan yg baik, cantik, kaya dan ada segalanya.. Tp, ada sesuatu yg boleh membuatkan org terguris hati iaitu lidah.. bak kata Intan:

"..wajah yg cantik saja tiada guna jika tiada akhlak yg baik. Tidak menjaga lidah dan tutur kata. tidak menjaga keperibadian dan maruah. Perempuan cantik seperti itu diumpamakan seperti kaca. Berkilat tetapi tiada nilai. Jatuh pecah berderai. Sentiasa menyakit dan menyucuk bila terpegang atau tercucuk.."

Then right now.. addicted dgn group ASST kt FB.. best sangat dapat join group yg penuh dgn kasih sayang. Moga ukhwah yg dibina berkekalan hendaknya.. TIADA YG MUSTAHIL DENGAN KASIH SAYANG ALLAH..

~~~lagi kata-kata @ ayat yg deqsu suka dalam novel ni~~~

Alhamdulillah.. masa deqsu tgh taip entry ni, mengimbas kembali kata2 yg ada dlm ASST. mengingatkan deqsu betapa besarnya kasih sayang Allah terhadap hambanya.. Dikurniakan kemewahan, kasih sayang keluarga yg besar sekali dan juga ujian dlm kehidupan.. Allah itu Maha Adil.. DIA kurniakan ganjaran yg setimpal dengan ujian yg kita lalui. Cuma diri kita yg perlu sentiasa sabar dan tabah menghadapi segalanya... ALLAH KNOWS WHAT THE BEST FOR US..^~^..

~Goose Dream~

2011-11-21T16:41:00.006+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Song: Goose's Dream / Gowiye Kkum

By : Insooni

거위의 꿈

인순이

난 난 꿈이 있었죠

버려지고 찢겨 남루하여도

내 가슴 깊숙히 보물과 같이

간직했던 꿈

혹 때론 누군가가

뜻 모를 비웃음

내 등뒤에 흘릴때도

난 참아야 했죠 참을수 있었죠

그 날을 위해

늘 걱정하듯 말하죠

헛된 꿈은 독이라고

세상은 끝이 정해진 책처럼

이미 돌이킬수 없는

현실이라고

그래요 난 난 꿈이 있어요

그 꿈을 믿어요 나를 지켜봐요

저 차갑게 서 있는

운명이란 벽앞에

당당히 마주칠 수 있어요

언젠가 난 그벽을 넘고서

저 하늘을 높이 날을수 있어요

이 무거운 세상도

나를 묶을순 없죠

내 삶의 끝에서

나 웃을 그날을 함께해요

그 꿈을 믿어요

나를 지켜봐요

A Goose's Dream / A Swan's Dream

by Insooni

I have a dream,

Even if I'm thrown away or ripped to shreds

Deep in my heart

I have a dream as precious as gem

If by chance, without a reason,

Somebody ridicules me behind my back

I should be patient

I would wait just for that day.

As you always worry,

You say that foolish dreams are poisonous.

Just like a book that tells us about the end of the world

There's the reality that we can't turn back already

Yes I have a dream.

I believe in that dream

Please watch over me

Standing in front of that cold wall called fate

I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall

And be able to fly

As high as the sky

This heavy thing called life can't tie me down

At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I have a dream.

I believe in that dream

Please watch over me

Standing in front of that cold wall called fate

I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall

And be able to fly

As high as the sky

This heavy thing called life can't tie me down

At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

Yes I, I have a dream

I believe in that dream.

Please watch over me

Standing in front of that cold wall called fate.

I can firmly face it

One day I will pass over that wall

And be able to fly

As high as the sky

This heavy thing called life can't tie me down

At the end of my life, on the other day that I can smile, let's be together

credit to :kreah craze

Actually lagu ni my dear eina unni yg bagi tau coz masa tengok emotial song time spe ntah nyanyi.. rmai yg nangis.. masa tu deqsu xfhm pun lgu 2 just dgr melodi pun dh rse something.. then ble tau mksd dlm lgu ni.. yup,like a goose's dream coz all of us have our own dream and it's too hard to achieve right??? so,sometime.. when u feel down.. try la dgr n hayati lirik dlm lgu ni.. Tp, ape2 pun segala yg kita cita2 kn datang dariNya.. ini mungkin sekadar lgu @ hiburan.. ^~^

~sudah ketentuannya~

2011-11-20T15:11:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. dapat jugak update blog.. dah sebulan rupanye xupdate "pinky diary" dan dalam sebulan ni jgk macam2 yg jadi.. dari kejadian yg diingini sampailah kejutan yg xsepatutnye.. (news yg xbest utk didengar dan diketahui).. Tp, alhamdulillah.. bila sesuatu yg kita xnk tau dan xnak dengar.. pasti ada yg tersurat dan tersirat yg perlu kita ambil iktibar..
^~^ thanks Allah^~^.

Tika rasa itu datang...
ku membisu seribu kata...
kata hati menentang...
menafikan kenyataan di depan mata...

kutahan segala seolah menongkah batu...
mendengar, menerima tanpa kata...
air mata xmampu menipu...
rasa yg membenam didalam jiwa...

ku pujuk jiwa yg lara...
membawa diri ke alam-NYA...
pasti ada hikmah yg perlu diambil kira...
agar aku terus menegakkan agama tercinta...

tiada apa yg lebih berkuasa..
selain yg ESA...
Aku menadah memohon padaNYA..
agar Qada' dan Qadar kuterima dengan iman didada..

Hanya dengan meluahkan kata2 ini mampu meluahkan rasa yg terpendam dijiwa, yg sentiasa ada difikiran yg xmampu deqsu rungkaikan kerana ini semua kehendak dan ujian dariNYA.. biar tiada yg mengerti atau memahami kerana ia rahsia hati dan hanya Allah sahaja yg mengetahui kerana diri ini juga xpasti akan ketentuan ILLAHI..

...wedding2...

2011-10-17T22:20:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..wedding again...
kawan2 yg lain,korg ble plak nk bg kad jemputan kt kte??(^~^)
Almaklum la, hujung2 tahun ni ramai yg mengadakan walimah...
cinta selepas Allah dan Rasul (bak kata novel ukhti Fatimah Syarha)..
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huhu..lupa untuk share kt sini pengalaman dan ilmu semasa program SERUMPUN..
insyaAllah next entry....
Pengalaman yg mungkin xdapat dilupakan....
Luahan kata cinta dan ingatan kita bersama kepadaNYA..
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hoho..abis kuar ayat novelis la plak..
itu semua next entry k...
anyway, congrate to my dear fren Siti Fairuz (fren @hts) for the wedding..
May Allah bless both of u.. cepat2 dapat baby ek..hehe.. (^~^)insyaAllah..
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Story during that day, deqsu smpai kt umh fairuz dh pkul 3 lbh..
1st time g kenduri kul 3..hoho..sory ek dtg lambat..
apa2 pun enjoy with x-hts kak sarah & faizal..
even xdpt jmpe lme n dpt join 1 kete.. but,still enjoy dgr korg 2 gaduh2(men2) ..hehe..
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konvo dah selesai + kawan2 pun hampir semua dah keje
So,i wait for next wedding especially from my UUM,KMP and SARJANA gang=p..
dahulukan kakak2..so,adik2 kne tggu dlu la kn..hehe..
Semoga kawan2 semua dapat jodoh yg diredhai olehNYA dan mendapat restu dari ayahbonda..insyaaAllah.. kte doakan yg terbaik untuk semua..(^~^)

hoho..pic mst la kne adekn time wedding2 ni..so,ni jela pic yg ade..huhu

Finally..after 4 years..i'm graduate!!!(,)

2011-10-12T01:13:00.008+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah... syukur ke hadrat illahi atas nikmat kurnianNYA..
~....3 OCtober 2011....~
hepy + terharu + sebak + nervous
Finally, i'm graduate!!!!!!hooyee...hehe
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After 4 year being as a student in UUM i'm proud to be the degree holders
Alhamdulillah.. after face the happiness, sadness, challenges during campus life
Finally... is the best gift for me and for my mom, dad n family especially..
Thanks also to my dear lecturers especially Dr. Aziah, Dr. Asma', Pn. Zurida, En. Faisol,
En. Rohami, En. Halim and all UUM accounting lecturer..=p
Thanks a lot for those always beside me and support me..(^~^)
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Lets enjoy the pic on that day..
(mengada je kn nk speaking2 plak..huhu)

beratur menunggu giliran utk dpt scroll...

huhu...time ni nebes xterkata.. 2yg pic pun sume muka serius je..=p
then...after that...

the gift 4 u my beloved abah & mak
my inspiration which always be my side and the DOA for me...
Thanks a lot mak & abah.. love both of u..

tahniah maksu!!! (the word i hear from my nephew & niece)..huhu..terharunye..
Thanks a lot to dear sisters kak long, kak ngah and my bro (yg xdpt dtg..bz dgn bsnss..huhu)
especially my dear sis eina yg byk support n ada dikala suka & duka,
yg xjemu melayan adik mu die ni ek..huhu..
thanks jgk tlg gosokkn bju n jubah konvo..hehe=p

The best time I have with all of u dear frens.. Congrate sume!!!
Start from the 1st pic-my dear room8 awe & olin.. thanks a lot dear for being my best room8 and always share everything.. will miss time masak2 kt yab...=p
2nd n 3rd pic - my dear 2nd room8..hehe..(bilik nor,ira,umie & eila).. tmpt melepak utama + tmpt luahan prasaan..huahua.. (men2 je=p). Thanks korg coz always dgr cte2 kte n always support kte.. thanks sgt2... will miss the lepak + jln2 time...
4th pic - ecah, zaty, zack juga mainnah & mas (xde dlm pic).. tmpt lepak + timba ilmu n cite..hehe.. thanks 4 being my frens.. yg plg xbleh lupa.. bujang group(dila+ecah &zaty).. hopefully sume kenangan suka dan duka kte smpn bersama k...
Last pic - YAB girl's..hehe.. thanks korg yg slalu kongsi tips n yg plg best ble time ade besday..sume pun join....best moment dear frens....=p

Special pic with my dear fren awe.. kwn sekelas, sebilik, se'praktikal'..=p
even byk suka n duka yg kita lalui untuk mengenggam ijazah ini..
finally we satisfied with it right??=p..
ni hadiah utk kte bersusah payah + bersama2 study + wt presentation & projek kn..=p

Then....

Lambaian terakhir di UUM...
Congarate to all of u my dear UUM fren especially for Accounting student (2007-2011)
will miss the moment & memory at UUM..
keep in touch + be fren forever..

it's too complicated .(T.T)

2011-09-16T20:54:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Semakin hari semakin rumit..

ke deqsu ni yg meng "complicated" kn keadaan ek??

xtau la.. keliru.. conpius... xtau yg mne.. (bkn sme je ke mknenye??emm...)
tengok.. ayat sume dh tunggang terbalik dah..huhu..

dh sebulan lebih xupdate blog.. last month update pun copy n paste je..huhu..
punya la xberkesempatan + xde mood... even story raya
+ story excited nk konvo pnye la banyak..
but, working life make me like this..

betul ke keje yg deqsu pilih skrg ni??
patut ke nk teruskan??
ke deqsu je yg rasa cmni???
but, can I ask u.. whats more important..

MONEY???? LIFE???? POSITION????

but almost people want to choose money + position..
why?????why????why???

Jom kita Check!!!!(",)

2011-08-15T00:10:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

CHECK LIST AMALAN DI BULAN RAMADHAN:

1. Mengucapkan tahniah (Selamat datang Ramadhan atau Selamat menyambut Ramadhan.

2. Niat sebulan bagi malam yang pertama dan selanjutnya niat untuk hari-hari.

3. Sembahyang Isyak berjamaah di masjid/surau.

4. Solat Tarawikh 20 rakaat.

5. Tadarus membaca bersemak dan berturut-turut juzuk.

6. Tidur malam membaca 4 ayat terakhir Surah Al Kahfi supaya dikejutkan bangun tepat jam 4.00 pagi.

7. Bangun jam 4.00 pagi dan setengah jam untuk Qiamullail ringan (Solat Tahjud, Solat Taubat dan Solat Hajat)

8. Jam 4.30 pagi masak sahur.

9. Jam 5.00 pagi/5.15 pagi makan sahur.

10.Jangan tidur sesudah sahur.

11.Solat Subuh berjemaah di Masjid.

12.Tadarus pendek.

13.Matahari tinggi segalah, lakukan solat Isyraq.

14.Menjalankan kerja harian dan menjaga pancaindera.

15.Jam 11.00 pagi tunaikan Solat Dhuha.

16.Lakukan Solat Kafarah Baul 2 rakaat. Rakaat pertama selepas Fatihah baca Surah Al Kautsar 7 kali dan rakaat kedua selepas Fatihah baca Surah Ikhlas 7 kali.

17.Jam 12.00 tengahari tidur, niat tidur waktu Qailulah (ganti jaga satu jam diwaktu sahur)

18.Solat Zuhur berjemaah.

19.Tadarus pendek.

20.Sebelah petang-menyediakan berbuka petang.

21.Solat Asar berjemaah di Masjid.

22.Jika masa petang jangan gunakan untuk bersiar-siar atau menonton TV yang melibatkan kemaksiatan. Sebaik-baiknya digunakan untuk mengikuti majlis-majlis ilmu atau berdoa kerana waktu itu amat mustajab.

23. Berbuka dengan ala kadar iaitu minuman yang belum dipanas oleh api atau dengan buah kurma atau buah tempatan.

24.Segera Solat Maghrib di Masjid.

25.Makan malam bersama keluarga.

26.Bersiap sedia untuk ke masjid menunaikan Solat Isyak dan Tarawikh secara berjemaah.

~(,")Sharing is Caring (",)~

cite lme...tp,best!!!!hehe...

2011-07-17T12:52:00.007+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..dapat jgk update blog..he3..
macam yg deqsu dh jnji b4 ni..
pic2 @ langkawi
(dah lama sgt ter'draft' kt dlm list..huhu)

pic kt atas ni pic kt jeti kuala perlis...
sempat lagi nk posing2 kn..isk3..
ni la wajah2 gembira selepas anta final report kt uum...(^~^)yg ni plak ...dinner time(best2..ira blnje..hehe)
..b4 2 ktorg semua borong coklat!!!
punya la sakan shopping..xsmpt nk snap pic..
(opps...ade 1 pic je..cik umie kte ni bersama coklat2...)

hoho... time 4 my self @ my fav place..
luv it...tenang...hehe..
actually pagi 2 planning nak mandi laut..tapi,hujan plak..
xpela,hujan rahmat dariNYA... after hujan dah reda deqsu sorg2 je g tepi pantai..
sje m'cari ketenangan since yg lain sedap beradu kt chalet kn..hehe..
b4 nk check out n meneruskn misi berjalan..
snap2 jap kt chalet yg.....(huahau..korg,snyp2 sudaa ek..)

Then siap2 untuk destinasi seterusnya..
Pantai Chenang...
diorg pun nk jgk jln2 kt tepi laut ni kn..
n xlpe...aktiviti lompat melompat....hehe

ha...ni tempat wajib pegi ble kt langkawi..
jom nek cabel car..hehe
ske sgt view kt ats ni...
ala2 oversee gi2...=p

next....
aktiviti mesra alam...=)
suka sgt coz dapat beramah mesra bersama..
cik rusa, dik arnab n atuk ular...hehe
thanks my dear frens....
hopefully planning utk holiday together lagi pasni jd ek...

it make me smile..=p

2011-07-03T12:18:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah....alhamdulillah..
syukur tak terhingga atas nikmat rezki kurniaan dariNYA..

29 Jun-tarikh yg xmungkin deqsu dapat lupakan...
macam2 jadi ari 2...
kelam kabut menyiapkan report praktikal...
siap2 berkemas nk bertolak ke uum..
then, terkejut dapat berita yg gembira+neves sgt2 ni..

apa2 pun ni semua atas doa dan dorongan dari family, cgu2,lecturer n kwn2 tersayang
thanks a lot.... muah3....hehehe=p

Finally.. report praktikal dah selamat hantar dekat lecturer..=p..ske3..
then..enjoy sgt2 dapt holiday dgn my dear frens...
awe, nor, umie, ira, ainal n jgk nana
korang memang best....=p...
pasni next trip plak k...hehe=p

then..skrg ni mse untuk future life..
kwin???no...no....no...
kje?? dah semestinye...hehe..
jom fokus utk keje!!!!!

Actually byk n story psl prktkl report n holiday @ langkawi..
but, maybe next time...
thanks a lot guys....
i am toooooooo hepy right know..=p

Thanks for the experience=p

2011-06-20T13:36:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Entry before ni, memang something yang worse. Tapi, deqsu akui pengalaman yg ditimba terlalu banyak dan begitu bermakna. So, xsepatutnya jadi worse kn. I'm so sorry about that. Tapi, tula kn.. "kerana nila setitik, rosak susu sebelanga"..

Anyway, I'm really thankful for something.. Alhamdulillah.. Thanks a lot to all my dear Shah Alam Senior + Trainee coz korang memang BEST!!!! Banyak sangat tentang audit + tentang kehidupan yg deqsu belajar dari korang. Environment happening yang korang bawak 2 memang akan buatkan kita ingat korang sampai bila2..=p

Special wish for all of you:

Kak Aimi ( the cute sis),

Thanks a lot sis, dila belajar banyak sangat tentang audit, account, cara treat client n macam2 la. Thanks coz slalu dengar cite dila + faham dila. Dila doakan akak kuat menghadapi hari2 mendatang coz u always being strong before + i wish u happy forever for ur future life. Saranghae cute unni..=p

Kap (senior sempoi),

Thanks a lot ek. Banyak benda kite yg belajar, dari yg sepatutnya sampai la yang xsepatutnya..hehe (jangan marah ek, ko kan senior yang yang baik=p). Ni senior yg paling banyak deqsu wat job dengan die. Memang sempoi + suka bermulut manis (coz setiap job pun cakap nak belanja.) Tapi, sampai sudaa xde pun (huhu...men2 je..ade2 skali 2 kn..hehe). Ape2 pun wish ko dapat jd manager @ partner satu ari nanti coz confirm semua staff x pressure. Hehe..(pas2 nanti kita mintak keja kt si2 ek jd PA k..=p).

Sofi (senior sempoi 2),

Thanks a lot sofi atas tunjuk ajar yg diberikan. Rasa rugi sangat2 since xpernah dapat job dengan sofi coz sofi ajar cepat faham + clear. Dah la dari mula lagi teringin tp still hepy since dapat belajar something + lunch sama ..huhu . Apa2 pun wish u all the best coz sofi memang sempoi.=p

Azalie (senior skema),

Hehe..rasanya ko akan baca entry ni kot coz ko kan stalker kt blog ni. Anyway, gelaran kt atas ni saje2 je letak since 1st time ko masuk last month tengok cam skema je. Tapi, lama2 sama je dengan semua, sempoi..hehe.. Thanks a lot coz banyak ajar something yg baru + blanja kitorang time 1st gaji ari2 ek. Wish ko dapat bertahan kat situ selama yg mampu.. (relax k bro..hehe..khasyeyo..=p). Kawin jangan lupa jemput k bro..=p

Mie (mamat kelakar),

Hehe.. gelak.. gelak n gelak.. 2je yang mampu describe bila jumpa mie coz memang klakar, bak kata muadz mafia kapar la katakan.. Hehe.. Thanks ek mie coz selalu buat kitorang gelak. Tengah2 stress keje pun kitorg still boleh hepy since mie bawak kuar cite. I wish u all the best + jangan nk memilih sangat ok..hehe=p

Amad (mamat blurr)

Hoho.. Jangan marah ek, xde idea dh nk bg gelaran. Thank ek atas tunjuk ajar cmne nak tengok foreign exchange kt bank negara + layan kitorang dengan baik. I wish u all the best, jangan tension2 dengan manager (faham2 sudaa) + jangan selalu gaduh dengan sha tau..=p

Nazim (a.k.a en. J)

Huhu.. Gelaran ni diorg yg bagi k bukan kte tau..=p.. Emm, dengan nazim ni jarang la cakap since xpernah buat job sama. Tp, since die penah bagi tunjuk ajar kt deqsu + senior kepada cik azwa.. So, tau la jugak kn.. Anywy, thanks & all the best for a new work..=p

Muadz (mamat kapar + jiwang)

Opps.. Gelaran apakah ini?? Huhu.. Jangan marah ek muadz, ko kan penyabar orangnya. Bila nampak kfc je, mesti ingt psl yg ko selalu bahankan 2..hohoh..sabar jela. Apa2 pun ko trainee yg sempoi a.k.a partner 2..hehe.. Thanks atas tunjuk ajar + bawak kitorg makan kt umah ko ari2..=p

Sha (sweet frens),

Ha, ni lagi sorg geng trainee yg memang sempoi abis + baik ati.. Hehe.. Sha, sorry sangat2 ek coz xdapat teman sha praktikal lagi 2 bulan nanti. Tp, still ok kn coz staff yg len ada. Anywy, best dpt knl sha n be strong k for the others 2 month. Keep in touch.. If free nnt kte hangout k a.k.a bleh gosip2..huahua..(xde2,ktorg kn baik)...=p.

Anith & Wanie (new fren),

Emm, xtau nk describe lebih2 coz bru sebulan kenal korg kn. Tp,korang memang bek. Hopefully korg dapat bertahan lama + dapat bgi tunjuk ajar kt adik2 trainee baru k.. Thanks for cooperation n tunjuk ajar. I wish u all the best k..keep in touch.=p

Aisyah, Aida & Ezzatie (new trainee),

Emm..even baru 2 minggu kenal korg, tp best sgt coz korg rajin + bagi cooperation yg bagus. Hopefully korg kuat k untuk stay 6 bulan kt situ. Belajar sebanyak mana yg boleh especially dari senior2 yg dh lme. All the best k..=p

Kak yati (admin bek punya)

Thanks ek kak since banyak tunjuk ajar n bg nasihat kt kitorg. insyaAllah, akak buat kenduri kt umah baru nanti kitorg datang ek..=p

Wah...macam ucapan apa je kn. Tp, inilah entry yg memang deqsu teringin nak buat untuk meraka2 yg banyak bagi tunjuk ajar + meninggalkan memori yg terindah. Thanks a lot. Hopefully, one day all of us can sit + mkn2 together ok.. (hohoh..rosak bahasa)..=p.. Kite mintak maaf banyak2 if ada yg tersalah laku or kata sepanjang 6 bulan lepas ok..=p

Neomu....neomu...neomu.. Mianhae....

its all about six month

2011-06-20T13:18:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

If someone ask me about bad experience, Just one thing i can say.. "Its all about six month". Why??? Because at the first day of six month until the end of that its something worse.. (sorry to say that).. But, I'm really-really disappointed about that.

Huh... Speaking la plak kan.. Tapi, itulah realiti yg deqsu lalui selama 6 bulan ni. Macam yang korang semua sedia maklum yg sepanjang 6 bulan yg lepas deqsu ber'praktikal + melalui macam2 dugaan, pahit-getir hidup sebagai seorang budak praktikal yang agak "terlebih sudaa" dari yang sepatutnya. (faham2 sudaa..OK!!)

At the end ni bukan la deqsu nak merungut apa @ nak cakap apa2 yg xsepatutnya. Cuma rasa pengorbanan selama 6 bulan ni x berbaloi kalau nak dibandingkan dengan apa yang deqsu dapat di hari terakhir praktikal ni. Bagi korang adil ke bila seseorang yg jarang kita jumpa + xtau tentang apa yang kita buat selama ini untuk membuat penilaian keseluruhannya tentang kita? Even itu adalah tanggungjawab pihak tersebut, tapi xsalahkan untuk dia bertanya pada yg lebih tahu sebelum membuat penilaian. BETUL X???

Pepatah orang bercinta pun ada mengatakan: "tak kenal maka tak cinta" (huhu..sesuka hati den je kn.. xda kena mengena pun..wekkkk..=p). Emm, tapi serius memang sedih sangat dengan apa yg berlaku + deqsu agak kurang respect dengan insan yang xtau nak menilai yang mana plastik yg mana tulen + dengan org yg jadi plastik 2 sekali. Tapi, naluri seorang guru selalunya kuatkan?? So, apa yang deqsu harapkan agar lecturer dapat detect apa sebenarnya yg terjadi.. HOPEFULLY...

Moga kesedihan dijiwa bertukar ceria..

Mencari sesuatu yg lebih bermakna..

Agar pengorbanan diri tidak sia-sia..

Untuk kehidupan yg pasti disana..

After a month...i'm tired...

2011-05-31T18:32:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.....
finally, after a month...
during this month my day full of emotion...
huhuhuhu.. like crazy things about that...
but.... immaterial (suggest to leave)...
immaterial??over planning materiality ke??
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huahuahuahua..merepek sudaaa.....
abis semua ayat audit masuk dalam ni....=p
sedar xsedar dah 5 bulan lebih bergelumang dengan dunia audit ni..
memenatkan...sangat2 penat... tp, experiance..TERBAIK la...
but, i'm really enjoy it since its the right time to make my self busy...
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but, at the end....
i'm realize something....
how far i want to run ......
the things still come back....
and i'm really2 tired about that....
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I try to be strong.....
I try to be happy......
but.... only HE knows what I felt..
But, Alhamdulillah.......
HE always give me something to make me cool..
Alhamdulillah....
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Thank sgt2 kt org yg bg kte keje byk coz mmg kena time la..huhu
(even penat+xcukup tdo+being crazy)
tp, enjoy since xingt sume benda2 2...
lastly,rasa nak lepas geram + penat cm kucing kt bawah ni..hehe

ELAKKKKKKKKKKKK>>>heheheh....
thanks for reading.....
make sure it under planning materiality OK!!!!!=p

~holiday~

2011-05-06T18:54:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..finally...blog was updated!!!hehehe... Even nothing to share here right know. But, since i have a time.. so i really2 like to wrote something... this week i am too busy since need to cover others person work..(huh,really2 hate it!!!..).. But, it's a little bit ok since i need make my self busy.. (why???..emm...adela..hehe)..

Ok, since last week was a labor day.. so, it take 3 days to holiday..i'm really2 hepy + last friday was my birthday .. So, really2 thanks to my sis for the banana chocolate cake from secret receipe and also the present from my sis & my dear awe... Thank u so much!!!!!love u...=)...

hehe..mcm bese la kn budak 2 org ni..diorg la yg akan jd besday boy & girl in every besday..hehe

nyum2....hehehe...

Then, about the traffic jam..huhu...it make me headache lo... since it just take 1 and half hour actually, but at the last holiday, it take more than 5 hours..can u imagine how i feel during that time???..really2 make me so tired....emm...

Lastly, next week got a new job again with the same senior like before..hope we can settle the job with in the date stated like before...get ready k!!!!(but, it's maybe make me tired like before + also has somebody which really....emm...)=(....

Just want to share pic alya yg dh semakin tembum...hehe:

tembum x??? tp,geram sangat kt makcik sorg ni..hehe...luv u alya..=)

~na-ege saeng-il chukha ~

2011-04-29T12:38:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah....
Bertambah lagi umur..huhuh
(sedar x sedar dah 22 tahun hidup kt dunia ni)
means dh tua la kn??btl x???hehehe=p
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Apa2 pun syukur alhamdulillah kerana masih diberikan nikmat hidup..
dikurniakan ibu bapa yg penyayang yg telah mendidik deqsu selama ni..
terima kasih tak terhingga buat mak & abah tersayang....
terima kasih kak long, kak ngah, abg fadil & kakak yg juga sentiasa support deqsu..
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Opps, x lupa pada kwn2 yg wish especially mereka2 yg tersayang..(wah!!)
kita sayang korang semua..hehe=p..
tahun ni xdapat nak celebrate cam tahun2 sebelum ni kt kampus kn..huhu
Apa2 pun kenangan 2 tetap diingatan
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huhu..skemanya la ayat arini kn????huhu..
just, arini hari mungkin xhepy cm thn2 sebelum ni since i loss my BFF..
really2 dissappointed...(huh,xtau nk describe..tp,sdh sgt )
"emmm,stop kt sni jela dlu coz rse nk nangis"
emmm(T.T)

~my girlfriend is gumiho~

2011-04-25T16:31:00.005+08:00

안녕하세요... 잘 지냈어요..?

neomu...neomu...neomu...chuahae=p

neomu...neomu...neomu...bugushippo...=p

next story which make me enjoy it!!!!!=p

Details

Title: 내 여자친구는 구미호 / Nae Yeojachinguneun Gumiho
Also known as: My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
Genre: Romance, comedy, fantasy
Episodes: 16
Broadcast network: SBS
Broadcast period: 2010-Aug-11 to 2010-Sep-30

Synopsis

On one day after Cha Dae Woong ran away from his grandfather, he accidently freed a nine-tailed fox who was closed in a painting for about 500 years. He didn't realize what he has done, until the Gumiho (nine-tailed fox),who took the form of a beautiful woman, appeared in front of him. Dae Woong was really frightened that he ran away from her and fell on the riverbank.Since he was severely injured, Gumiho came to save him and gave him her most precious bead to share with him the mystic fox' strength, as she owes him her freedom. Gumiho then asked him if he can help her become human and how to act like one. In return, she allowed him to use her bead for him to shoot for his dream action movie despite his body's severe condition. As time goes by, their mutual relationship grew deeper as they start to fall for each other.

Act by:

let's enjoy the movie too....
even it's just fantasy....
but, still has a moral of the story..
"animal also has their extraordinary & heart"
so, being nice to everyone..
to everything...=p

...komawo...=p

2011-04-25T15:21:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.....
lega sangat since dh submit progress report ..
Even weekend yg bru ni jd mcm apa ntah...
Tp, really2 feel free now..hoyee!!!!!!hehehe=p
(hopefully lecturer puas ati la ek dgn report 2)

HoHoHo...
cam dah xde keje sgt la ni kn since dpt update blog..
Tapi, sebenarnya ada je cuma keje 2 kena postpone esok..=p
So, jom kita enjoy!!!!!!!

Emmm, nak share skit kat sni since pg td dgn xsengaja dpt makan..
RED-VELVET CUP CAKE!!!!
mashkittaa......yummy!!!!!!
xcaya try la ek..=p

even just cup cake...
tapi, rasa puas la kn coz org belanja..hehe..
tengok je mcm simple kn...
tapi, rasa dia memang padan la dgn harga..
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cream putih yg kt atas 2 bukan icing tau..
tp,coklat putih yg di 'blander"
so,makan pun xmuak...
ditambah dgn cake die yg manis2 buah..
just nice la...=p
harga dia plak RM8.40
(mahal kn???dh la kecik je)
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Tapi, memang puas la..
Thanks pd yg xsengaja jgk blnja deqsu ek..=p

ha...ni kotak dia..
(pic kotak pun nak snap jgk kn???hehe..poyo je..)
since cake ni ada jual kt certain tmpt je...
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Ha, ada 1 ni..mmg the best la..
unni belikan stokin hong ki...
so sweet kn??????
kamsahabnida unni...saranghae..=ppasni nak collect brg2 hong ki la plak..=p..

~SeLamAt PenGaNtin bArU Emi~

2011-04-19T14:40:00.009+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

barakallahlakumawabarakaalaikumawajamaabainakumafilkhair ila Elmi Farahin & Fakhrul.... Semoga Bebahagia dan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..insyaAllah...

Hijau pucuk pisang warna pilihan...

duduk dipelamin tersipu malu...

segak dan cantik sama padan...

moga berbahagia selalu...

Alhamdulillah, dapat juga pegi kenduri emi (my beloved room8 kmp) dgn pasangannya fakhrul.. Nak dijadikan cerita, hari ahad yg lepas deqsu dgn slumber je menuju ke umah emi tanpa sebarang alamat @ petunjuk (punya la bagus kn dah tau nk g kenduri, alamat ke plan ke semua xamik..huhu..teruk2..=p).. Tp,nasib bek la time men redah je 2 jumpa.. Kalau x, mmg balik umah balik la kn.. (moral of story, nk g mne2 kena tau jalan dlu k, jangan men redah je..huhu)..Tp,nsb bek jgk coz xsesat..=p.. kira ok la 2 kn???hehehe..

Selamat dah sorg lg kawan deqsu kawin..pasni spe plak??? dah semestinye la deqsu tggu org sebelah deqsu ni plak..kn awe kn?????heheh..(cepat2 skit ek).. xsabar nak jd pengapit ni.. Opps, ckp psl pengapit, ari emi kwin 2 time sesi bergambar, emi xde pengapit.. So,xpsl2 deqsu jd pengapit sementara jp time b'gmbr 2..huhu..(org kata nnt hlg seri, btl ke??) whatever la kn since deqsu pun xde plan apa2 lg..huhu.. tggu mamat korea ke kn..hehe=p..

last pic...actually xsempat snap byk pic pun since rmai sgt org + yg selebihnya ada kt camera diorg.. ape2 pun deqsu doakan emi berbahagia selalu.. cepat2 dapat baby ek..mst comei nnt + jd penyeri hidup utk both of u... (bru lengkap kn????xgitu..=p)

Friday is Jumaat...=p

2011-04-15T14:03:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah....
Jumaat tiba lagi.......=p
kita mulakan dgn tazkirah pendek ok!!
(moga dapat manfaat bersama insyaAllah..)

Hari Jumaat ialah hari kebesaran Islam bagi orang mukmin. Hari yang mulia ditentukan buat umat Muhammad SAW. Pada hari itu kepada sesiapa yang berdoa Allah akan memakbulkan doanya. Setiap muslim dikehendaki mempersiapkan diri untuk hari Jumaat mulai dari hari Khamis dengan membersihkan pakaian dan memperbanyakkan tasbih serta memohon keampunan kepada Allah SWT pada malam Jumaat lagi. Kerana pada masa itu nilai mulianya sama dengan masa yang dirahsiakan oleh tuhan pada hari Jumaat.

Banyak amalan-amalan yg boleh dipraktikkan di hari Jumaat antaranya:

Memperbanyakkan membaca surah al-Ikhlas dan selawat ke atas Nabi
Kerjakanlah sembahyang tahiyatul masjid
Digalakkan mandi, kemudian memakai pakaian yang berwarna putih kerana pakaian putih lebih disukai Allah.
Pakailah minyak wangi yang diharuskan dan berhiaslah dengan memotong rambut, mencukur kumis, memotong kuku dan menggosok gigi.

Emm, moga kita dapat kita sentiasa dalam redhaNya dan dapat menjalani hari ini dan hari2 lain dengan penuh "nur" dan kebahagiaan..insyaAllah...=). Lagi 1, suka sangat ari jumaat since esoknya cuti!!! Weekend ni weeding EMI (roomate deqsu time kt KMP dlu).. Alhamdulillah, dah sampai jodoh die.. Wish from me: "Jadilah isteri yg solehah yg sentiasa taat pada suaminya & jaga diri elok2 since dah jd isteri org..hehe..xleh nk men2 lg ok!!!)..
"Selamat Pengantin Baru Emi"

Hari ni jugak last day kelas untuk kwn2 deqsu kt uitm..(hoho..xsangka kn dah nk abis study dh kita semua... moga korg semua dapat kje yg best2 + dapat jodoh cepat..)..xsabar nak makan nasi minyak korg semua..hehe=p

credit to : i luv islam

Tag ????hehe..

2011-04-13T12:39:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...
tag from my sis..sje je amik coz xde kje..hehe.

Bekas kekasih saya adalah seorang - of coz la man xkn women kn??hehe..=p
Saya sedang mendengar - love love by FT Island ..hehehe..=p
Mungkin saya patut - buat xtau dgn keadan sekeliling yg haru biru..huahaua..=p
Saya suka - pegi jalan2 + duk tepi pantai..=p..(miss this time..)
Sahabat-sahabat baik saya - sangat baik...=p
Saya tak faham - kenapa org suka pentingkan diri sendiri???isk3....
Saya kehilangan - emmm....kehilangan semangat lately ni..huhu..tsk..tsk...
Ramai yang bertanye - "bila nk ada bf??ble nk kwin?? (isk3...xperlu kot skrg..huhu)
Makna nama saya - cahaya kelebihan & ketinggian....=p
Cinta itu adalah - mainan perasaan..tp, CINTA yg agung adalah pasti...=p
Di suatu tempat, seseorang itu sedang - emm...study coz dh nk final...
Saya akan cuba - dptkn pointer yg best until final sem ni..heheh..=p
Ayat SELAMANYA bermaksud - ABADI.....hehe..=p
Telefon bimbit saya - sangat cute + comei coz ade pic hong ki..hehe=p
Bila saya terjaga dari tidur - saya akan cri nset n tgk jam...(alamak..terlambat sudaa...huahua)
Saya paling meluat apabila - ad yg suka pentingkn diri sendiri je...hello!!!!ingt2 la org len sme k!!!..=p...heheh...
Pesta/Party adalah - something yg xbest + xske nk join..emm...
Haiwan yang paling comel yang saya pernah temui ialah - arnab+kucing..=p
Peringkat umur yang paling menyeronokkan bagi saya ialah - masa zaman kt matrik..sgt2 la best...hehehe=p..(kn best klu dpt kembali ke zaman 2..huhu.
Hari ini - saya nak settlekn kje +nk smbg tgk GUMIHO~
Malam ni saya akan - tgk GUMIHO....huahua..=p
Esok pula saya akan - sambung kje + tgk GUMIHO..huahau..
Saya betul2 inginkan - cuti yg panjang + duduk tepi pantai...hehe=p
Ketika anda melihat wajah anda di hadapan cermin pagi ini....smile!!!!=p...
Pusat membeli belah ataupun arked permainan - tempat yang akan menghabiskan duit sy aje..huhu..=p
Makanan barat atau Jepun? - emm, barat kot..=p
Bilik yang terang atau gelap - gelap, then bru mencabr..hauahua...
Ayat terakhir yang anda katakan ialah - life must go on..=p
Siapa yang anda mahu "TAG"?- all member in list beside this entry..hehe..=p

헬로 애기씨/Hello Miss...

2011-04-11T15:23:00.002+08:00

안녕하세요... 잘 지냈어요..?

(hye everybody @ annyeonghasyeyo... how are u???)

hehe..finally the 1st korean writting in my blog... (komawo unni..=p)....

Just want to share my weekend with "hello my lady" drama.. Even this is 2007/2008 korean drama...but, I really enjoy this story until I cancel all my planning in last weekend..hohoho... Wonderfull story which full of culture knowledge, funny, lovestory and about real life.

credit to DramaWiki for the info. (kamsahamnida)..=p

Hello My Lady:
Title: 헬로 애기씨 / Hello! Miss
Also known as: Hello! Baby / Hello! My Lady
Previously known as: 프라이드 / Pride
Episodes: 16
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Broadcast network: KBS2
Broadcast period: 2007-Mar-19 to 2007-May-08
Air time: Monday & Tuesday 21:55
Synopsis:
Lee Soo Ha, 38th granddaughter of the Jae Ahn Lee clan and owner of the clan manor Hwa Ahn Dang, is trying to save the place from going bankrupt. Hwang Dong Gyu, oldest grandson of the president of TOP Group, is trying to buy Hwa Ahn Dang because his grandfather, who was once a servant at the manor, cannot rest in peace unless he spends his last days in Hwa Ahn Dang's master suite. Hwang Chan Min, Dong Gyu's playboy cousin, is his rival in business and love. Enter Seo Hwa Ran, a model who has a secret history with and a secret plan for Hwa Ahn Dang (and Chan Min), and Lee Joon Yong, Soo Ha's brother and Chan Min's friend who can't forget a girl from Hwa Ahn Dang he knew when he was a kid...
This drama is adapted from the novel, "Kimchi Mandu."

want to know what happens next?????
lets watch.....hehehe
right know i'm running to watch my girlfriends is gumiho....=p

~life like this~

2011-04-11T10:13:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

hidup penuh teka-teki...
penuh dengan liku-liku...
terkadang termakan diri...
membuat kita keliru...

mengapa harus begini???
terlalu lemahkah diri???
aku buntu dengan diri sendiri...
menanti sinar kembali....

namun,adakah kan kembali???

emmmm..... why???? why????
maybe only me think about that...
maybe i make some mistake....
but I don't know how 2 describe it....

i'm really2 sorry.....
i shouldn't think this so much..
but, please understand me sometime...
maybe i need to be alone....

~the BEST moment~

2011-04-07T16:14:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH..

tatkala hiba.....
kau di sisi.....
menangis bersama.....
meratapi hiba dihati.....

tatkala suka.....
kau tertawa sekali.....
membuat hati gembira.....
menambah seri.....

namun kini.....
kau tiada lagi.....
meghilang diri.....
membatu hati.....

kenangan tetap disanubari.....
pengubat sunyi dikala hari.....
walau saat itu telah pergi.....
ku tetap tetap akan mengingati.....

pergilah lara dihati.....
agar hanya yg indah disini.....
menghargai bukan menyesali.....
suatu pertemuan takdir dari Illahi.....

cerita "stock take" yg crazy..(^.~)..huahau

2011-03-31T10:43:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Story begin with deqsu dpt job untuk wt stock take kt sebuah kilang ni. Mula2 sgt teruja bila dapat tau kne wt stok take (maklum la kn,xpnh lg wt job ni sjk msuk prktkl..huhu). Nak dijadikan cerita time konvoi ke kilang 2 "sesat"..hehe... kelakar ada, bengang pun ada ntah macam mana boleh sesat sampai ke Pandamaran, Klang. Sedangkan tempat yg nk dituju Meru (yg sgt la dkt dgn umah..huhu..tsk..tsk...has story behind that..huhu)..

Sesat, dh 1 thing..smpai je kilang 2 berdepan plak dgn Akauntan yg ntah la xtau nk describe cmne + keadaan kilang yg sgt2 messy... hohoho..sabar jela kn.. dan dgn ttbe status auditor m'jadi penyelia kilang.. (korg dapat bayang kn x yg kitorg dtg just untuk recheck diorg pnye stok... tp, ttbe jd pekerja sambilan xbertauliah nk kne kira benda2 kecik yg berkotak2 + benda yg ktorg sndri xtau apa.. (sian kt korg yg kena angkt kotak2 + kira sume bnda 2.. deqsu b'nasib baik skit la since kne g cek semua machinery yg ada kt kilang 2.. (tp,pnt gler + menggerunkn..huhu)..

Story behind that:

Actually deqsu kne g cek PPE dgn sorg lg kwn llki..fine la kn since xdela tkut sgt coz bukan b'2 je dgn staff kilang 2.. kitorg divide sorg amik gmbr n sorg lg catat ttng PPE sume 2.. Pas2 nk d jadikn cite kwn deqsu 2 kne tarik g wt kje len since PPE yg nk kne cari 2 dh tggl skit.. Mula2 cm takut la jgk (tp,wt2 berani jela kn..huhu..). tp, ada kejadiaan kelakar d sebalik 2 (ni diorg yg ckp klakar..tp,bg deqsu scary kot..hohoho)..

Tgh2 g cek setiap machinery yg ada kt si2 ttbe sorg2 sibuk je mengikut kt belakang.. (bajet tau semua la psl machinery 2..isk3.. smpaikn ada skali 2 smpai 5 org..dh xde kje len ape diorg ni (actually kn deqsu rse diorg sje je wt2 cm ade kje coz mls nk tlg org len utk kre stok..truk kn??? so messy ok!!!!). Yg diorg ckp klakr 2 coz cara diorg ikut 2 cm ape je.. mmg scary la time 2.. tp,nsb bek pas2 kwn deqsu yg td 2 dtg blk.. klu x..mmg xsng nk wt kje la alamatnye..huhu.. seharian 2 mmg rse sgt2 bgg la dgn job 2.. tp,release skit coz ptg 2..ktorg sume g lepak kt kedai mkn + ada sorg 2 dukwt lawak je + senior belanja.. mmg best la ptg 2...=p

2nd day- deqsu n awe dtg awl je kt kilang 2 tp staff yg len lwt skit since tggu staff dr kl. Nak dijadikan cite ari2, seorg kwn deqsu ni dgn berani+slumber je mrh @ tegur kt akauntan 2 coz xsediakn pekrja utk stok take.. (mmg ptt pun die mrh org 2 coz dh jdkn ktorg ni cm pekerja kilang 2 plak..). Tp, org 2 kononnye xnk ngaku salah la dgn apa yg diorg wt 2 dan bg alasan psl staff yg len 2 dtg lmbt.. Eee,,bgg btl time 2.. n pas2 time die jmpe deqsu palk, dgn slumber jgk deqsu ckp.. "cmne la xdtg lmbt coz xpsl2 je kne import staff dr kl since diorg xnk sediakn pekerja, so jgn nk salahkn org len k.." (huahua..slumber je time 2, klu die tau deqsu just trainee je comform kne..tp,time 2 kne la b'lgk jd staff kn..klu x, ssh la nk deal dgn client..btl x??huhu.. garang x??hehehehe..9best jgk skali-skala dpt mrh client ni..hehe..

2nd day berakhir dgn penat yg t'amat sgt..huhu... nsb bek kne wt 2 ari je..klu x.. bleh pengsan kot.. Tp,2la pengalaman stok take yg x seberapa.. Ape2 pun buat mereka yg bercadang nk buat business @ apa.. manage la korg punya stok + akaun 2 dgn bek ok.. Jangan susahkn org len yg xde kena mengena dgn kje 2.. baru la bleh maju!!huhuh.. Jangan just takut ble time auditor ckp.."fine,u xnk bg co-operation.. i just can state finding n noted apa yg u ckp..so,jwb la sndri dgn bos ok!!".. 2la story stok take yg mmg xbest..cme yg best coz dpt lunch kt umah sorg ni + sgn cte lwk die..hehe..

i'm in love again...

2011-03-24T13:21:00.007+08:00

Finally... i'm in love again.. hehe... (^.~).. Sangat2 teruja, after a few year i think about that.. No more lonely2 like before.. (Alhamdulillah..=p).. ~statement berani mati ke???~ hohoho.. Xkisah la kn yg penting deqsu sgt2 bahagia.. Lgpn, org asyik tanya je kn.. Pasni xde lgi jwpn :no comment" (yg ala2 artis 2..huhuhu)..

Lepas fikir masak2, deqsu rasa dah sampai masanya kot. Yela, bila je lgpun kn.. umur pun dah semakin bertambah (huhu..sedar xsedar dah nak masuk 22 dh..). Kawan2 pun ramai dah ada future life & planning yg t'sendiri. So, since 2 week before ni deqsu berkesempatan untuk balik umah (wah..sangat2 best even dapat balik sekejap je pun..hehehe..=p. Atleast dpt la tenangkn fikiran sekejap untuk fikir masak2 pasal semua ni..

Buat kawan2 yg memang dah kenal dengan perangai deqsu ni, jangan terkejut plak ek dgn keputusan ni.. Bukan apa, deqsu dh matured dh.. dah xmcm2 budak2 (hehehe.. bajet je lebih kn?.. Siap bleh jd isteri + ibu dh (even xpndai masak..huahuahu..)

Finally, ni la keputusan yg deqsu amik untuk futuree life.. Hopefully xsakitkan hati sape2 la ek coz deqsu bukan apa.. Rasanya ini yg terbaik dari nak fikirkan macam2 karenah org kt luar 2.. Dari rasa nak nangis + bengang dgn org2 yg xberkaitan dan dari mengingat kisah2 yg lepas yg sedih 2..huhuhuhu..(T.T).... So,better la dgn keputusan ni kot..=)

So, deqsu dah amik keputusan nak :......

Before 2 sory ek coz lmbt nak inform. Tp, hopefully korg terima semuanya dengan hati yg terbuka OK!!!!! Jangan marah... (nnt cepat tua tau..hehe)..

I want to start a korean class in this April!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE... Ha ni la keputusannya untuk future life deqsu.. Penat fikir tau..dan maksud deqsu ada yg selalu tanya 2 my unni la.. hehehehe Sejak 2 menjak ni xabis2 tnya " bila nak belajar bahasa korea ni???huhu.. "Unni, dongseang fhm coz unni xde kwn nk borak2 dlm bhsa korea + gelak sma2 bila tgk cte korea kn??.So, starting April ni dh ada hobi + komitmen baru. Kali ni xleh main2 dh, kena study betul2.. That why.. "i'm falling in lovea again (coz b4 ni pernah ada niat, tp men2).. Hehe..

Jangan marah ek korg.. ( even dlm hati korg berasap2 + bengang abis dgn ayt2 diatas..huhu) Mianhaeyo...=).. Bukan apa, falling in love la 2 kn namanya coz planning untuk kawin ke tunang ke nak ada "somebody" ke semua 2 xde lagi + ntah la..emmm.. So,deqsu kena la cari "somebody" yg lain dlm hdp ni.. (so,this my couple..=p).. Niat deqsu just nak improve diri & knowledge setakat yg mampu n nak bljr bhsa korea ni pun as added value coz kalau nak cakap pasal ada degree, rmai dah kot.. Kalau nak cakap psl smbg study plak, nak jugak.. Tp, nak cari pengalaman dlu.. So, setakat ni je yg mampu deqsu nk buat. Mana tau ada rezeki kerja kt company korea ke, smbg bljr kt korea ke kn...hehe..

2nd- Kembali menjadi pembaca yg setia untuk buku2 ilmiah especially buku penenang hati dan yg sewaktu dengannya. Actually dlu mmg dah pasang niat nak setia baca buku2 mcm 2 coz selain dapat tenangkan fikiran, ia juga dapat tingkatkan kualiti diri especially iman. Dulu masa mula ada niat ni siap dh buat budget dh untuk beli buku semua 2 setiap bulan. Tp, pas sibuk dgn study + enjoy dgn study life..Angan2 2 pun hilang entah ke mana.. (xbek btl kn??emmm ) Lgpun deqsu nak rasa setenang dlu. Selain dapat share ilmu dgn korg kt blog ni.. Ilmu 2 kn penting sebagai tunngak untuk kehidupan dan kesedaran dalam diri kita.. "Klu kita xubah nasib kita, siapa lg kn???"

So,that why la deqsu kena bercinta balik dengan buku2 mcm 2 supaya xde lg entry2 merepek kt blog ni..btl x?? + menenangkan jiwa (maklum la kn, umur kita dh semakin meningkat, ilmu yg dah plak smkin berkurang).. Org ckp apa, " rumah kata pergi, kubur kata mari".. Kita xtau bila akan diambil nyawa, sedangkan detik ketikanya sudah pasti.. So, jom sama2 tingkatkan ilmu dalam diri "tuntutlah ilmu sehingga ke liang lahad"..Wallahualam...

impian yg xjadi2 nyata lg..huhu..(T.T)

2011-03-18T12:29:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

(T.T)
hohohohoho....
tetibe ter'emo' plak arini..
coz impian yg xjadi2 nyata lg..huhu..

Setiap org mesti ada cita2 dan impian yg tersendiri kn.. Tp, deqsu just nak story short impian yg xjadi nyata even plannning bek punya... huhuhu.. (salah diri sendiri yg xtepati janji..huahua=p). PADAN MUKA..wekkkkkkkkkkkkkkk..=p

Emm, kalau nak bercerita tentang impian dalam hidup 2..memang banyak dan memerlukan masa untuk kita mencapainya.. betul x?? So, yg 2 memang kena ada the best planning la kan..
Back to the story.. Apa short impian yg xtercapai2 lagi ni ek???

Sangat teringin nak mengikuti kelas bahasa korea tanpa sebarang gangguan kerja luar (ni, baru nak start blajar dah ada je kerja lain yg datang bertamu..huhu..xskenye la..cmne la nk fokus kn???). So,hopefully senang la nak ingt huruf2 kt bawah ni + hafal sume tulisan

Sangat teringin untuk luangkan masa setiap hari xkira pagi ke petang untuk berjogging @ men skipping @ jalan2. Xkisah la apa2 janji dapat segarkan badan. (even,actually bleh je g ari2 kt tasik sek.7 ni setiap ptg pas keje. Tp, malas + ntah la..huhu..). Emm,lepas ni kena buat job kt tempat lain dah. So,no more time la kan coz celah mana la nak cari tasik n track jogging. emmm....men tali skipping jela..huhu

Sangat teringin nak g men bowling yg betoi2 men2 bukan ada game @ apa dgn kwn2 yg sempoi. (Tp,men bowling plg best time men dgn my sis n bro coz men pun diorg support + enjoy je..hehe..-jahat pnye bdk-). Even, company nak belanja men bowling, tp rasa cam xbest coz men dalam keadaan yg xenjoy..huhu..

Hopefully my short dreaming come true in this short time ..
we can dream without sleep..
but, we can't dream without effort..
because the dream will become useless..
So, keep ur promise in ur dream and
DON' T GIVE UP!!

~petunjuk yg kadang2 kita xsedar~

2011-03-16T14:41:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..Allah itu Maha Adil kan?? DIA berikan kita sedikit ujian kemudian disusuli dengan nikmat yang tak ternilai. Kenapa sy ckp cm2?? Sebab inilah kebenarannya..

"Ujian", "Problem", "Dugaan", "Bencana"

4 perkataan yg berlainan, tapi memberi maksud yg hampir sama. "Ujian"- exam 2 pun dikatakan ujian, btl x?? Tp,bukan ini yg sy ingin maksudkan tapi "ujian dari Allah". Allah sentiasa menguji hati hambanya sehingga lah nafas yg terakhir. Ujian dari Allah juga merupakan "dugaan" untuk iman didada. Seteguh mana seseorang itu berhadapan dengan ujian, sekuat itu jugalah imannya. Sy teringt lirik dalam lgu raihan "iman xdapat diwarisi dari seorg ayah yg bertaqwa, ia xdpt dijual beli, ia tiada di tepian pantai". So, mksdnya iman2 adalah datang dari kita sendiri bukan sesuatu yg diwarisi.

"Problem" plak, semua org pernah ada masalah kn?? tipula kalau korg cakap yg korg xpernah ada masalah. Tp, mcm org slalu ckp"xde masalah yg xdpt diselesaikan". So,take it easy ok !! (huhu,memang senang nak ckp.. Tp,diri sendiri pun sama.. Bila ada problem sikit pun dh jadi mcm apa je..huhu=p). Tp, bagi sy "problem yg datang kepada kita ni sebenarnya satu ujian kecil untuk menguji tahap kesabaran kita. So,ianya bersangkut balik dengan iman.

"Bencana" pula merupakan peristiwa atau rangkaian peristiwa yg mengancam dan mengganggu kehidupan dan penghidupan masyarakat yg disebabkan oleh faktor alam ataupun faktor manusia sehingga mengakibatkan timbulnya korban nyawa dan kerosakan harta benda benda dan juga alam (sumber dari "hrdp" ). Contoh yg latest skrg ni "Bencana alam yg menimpa Jepun-Tsunami dan letupan nuklear". Tp, mcm entry b4 ni yg sy ada share mengenai perkara tersebut.

"dan kami tidak membinasakan suatu negeri, melainkan sudah ada ketentuan yg tetap baginya" (al-hijr:4)

Bagi sy "bencana" yg diturunkan adalah satu ketetapan agar kita sentiasa sedar akan nikmat kurniaan dari-NYA. wallahualam..

So, apa kaitannya "dugaan","ujian","problem" & " "bencana" ni dgn tajuk entry ni ek???

Korg semua sedar x, bila korg ada @ menghadapi situasi kt ats ni.. apa yg korg buat?? Mengadu padaNya sbb DIA yg berkuasa atas segalanya kn?. Tp, kita ini selalu merungut dan putus asa bila masalah yg datang terus-menerus dan tiada penyelesaian.

Contohnya, Korg rasa tension je tgk org lain ada bf/gf. Tp,korg xde even korg dh cuba cari . Tp, dalam masa yg sama korg selalu berdoa supaya dikurniakan lelaki/wanita yg soleh/solehah dan beriman. Bila xjmpe2 jgk korg rse ini 1 masalah besar untuk korg dan ujian untuk korg dlm mencari pasangan hidup sampai korg sanggup buat ape je nk bagi diri korg 2 "laku". Kadang2 2 korg sggp berhabis duit beli majalah untuk cari "tips m'dapatkan lelaki/wanita", "tips bercinta" dan mcm2 lagi la.

Pas2 siap search kt google "love" @ "cinta". Bila search kt internet biasalah kan macam2 istilah yg keluar. Tapi, dalam korg search 2 korg jmpe byk sgt yg menghalang korg dr b'cinta dan nasihat2 berguna. Dalam hati 2 "emm, kenapa.. salah ke pun?", "emm..btl ke ni??", "xpe kot, xkan aku nk jd cmni kn..mst xpunye la".. Ha,mcm2 alasan kn??? Tp,inilah realiti kehidupan.

Cuma, apa yg sy nak sampaikan disini, DOA yg kita minta 2 Allah dengar, tambah2 kalau kita sedaya upaya memohon untuk ditemukan "Jodoh yg baik dan beriman". Jadi, atas apa yg kita cari td 2 dan kata2 nasihat yg kita jumpa 2 adalah satu petunjuk. Tp, biasalah kita ni manusia yg mudah tunduk dgn nafsu kan, ada je alasanya dan xsedar kata2 nasihat 2 adalah untuk apa yg kita DOA @ minta dr Allah. (ini contoh semata-mata, maaf kalau korg rasa xde kaitan.. Tapi kaitkan dengan diri sendiri sama ada btl x atau tidak yg sebenarnya bila korg give up n try cri something, korg jmpe dgn sesuatu yg bek. Cuma yg bezanya, kita dapat terima @ x..)

Actually, banyak lagi yg boleh kita kaitkan sebab "setiap ujian itu, pasti ada hikmahnya". Cuma, mungkin bukan sekarang, akan tiba waktunya kelak dan Kadang2 kita xsedar dengan petunjuk dariNya. So, think positive dengan setiap apa yg kita jumpa dalam mengusahakan sesuatu. Bersabarlah dengan ujian yg datang kerana "Allah memberikan kita ujian pada org yg mampu". Jadi, percaya dengan diri sendiri yg kita mampu menghadapi segala ujian yg diturunkan.

p/s: Maaf jika ada kesilapan dalam menyampaikan isi2 ini. Tapi, ini realiti kehidupan yg perlu kita lalui. Moga ujian yg datang dapat mematangkan kita bukan memesongkan kita dari jalanNya. BERDOALAH dan memohon dengan ikhlas hati. (perkongsian ini untuk peringatan diri sy yg sentiasa leka dan berputus asa. Sedangkan nikmat dan petunjuk itu ada didepan mata. wallahualam..yg baik datang dari Allah, yg lemah itu dari diri sy sendiri)

Al-Quran & Tsunami di Jepun

2011-03-15T10:40:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. tengah blogwalking tadi terjumpa info mengenai Al-Quran & Tsunami di Jepun.
Actually memang deqsu tgh mencari info ni. Hopefully semua dapat hayatinya. Syukran pada rakan blog yg sudi share info ini.

1. Tarikh yg berlaku adalah pada 11/3/2011 bersamaan 6 RabiulAkhir 1432 Hijah or 6/4/1432.
2. so dengan tahun 1432 di pecahkan 14 || 32.
3. Jawapanya Jujuz ke 14 Quran.
4. Dan bulan 4.

Rahsia angka tahun ini : Jujuz 14 Ayat Quran ke 4.

Rujuk di Quran.

1. Jujuz 14 bermula pada surah Al-Hijr, dan ayat ke 4 dari surah AL Hijir menyatakan

"Dan kami tidak membinasakan suatu negeri, melainkan sudah ada ketentuan yang tetap baginya".

2. Rahsia seterusnya yang menunjukan Malapetaka ini akan berlaku di Jepun ialah dengan kedudukan Jepun dan Wilayah Seedai pada kedudukan geografi bg ( Jepun : Latitiude 36, Longtitude 138)

so dlm 1432, 14 dh di ketahui Jujuz Al Quran. maka yang di pecahkan 14 || 32 so di pecahkan lagi 3|2 ,so now secret no adalah 3.

di ambil pula lokasi latititude dan longitude.

3+6+1+3+8 = 21
so next 2+1 = 3
proved *. yg di maksudkan dengan no 3 adalah negara jepun.

Dan di dalam jepun jugak terdapat banyak wilayah.. maka wilayah yang akan di turunkan malapetaka itu ? Wilayah Seedai pada kedudukan geografi Latitiude 38'15 dan Longtitude 140'53

makan 3+8+1+5+1+4+0+5+3 = 30
so next 3+0 = 3.
*proved wilayah yang tuhan maksudkan dgn angka 3 adalah Wilayah Seedai di Jepun.

3. Rahsia seterusnya dengan tarikh 6

msa yang di laporkan oleh Jabatan Metrologi Rusia.. gempa bumi berlaku pada masa 1446 waktu Jepun..

so 1+4+4+6 =15
so next 1+5 = 6
*proved 6 membawa maksud masa yang akan berlaku.

4. Dah yang seterusnya 1432 apabila di pecahkan 14||32, kini di ambil pula angka 14 dan di pecahkan 1||4 , maka angka satu boleh di kelaskan sebagai permulaan hari. maksudnya di dalam Islam Jumaat adalah hari pertama dalam minggu itu. so angka satu memberi maksud malapetaka itu akan berlaku pada hari Jumaat.

5. Lihat.. betapa benarnya ayat al quran. segala yang di nyatakan tetap berlaku. walaupun suduh berabad kitab Quran di turunkan.

6. Walaupun zaman berubah sejauh mana sekalipun.. Al-Quran tetap bagi sepanjang zaman.
7. Di percayai banyak lagi rahsia yang masih tidak dapat di ketahui di dalam tarikh ini. namun sekadar ini pun telah membuatkan kita lihat dengan mata kita sendiri betapa mulia Al-Quran. dan segala yang di ungkapkan di dalamnya
8. WauAllahhu Allam.

Di persilakan untuk share. bg mengingati kite kembali tentang segala perkara yang terkandung di dalam Al-Quran adalah benar buat selamanya. mahupun di dunia atau pun akhirat.

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Teletubbies ~indahnya zaman kanak2~

2011-03-11T16:42:00.002+08:00

waa... mcm ada kt zaman kanak2 la plak kn..hehe..
dlu2 ske sgt tgk teletubbies ni....
ha...korg yg len pun mst sme jgk kn?????
bek ngaku...xbek tipu tau..=p=p

TELETUBBIES GENG:

tipsy (green)
taa taa (yellow)
drinky winky (purple)
ho (red)

Actually arini tersangat la boring since kje xbyk sgt
so, dgn rajinnye sy arini menyelongkar cte time bdk2 kt youtube
opps...credit to YOUTUBE for this video..hehe
mula2 td dok tgk videoclip "ring ding dong" by shinee
ttbe nmpk plak"ring ding dong" version teletubbies...

so..disinilah bermula segala jejak kasih..
disinilah bermulanya kembali zaman kanak2...
sgt2 hepy smpai xlarat nk gelak + senyum..=p
bestnye la zaman kanak2 kn???

tp,sebagai manusia biasa..
lumrah kehidupan...
dari "bayi-kanak2-remaja-dewasa-tua"
dari "alam perut-dunia nyata-alam barzakh"

hakikat yg xdapat kita nafikan lagi...
yang kita semua dah lalui dan akan lalui..
hargailah setiap detik masa yg dikurniakan olehNYA..
sebab kita tak tau bila kita akan kembali padaNYA....
(ingatan untuk diri sendiri)

Harapan Tanpa Suara - Kempen Kami Prihatin

2011-03-11T12:35:00.001+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Firstly credit to youtube since video ni deqsu amik kt si2.. Emm...sje nk share video ni kt sni.. Actually lama dh cari video ni.. Tp,arini bru berkesempatan.. Even case ni dh lama ada, tp smpai sekarang still ada lg manusia yg xberhati perut yg sanggup membuang bayi yg tak berdosa 2.. isk3,manusia ke apa ek diorg ni.. Seperti yg semua sedia maklum, kes ni selalunya terjadi kepada bayi2 yg dilahirkan secara luar nikah.. Ha, dosa 2 dah satu, ni buang bayi 2 plak.. Tak ke bertambah2 dosa yg diorg himpunkan.. na'uzubilllah...

Katakanlah: "Marilah, supaya aku bacakan apa yang telah diharamkan oleh Tuhan kamu kepada kamu, iaitu janganlah kamu sekutukan dengan Allah sesuatupun; dan hendaklah (kamu) membuat baik kepada ibu bapa; dan janganlah kamu membunuh anak-anak kamu kerana kepapaan, (sebenarnya) Kamilah yang memberi rezeki kepada kamu dan kepada mereka; dan janganlah kamu hampiri kejahatan-kejahatan (zina) - yang terang daripadanya dan yang tersembunyi; dan janganlah kamu membunuh jiwa yang telah diharamkan Allah (membunuhnya) melainkan dengan jalan yang hak (yang dibenarkan oleh Syarak). Dengan yang demikian itulah Allah perintahkan kamu, supaya kamu memahaminya. (Al-An'aam: 151)

Emmm, diorg ni xkesian ke kt bayi2 yg tak berdosa 2??? Tengok baby kena cucuk pun dah rasa kesian, ni kan plak tengok baby yg terbiar, dibuang dalam tong sampah, kena gigit dgn ulat2.... DIMANAKAH SIFAT PERIKEMANUSIAAN mereka ni???? sedangkan binatang yg xberakal pun sygkn anaknye.. Ni kan plak kita manusia yg Allah dah kurniakan akal yg sempurna....
Fikirlah secara rasional dan matang kerana kita ada agama yg mengajar kita cara untuk hidup yg betul dan benar..... Hopefully, tak ada lgi kes2 mcm ni di masa hadapan even masalah sosial skrg ni smkin berleluasa..

"jaga diri, jaga iman, hiasi peribadi dgn akhlak terpuji" (ingtan untuk semua dan especially untuk diri sndri..)

~deqsu yg blurr~

2011-03-09T14:18:00.002+08:00

confuse...confuse....
~
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sgt xsuka untuk ada perasaan cmni...
tapi, nak xnak kena la terima hakikat kn..
spe suruh cari pasal..huhuh
(padan muka untuk sy)huahauhua..=p

skali lagi arini menconteng blog tanpa ada reason..huhu.. Tapi,memang padan muka jugak untuk diri sendiri arini coz:

sibuk cari tau psl somebody, pas2 bleh confius pas tau apa yg terjadi..waste the time je..huahuahu...=p
sibuk nak pk psl org yg xptt d pk kn...pas2 compius xtentu hala.. lg double waste the time..huhu..=p
sibuk cari keje len since keje yg sedia ada xsiap lg..pas2 compius nk wt yg mne dlu.. 2la psl...huhuhu
saje menyebukkn diri dgn kje yg xspttnye (conteng blog contohnye) coz compius smpai xtau nk wt ape... (dh...g wt kje la..)
sgt blurr smpai org ckp pun xdgr + blurr2 ayam...=p..wekkkk

Dan last skali padan muka kt diri sndri jika ada yg nak kutuk @ kata entry ni coz mmg entry yg xde reason coz ttbe rse blurr sgt arini.... ye..sy sgt blurr arini smpai sy sndri xtau ape yg sy dh wt arini.. huhuhuhuhuhuhu....=p...

Just, jangan jadi confused & blurr smpai rmbut pun bleh jadi pink sudaa kn..... hehehehehehe..=p=p.....just it 4 now untuk ringankn rasa blur yg xtntu hala ni.....huhuhuhuu......
Hopefullly pasni xdela blurr sgt + nk compius2 coz bnda2 2 xyah pk pun (even kena jgk kot...tp,malas untuk skrg...hehehehhee=p=p=p=p=p).. sbb akan wt sy lebih blurr + confused...=p

sElaMaT hAri LaHir AbaH (^.^)

2011-03-09T11:45:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

special for my luvly dad...hepy besday...
MAY ALLAH BLESS U ALWAYS ABAH..

saeng-il chukha hamnida...
saeng-il chukha hamnida...
sarang hanuen uri appa...
saeng-il chukha hamnida...

dgn sesuka je nyanyi dlm korea kn..hehe
opps..pic d ats ni nmpkkn deqsu sgt berisi..huhu
(pic rye thn lps..)

deqsu dah pun wish besday abah pagi2 td lg...
deqsu doakan abah dikurniakan kesihatan yg baik...
dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki..
insyaAllah....

..SELAMAT HARI LAHIR ABAH YG KE-63..

~meaningful quote~

2011-03-08T16:32:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Firstly credit to my best friend for sharing this quote in their fb status since i don't really know where he got it.. hehehe..=p.. But, the word so meaningful for me until I'm to excited to share here.. The meaning of the word also not only about love with somebody in the past, but it also about love with somebody which already pass away.. Yup, life must me go on even that person which is our spirit not by our side anymore.. Just one thing we can do is "PRAY".. Allah always hear our request and may Allah bless them in the other world..

"Its when you happen to know that there just no hope for you being together yet...

You still pray to make it work...

Its when your mind say let go but your heart says hold on...

And most of all is when no matter how hard you try to forget the person...

You just cant because the fact that you still love him/her...

And you just don't know why...

But, for me... the quote remind me something that I can't handle and at that time, I just think to run a way... like crazy right??? But, its me in the past... and for me.. just pray for that person to get the best in life.. I think its the best solution for me to forget about the past... huhuhu... Touching2!!!!!!lalalalalaalala....okey dila, just fullstop hre....daa...=p

~April~

2011-03-07T16:48:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah..masih diberi nikmat oleh Allah untuk terus bernafas dan menunaikan tanggungjawab sebagai hamba-Nya..aminn....

arini sgt xde mood untuk wt keje since tengah menghitung hari...

3 bulan 9 ari.......

so,keje arini adalah dengan blog walking + fb + ada la wt keje skit2..hehe.. (sske je kn????tp,actually kje2 yg len tlh pun di bereskn..=p) so,tgh men2 fb yg semakin ari semakin boring.. sempat jugak la try application kt bawah ni.. (sje2 ske2..)

Dalam application ni ada kebanyakknnye mmg sama la dgn diri deqsu... Tp,maybe cme kebetulan je kot.. Lgpun,application mcm ni slalunye dr kajian terhadap beberapa org mengikut bulan.. so, sbb 2 la sama kot.. Ape2 pun "ajal maut, jodoh pertemuan semuanya Allah dah tentukan".... dan kita kena terima dan perbaiki segala kelemahan yg ada dalam diri.. yg mana yg baik plak, bersyukur dan kekalkannya dlm diri kita..

~its about u~

2011-03-04T15:10:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Mengenali seseorang itu membuatkan kita gembira..

Mengenali seseorang itu membuatkan kita mengalirkan air mata..

Mengenali seseorang itu memberi kita sejuta rasa...

Walaupun kehadirannya hanya seketika...

Akan tetapi...

Dia mengajar kita untuk terus berdiri kuat...

Dia mengajar kita tentang erti sebenar kegagalan...

Dia mengajar kita nilai sebuah perhubungan yang begitu bermakna...

KERNA DIA ADALAH DIA

Opps... terjiwang plak sekejap kn...hehehee..=p=p... tp,siapa ek seseorang 2... ha,itu yang kita xtau dan mari kita fikir-fikirkan..hehe... apa2 pun, moral of the story.. hargailah setiap orang yang ada disekeliling kita especially seseorang yang telah pun menyerapkan nilai2 murni dalam diri kita.. mungkin dia pernah menyakiti kita.. mungkin dia pernah mengecewakan kita... Tetapi, setidak-tidaknya dia pernah memberi sedikit kegembiraan dan pengajaran dalam hidup kita....

Jangan jadikan kekecewaan dan kegagalan dalam hidup itu sebagai satu nokhtah dalam melakukan sesuatu.. Tetapi cubalah perbaiki sedaya yang termampu kerana itu mungkin ujian dari-NYa untuk kita.. Ujian untuk iman yg semakin nipis dalam menangkis segala rasa dijiwa... Ujian untuk diri yang semakin leka dengan permainan dunia.. dan juga ujian atas anugerah dari-NYA yang kita permain dan persendakan..

Bersyukurlah dengan setiap hadiah dari-NYA.. hargailah ia dan jangan jadikan kegagalan dalam sesuatu itu sebagai sesuatu yang sia-sia.. Tapi, anggaplah ia sebagai satu hikmah dan petunjuk yang dia bukanlah yg terbaik untuk kita jadikan contoh.. Teruskan berdoa pada-NYA agar peroleh petunjuk yang benar..wallahualam...

Jeremy - Really Good Words

2011-03-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

firstly...credit to youtube....=p

saranghaeyo...
really a good words...
but, sometime we always put it at the wrong place...
until it make us hurt...
until it make us lose mind....

i just want to remind...
especially for my self...
put the words at the right place..
at the right time...

1st- ALLAH
2nd- RASULULLAH
3rd- my self
4th-FAMILY
5th-????

right now, I realize something... after ALLAH & RASUL I need 2 love my self.. But I think I haven't done it... always make my heart hurt.. always make my self feel uncomfortable....
YA ALLAH please forgive me because I always ignore about my own...
Thanks Allah because always give me a chance and make me realize about it...

saeng-il chukha dongseang

2011-03-02T09:28:00.005+08:00

annyeonghaesyeyo...
deqsu imnida....

2 MARCH 1990-2 MARCH 2011
saeng-il chukha hong ki - 21

"saeng-il chukha hamnida

saeng-il chukha hamnida

sarang hanuen uri hong ki

saeng-il chukha hamnida"

saeng-il chukha dongseang....

saranghae..=p..=p...

Alya imnida..=p

2011-02-28T12:01:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

annyeonghaesyeyo...alya imnida....=p

finally dpt jgk post pic Nur Alya Farhana ni.....

tembam x????=p

since weekend ari2 xde nk wt ape..

so,deqsu berkesempatan la g umah k.ngah..

lepak2 sambil men2 dgn alya n ain + tdo...=p..huahuaua

ha..ni la gaya tdo alya...

yg xske di bedung...

huhu,..bak kata unni...

gaya abg wan tdo...=p

why????why????

2011-02-28T09:49:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Silent not mean arrogant...

Silent not mean unfriendly...

Silent not only mean in happy or sad...

But, silent is the best for something...

Something that can't share here...

Why it always happens????

And then... i need to pretend being cool...

Need to pretend that I don't know nothing...

Like nothing happens...

Even it always happens...

Like it's ok...

Even is not...

Maybe this is a test for me...

I nee to silent because...

Its about friendship...

Its all about relationship...

It make me realize something...

It make me always remind what my sis said...

"Please do not too close with somebody..."

"Please do not too believe with somebody..."

Because with a few 'word'...

They will make u crush...

They will make u hurt...

But, thanks for that...

Even u not realize anything...

I need to keep silent...

Because u are my friends...

Even u keep being like that...

I need to silent...

Because friends is a gift from HIM...

I always appreciate u...

But please don't take any advantage...

Just consideration I need...

Just support and understanding...

Please dear....(T.T).....

is it life???

2011-02-18T13:39:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Dugaan datang dan pergi...

Tak mengira waktu dan ketika...

Terkadang tersadung...

Terkadang tersungkur...

Inikah erti kehidupan???
Tak perlu dipersoal..

Tak perlu dibangkitkan...

Kerna ianya suatu lumrah...

Lumrah dalam kehidupan.....

Untuk mengecapi impian..

Lumrah kehidupan..

Untuk rasa disayangi dan dicintai..

Namun pernahkah kita mengerti..

Apakah erti sebenar lumrah...

Semulajadi???mesti????

Tp,kekadang kte leka dan lalai dengan lumrah itu..

Ya Allah,

Aku sedar akan lumrah itu..

Namun ku mohon agar kau tetapkan hati ini..

Agar tak tersimpang dari niat yg suci...

~i'm weak without u~

2011-02-14T11:18:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Ya Allah.....

beratnya dugaan yg ku rasakan kini...

Hanya pada MU tempat ku memohon dan meminta...

Mungkin diri ini insan terpilih bagi dugaan sebegini...

Sesungguh aku redha dengan ketentuan MU..

Diri ini sepatutnya sedar akan rahmat dari MU..

cuma terkadang diri ini terlalu lemah...

xdapat menahan dari terus mengalirkan air jernih ini..

Ya Allah....

ampunkan lah diri ni...

yang banyak berdosa kepada MU...

yg banyak meminta pada MU....

aku tak berdaya Ya Rabbi..

ringankan rasa ini....

Lindungilah diri ini dari pandangan yg jahat...

Lindungilah diri ini dari termasuk perangkap syaitan durjana...

Syukur alhamdulillah atas segala nikmat kasih MU..

yg memberikan ku keluarga yg penyayang...

yg memberikan ku sahabat yg memahami....

yg memberikan ku sebuah kehidupan yg harmoni....

Moga kasih sayang yg lahir dlm hati ini hanya untuk MU Ya Allah..

Hanya untuk kekasihMU... ya Rasulullah..

Hanya untuk keluarga tercinta...

hanya untuk insan yg bernama sahabat...

hanya untuk insan yg bergelar suami kelak...

bukan lah untuk insan2 yg tidak sepatutnya.....

Sesungguhnya aku lemah tanpa pertolongan mu Ya Allah..

Sesungguhnya aku lemah tanpa rahmat kasih sayang Mu..

Syukur Alhamdulillah.......(^~^)

how to make kimbap??

2011-02-11T17:08:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

finally....
dapat jugak nak post pasal kimbap
hehehehehe (",)
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ni adalah resepi @ makanan yg dibuat oleh unni sy
nyum2..sedap tau......(",)
sgt teruja nk share since sepanjang unni penah wt xnh take pic
so,ble dh t'ingt nk take pic ni...nk share la dgn korg....

bahan2 yg diperlukan adalah:

telur dadar ( masak & di potong panjang2)

carrot + timun jepun (juga dipotong panjang2)
tp,pandai2 la korg bajet ek coz klu korg perasan
jumlah potongan carrot, timun & telur adalah sama)

ni bahan yg PALING PENTING, nasi...
(tp,bukan beras m'sia tau...tp,beras korea jenama "sumo")
harga beras ni 1kg=RM9.90... tp,klu nk wt cm yg d tunjukkan ni just masak 3 pot

seterusnya adalah tuna yg dicampur dgn mayonis.....

ni plak siwik, bahan untuk membungkus @ balut kimbap..

mula2..bentangkan tikar khas seperti dlm pic diatas. Selepas itu letak siwik ats tikar tersebut
ratakan nasi (pastikan nasi ni panas2 ek)td dgn senipis yg mungkin kt atas siwik 2 ek...

Selepas itu, letakkan disuduk hujung nasi tadi dengan timun + carrot + telur+tuna
susun cm kt atas 2 ek.......hehehe

lepas2 korg gulung dgn berhati2 coz takut melekat/ berterabur..

then.. bleh la dipotong cam korg potong lemang/kek....
taraaaaaaaa!!!!!

dah siap pun....ni la hasilnye....

boleh terus dimakan dan dibawa bekal......hehehehe

SELMAT MENCUBA EK...KALAU XJADI 2 NNT BLEH LA PESAN KT KITE..
HEHEHE..PROMOTE PLAK KN...(men2 je tau)

"dia" datang lg?????

2011-02-11T16:19:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

"dia" datang lagiiiiiii??????
hohohohoho...........
sabar jela kan.........
dan selalunye terus menerus bila "dia"datang.....
emmmmmm............
otoke???????otoke????????
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hohohohohohoho....
"dia" dh dtg.....
cmne nk lariiiiiiiii ni???????
adakah jalannye??????????
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isk3...ape yg dtg ni????
(ntah apa2 jela awk ni dila....huhuhuhu(",))
(apa la yg awk merepek ni cik dila oi!!!!!)
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huhuhuhuhu...
sory ek t'merek jap coz tgh tension thp dewa dh ni..
actually, "dia" = dugaan
dr time study smpai la skrg....
dugaan yg lebih kurang sma dtg...
cuma yg berbezanya tmpt, wktu dan keadaan sekeliling...
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tp...........
mungkin juga ada slh n silap deqsu kot...
rasanye skrg ni dh kurang skit amalan....
yela, balik umah dh pukul bpe...
kadang2 mathurat pn ada yg t'miss
Al-quran plak dh kurg since tgh bce je dh ngantuk..
so,b'krg la mke surat@ ayat yg d baca...
dhuha?????lg la...
emmmm.....
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ape nk jadi la ni....isk3...
btl la ada yg pernah berkata
"gunakan waktu belajar dgn amalan yg banyak"
"sebab bila dah bekerja kita akan kurang masa"
"gunakan la waktu bujang dgn sebaiknya"
"sebab bila kita b'kahwin juga ada komitmen lain yg kita kena wt"
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so,u need 2 manage back ur time k dila!!!!!
can i????????????????????
emmmmmm...........
i just try my best........
(",)

F.T. Island - Always Be mine ( Lee Hong Ki Tribute ♥ )

2011-02-09T16:24:00.001+08:00

enjoy it....

~congrate dear~

2011-02-08T17:55:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah...
syukur sgt2 bg pihak sahabat2 yg dh lulus paper ari2...
usaha korg xsia2 even tgh bz...
thanks jgk kt lecturer2 yg bg peluang kt diorg semua...
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time diorg nk tengok result td,deqsu plak yg nebes tau..
yela, xbest kn bila kte hepy2,
kwn2 yg lain sedih
lgpun,nk grade sme2...
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xlme je lgi mse yg d tggu 2 akan tiba...
xsabarnye!!!!!heheehehhe
tp,ape2 pun syukur sgt2 atas segala nikmat dan dugaan dariNYa
coz sgalanya mematangkan kita dalam menjalani kehidupan..
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ALHAMDULILLAH
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buat semua kawan2, abadikan kenangan kita bersama..
segala susah dan senang kita harungi bersama..
segala ketawa dan kesedihan kita kongsi bersama...
segala-galanya bersama...
KERANA KITA ADALAH SAHABAT SELAMANYA
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jangan biarkan diri berduka sendirian..
kerana kita yg lain akan lebih merasa tersisih...
andai sudah tersalah langkah...
hulurkan kemaafan agar tiada sengketa..
agar tiada salah faham..
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SARANGHAE (^~^)

siapa dia di hati sy???

2011-02-08T12:24:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

annyeonghaesyeyo....
deqsu imnida.......
something for u....
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hati ini memberontak,
meronta meminta belas,
siapa dia di hati ini?????
kenapa harus memikirkannya???
tiap hari bagaikan di awangan,
menunggu bak pungguk rindukan bulan,
dalam hati ini juga ada rindu yg bertamu,
haruskah begini?????
terus menunggu dan menanti,
akan tibakah hari itu???
hari yg menemukan ku dan dia..
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huahua..nk gelak jp..ttbe terkuar plak ayat2 jiwang ni...
actually xde mkne ape2 pn sjk kt atas ni coz sje je tengah xde mood nk wt keje ni..
oh ya, betul ke ada tetamu yg bertamu di hati ini????
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adakah dia??isk3...xkna la plak kn..merepek je...
hehe..korg kenal ke ni spe??????
ni hong ki dongseang yg sgt cute +funny+ cool
deqsu minat tengok die dlm ur beautiful + oh my school
even die nakal, tp funny...hehe
(ttbe t'selit plak psl mamat ni kan..huahua)
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tp,jawapan sebenarnye.........
oh......TIDAKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!
xdee yg bertamu dihati ini........
2 jawapan yg sgt pasti dari hati yg suci..(ceh2...)
wt masa ni deqsu xnk memikikan pasal ni ok since ada misi dalam hidup yg belum tercapai
xksh la org nk ckp ble lg nk cri since dh abis study kn..
tp, deqsu ttp dgn pendirian ni...
kalau ada jodoh adala kn....
mungkin betul kita kena berikhtiar..
but 4 me not now!!!!!!
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ehem2...cmne dgn tajuk entry ni?????
statement xthn kn...huahau....
just it....
annyeong........

~holiday story~

2011-02-07T12:48:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah, dah selamat pergi dan pulang dr kampung halaman.. cuti 4 ari like in heaven 4 me.. "rumah ku, syurgaku" la katakan.. hehehe (^~^). Even penat dengan kenduri, tp Alhamdulillah, semuanya berjalan dgn lancar dan yg penting puas hati coz ramai sgt yg datang bg memeriahkan majlis dan semoga diberkati Allah hendaknya.

Actually xde ape pun nk story @ share just best sgt balik umah since anak buah dah bertambah lagi.. welcome to ALYA FARHANA. Kalau xsalah b4 ni deqsu ada cerita psl anak buah bru kn?? (untuk yg slalu follow 2 maybe tau kot..hehe). So, xnk story pnjg2 just nak share yg Alya ni senang sgt nk jaga coz die diam je, nangis pn skit2 je time nk menyusu n mandi (coz dia gayat..hehe). Selain dr 2 die ok jela....(^~^). Emm, nk share pic pn xde coz pic sume kt unni..huhu

Hopefully dapat rasa cuti yg best lgi cmni next time. Ha,lupa plak... ada yg sibuk2 tanya psl bab2 kawin ni..al-maklum la since dh abis study ni...tp,ntah la...xnk pk lg...huhuhu... i'm still young ok!!!!!huhuhuhu...(^~^)

~the day is coming~

2011-02-02T11:01:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

finally, the day was coming!!!!!

what;s that????

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!

is it really holiday????

actually i hve CNY holiday from 2morrow until this sunday..

but, today i got a message from manager which we need 2 work this saturday..

really2 down ooo....

is it ok 2 giving a work in the holiday???

n just work 4 a few hour???

huh....it's look like terible!!!

like want to.....emmm..

ok...what ever...

just now think about my hometown..

my dear niece and nephew...

reallly miss them...(^~^)

wait 4 ur maksu k dear!!!!!!!!

oToke????OtoKe???

2011-01-31T17:21:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Annyeonghaesyeyo, dila imnida!!!!(^~^)

otoke?????otoke?????

(otak ok ke????huhaua..ske2 rosakkan bhsa korea ni..huhu)

actually nothing to update just tgh conpius skrg ni..

ni la akibatnye bila terpaksa tipu sunat..

korang penah tipu sunat x?????

xpenah????

tipuuuuuuuu la 2 knnnnnnnnnn..hehe

actually deqsu bukan nk tipu sunat ape pun just terpaksa

lagipun ini yg dah termaktub dalam keje ni..

so,nk wt cmne kn?????

emm, what ever la kn...

hopefully everything will be ok...

friendship is honesty.....

friendship is loyalty....

so,sometime we need to consider 4 the certain thing right???

ok...full stop about that......

so enjoyable last weekend since hangout with my dear sister2 +awe

thanks my dearest sister2 and awe!!!(^~^)

i'm so relax + hepy!!!!

komawoyo unni!!!!!

~eMo Terlebey sudaa~

2011-01-26T10:27:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Annyeonghasyeyo...deqsu imnida!!!!!!(^~^)

lately sgt2 bz smpai xde mse sgt nk on9 + update blog

(huhu..yeke????..tp,cmne bleh b'jalan2 plak weekend??)

hehe...sje nk release tension....

lately ni jgk rse cm nk marah org je...

coz ade yg xpuas ati xb'tempat....

ape kesss kn?????

S.A.B.A.R jelaaaaaaaa.......

ape2 pn just untuk remind bersama...

jangan la nak tarik @ kaitkan org lain dgn prob sendiri...

dan fikirkan la jugak pasal org lain yg ada komitmen lain..

dan jangan rasa xpuas ati dengan apa yg org lain dapat..

berusahalah sendiri dan bertanggungjawab dengan amanah yg diberi..

kita bukan robot yg boleh diarah sesuka hati...

kalau dalam diri sendiri ada prinsip..

hidup ini jugak ada undang2.....

so, please la gunakan Act yg sedia ada OK!!!!!

(hoho..ttbe emo terlebey sudaaa...)

hopefully kabar angin yg mengatakn CNY nnt kne keje xmenjadi realiti la ye...

huhu...coz nk balik umahhhhhhhhhhhhh.....

p/s: just yg bold 2 je kte amik sebagai ingtn ek..yg len2 2 abaikan coz i2 hanya dari emosi dalaman semata2..huhu.. "KURANGKAN BEREMOSI DAN TINGKATKAN PRESTASI" ye cik dila!!!!!hehehehehee..

~hangout wif BFF~

2011-01-24T13:48:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH....

weekend yg sangat happening since dapat jumpe unni(intan), yana, deeba & djah... thanks to all my dear frens coz sudi keluar dengan kte...hehehe... Actually, ape yg wt deqsu plan n jumpa diorg ni since ari sab2 deqsu xkeje tapi awe kena keje.. so, amik kesempatan yg ada ntuk jumpa kawan2 yg ada kt uitm ni..(dh alang2 sgt coz ade kt seksyen 7 kn..)

After anta awe kt WHB terus g umah intan, plan asal nk duduk kedai mkn je since intan ade discussion kul 11. Tp, thanks 2 intan coz sudi jugak luangkan masa teman deqsu g taman pertanian. Dalam masa yg singkat 2 xbyk yg bleh tengok kt si2.. so, msk2 je terus menuju ke rumah 4 musim. Ha, kt sini sgt la excited coz tgh winter.. sejuk + nk beku duk dalam salji 2..hehe(aik,duk dlm salji ke???huhu..tipu je..duk dlm tempat yg ade salji la..=)

ni la unni.. my best frens kt KMP.. nama die intan..orangnye dh hampir berpunya..so,jangan nk tenung2 k..huahua..(jangan marah ek unni....)=).. pic ni time kt dlm umah 4 musim 2 la.. ske sgt tgk pic..thanks 2 tkg amik gmbr ek..

lepas je jalan2 kt taman pertanian 2.. deqsu n intan gi makan kt area umah intan.. nyum2....xsmpt nk amik gmbr kt si2 since nk kjr masa...n then trs call deeba bg tau nk dtg uitm coz budget nk wt suprise kt djah yg tgh demam 2.. tp,ttbe diorg plak yg nak kuar g makan kt PAS. Apa lagi kan, deqsu pun mintak la tolong diorg dtg kt kedai makan 2 coz nk follow jk g sne. Tp,time 2 plak ttbe kete yana kene langgar..huhu..sian kt yana...(tp,yg boleh tabik..die cool je..hehe)..that's my sis.=).. deqsu just teman diorg g mkn kt "Ani Sup" since kenyang lg. After 2,jln2 jp kt si2... huhu..xsmpt nk amik mbr..so,deqsu smpt amik pic kt fb je.hehe..(jgn marah ek korg)..

pic2 dalam umah 4 musim.....so cold n becoming freezzzzz....

ada x cam kt oversea????huahuahuahua...

saranghae!!!!!....hehehehehe

~want to happy like the shine sun~

2011-01-21T11:23:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

arini jadi "drama queen" sekejap... sory to the person involve.. really need 2 do that coz it will make me and my frens in trouble..huhu.. lgpn, xuka la benda2 cmni buatkan semua org yg terlibat rimas.. huhu.. but, in the same time i really miss to make a poem and read my frens poem.. but,it already missing..huhu.. just now, it from my heart...

Kenapa selalu begini???

Apa yang diingin tak dapat...

Apa yang ditolak semakin dekat...

Mengeluh, meratap dan menyepi...

Aku sendiri buntu...

Kerana suatu memori...

Aku hilang semangat diri...

Kernanya juga aku hidup dalam mimpi...

Pergilah wahai sepi...

Menyendiri dilubuk hati...

Biarkan ilusi bersendiri...

emm, xpatut kot untuk mengeluh atas semua yg berlaku ni kn??.. i need to think positive.. maybe have something beside that...

YA ALLAH AMPUNKAN LAH HAMBAMU INI YANG SELALU
MENGELUH.....

HANYA KEPADAMU TEMPAT KU MENGADU DAN BERSERAH....

SESUNGGUHNYA AKU AMAT LEMAH...

HANYA PADAMU YA RABBI AKU MEMOHON PERLINDUNGAN...

4bia????

2011-01-18T14:55:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

FOBIA????

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post before ni deqsu ada cakap paal fobia kn????

so, betul ke deqsu tengah fobia??

emmmmmmmm???

Dari sumber yg deqsu dapat (http://www.mahsuri.com/) menceritakan serba sikit pasal fobia.

Fobia bermaksud dimana pesakit mengalami ketakutan yang tidak wajar atau tidak rasional (irrational fears) terhadap sesuatu benda atau situasi yang khusus. (emm,xwajar ek???huhuhu)

Ia juga dikaitkan dengan pengalaman yang lalu atau pelaziman (conditioning) dimana rangsangan (stimulus) yang neutral dikaitkan dengan rasa takut atau cemas apabila mereka terdedah dengan situasi yang sama. fobia adalah sebahagian dariada penyakit jiwa (penyakit jiwa??aigoo..sakit mental rupanye.hehe) yang lain seperti kemurungan (anxiety disorders). Umumnya ketakutan terbahagi dua iaitu takut biasa (normal fears) dan takut luar biasa (abnormal fears).

Jenis-jenis Fobia:

Fobia Biasa (Simple Phobia)
Fobia Agora (Agora Phobia)
Fobia Sosial (Social Phobia)

Fobia biasa dikatakan jarang sekali berlaku. Antara ciri-cirinya adalah takut pada ular, kegelapan, lif, menaiki kapal terbang atau berada ditempat yang tinggi.(jarang ke???huhu...not my fobhia type kot..)

Fobia Agora biasanya bagi mereka yang takut berada di tempat-tempat umum seperti pasar, dalam bas atau jambatan atau keadaan bersesak-sesak dengan orang ramai. (pasar???ye sgt fobia terhadap psr mlm skrg ni..huhuhu)

Fobia Sosial berlaku apabila seseorang itu merasa tidak selesa dan cemas dalam situasi seperti perjumpaan, berinteraksi dengan rakan atau makan di khalayak ramai. (huhu..sgt takut bila terjumpa dengan org2 yg menakutkan a.k.a suspek...)

Langkah Pencegahan:

penghidap seharusnya tidak mengelakkan diri daripada berhadapan dengan situasi yang ditakuti.
Yakinkan diri bahawa tiada bahaya akan menimpa anda.
Teknik relax.
Tumpukan perhatian dan fikiran pada sesuatu yang positif bagi membantu meneuralkan perasaan bimbang atau takut yang dialami.

Kompilasi:

Kemurungan (depression)
Gangguan dari aspek aktiviti harian atau sosial.
Panik
Merasa rendah diri.

So,buat sape2 yg fobia 2 try la tengok anda tergolong dalam golongan yg mne ek..

cuma, bagi saya fobia boleh diubati andai kita tidak terlalu memikirkannya...

(just, right know i can't & i need 2 be carefull...huhu)

~saeng-il chukha.. saranghae~

2011-01-18T09:57:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah since mggu lepas macam2 dah jadi. Tapi, Allah masih memberi peluang untuk terus bernafas dan menghirup udara yg segar. (^~^).. Walaupun "my heart is gone" tp, deqsu try jugak nak update blog ni. 1st, komawo unni coz bg pnjm lappy..saranghae..=)..

Since kejadiaan 2 rasa hidup ni cam xselamat je duk kt situ..huhu.. adakah ini yg dinamakan fobia?? tp,seriusly bila tk je cermin n tingkap yg pecah 2 (even dah ganti baru).. mesti teringat balik time kejadiaan 2.. nak dk umah pun dah rasa xaman. Nak tinggal kete kejap pun dah rasa xselamat. Yela,xsampai 2 mggu kot duk kt situ..emm....(T.T).

Tp, weekend yg lepas mmg weekend yg sgt best since xkuar umah lgsg. berehat-rehat + tdo yg cukup + makan2+ masak2 dgn luvly sis (kak ayit n kak wie)+ layan movie korea smpai 17 epi. hohoho sgt bahagia bila dapat rest cm2..(^~^).

Arini besday my luvly niece "Nur Ain Farisya' a.k.a "makcik ain"...(^~^).. saeng-il chukha.. saranghae... May Allah bless u always dear.. being a good child n a best daughter n niece.. maksu always luv u... tp,xwish pun lg. time lunch nnt kot bru nak call..hehe.

Have a nice day to all reader esp. my dear frens which in practicum training n the other. really miss u all.. hopefully we will meet again.. (^~^)..

~my heart is gone~

2011-01-13T10:22:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Ya Allah, beratnya ujian kini yg ku rasakn..

awal2 tahun lg dah macam jadi...

semalam bagai nak pitam bila tengok cermin kete kena

pecah..

laptop kena curi...huhuuhuhuhu....

rasa nak jerit pun ada semalam.....

tapi, nasib baik kakak tahan....

(just like want to cry like this..huhuhu)

pas2 plak cari balai polis..

xde..pondok polis yg da pun tutup..pelik2...emm

tapi, deqsu redha je dengan semua ni..

nak nangis pun xguna kan coz benda dah jadi...

tp, harap2 org yg ambik 2 xboleh n xguna data2 yg ada...

hopefully................

mungkin ada sebab musabab semua ni jadi....

maybe after ni jarang la nak update blog or on9...

"just smile n being cool"

ada makne rupanye status yg dqsu smpt update b4 laptop 2 hilang...

so...just being cool....

emmmmm...(T.T)

AJA2 FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!

~take care, My Bus!!!~

2011-01-12T17:29:00.004+08:00

By:Jang Geun Suk –

Song: 부탁해, My Bus! ( Take Care, My Bus! )

Source:http://romanization.wordpress.com+http://xiaolink.wordpress.com

Romangul

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go butakhae My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom simjangkkaji

deullyeooneun heorikein saundeu

nopi Jump Jump Jump

paran haneul wiro

meolli Quick Quick Quick

dallyeoganeungeoya Start You and I

nari seon meorikkeut heurin Telepathy

nal joineun kkum I’m crazy now

dalkomhan Jasmine hyang

tto banbokdoeneun Stress

I want to be free

kkumui Paradise OH

geu goseuro galteya My friend

Don’t think Just run OH

kkumkkuneun naui badaro

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go butakhae My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom simjangkkaji

deullyeooneun heorikein saundeu

nopi Jump Jump Jump

paran haneul wiro

meolli Quick Quick Quick

dallyeoganeungeoya Start You and I

Never to fall down

jidokhan yeongi neul meonghan Television

nal kkaeuneun Noise I’m tired now

sseudisseun hyeokkeutgwa tto kkumteuldaeneun Strain

I want to be free

kkumui Blue Sky OH

geugoseuro galteya My friend

saecheoreom Fly to the sky

neoui nalgaereul tago

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go butakhae My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom simjangkkaji

deullyeooneun heorikein saundeu

nopi Jump Jump Jump

paran haneul wiro

meolli Quick Quick Quick

dallyeoganeungeoya Just Run Run Run

Never to fall down

butakhae My Bus

Never to fall down

butakhae My Bus

Hangul

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go 부탁해 My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom 심장까지

들려오는 허리케인 사운드

높이 Jump Jump Jump

파란 하늘 위로

멀리 Quick Quick Quick

달려가는거야 Start You and I

날이 선 머리끝 흐린 Telepathy

날 조이는 꿈 I’m crazy now

달콤한 Jasmine 향

또 반복되는 Stress

I want to be free

꿈의 Paradise OH

그 곳으로 갈테야 My friend

Don’t think Just run OH

꿈꾸는 나의 바다로

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go 부탁해 My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom 심장까지

들려오는 허리케인 사운드

높이 Jump Jump Jump

파란 하늘 위로

멀리 Quick Quick Quick

달려가는거야 Start You and I

Never to fall down

지독한 연기 늘 멍한 Television

날 깨우는 Noise I’m tired now

쓰디쓴 혀끝과 또 꿈틀대는 Strain

I want to be free

꿈의 Blue Sky OH

그곳으로 갈테야 My friend

새처럼 Fly to the sky

너의 날개를 타고

Like crazy Just

Run Run Run Running

Go Go 부탁해 My Bus

To the Stage

My Heart is

Beat Beat Beat Beating

Boom Boom 심장까지

들려오는 허리케인 사운드

높이 Jump Jump Jump

파란 하늘 위로

멀리 Quick Quick Quick

달려가는거야 Just Run Run Run

Never to fall down

부탁해 My Bus

Never to fall down

부탁해 My Bus

i've got 1 more niece!!!...hehe

2011-01-11T16:09:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

“kadang-kadang dalam satu masa kita akan diuji dengan berita sedih dan gembira”

Tapi, walau ape pun hanya DIA yg Maha Mengetahui sebabnya..

*wink*

Korang pun mesti penah rasa benda yg sama kn???

Kadang2 2 tengah2 sedih ttbe ada je kegembiraan yg datang

Kadang2 plak, tengah hepy2, ttbe ade yg membuatkan kita menangis..

Emmm…

*wink* *wink*

Tp, ape2 pun semuanya pasti ada sebab dan hikmah disebaliknye…

So, 2la yg deqsu rasa semalam dan kesimpulannya..

Janganlah kita teralu bergembira sehingga menjadi riak dan terlalu berpuas ati..

Dan jangan la plak kita sering mengeluh akan kesengsaraan hidup yg dihadapi..

Bersyukurlah dengan nikmat kurniaanNya sebab bukan semua org melalui jalan yg sama…

(huhuhu…diri ini masih banyak kekurangan yg perlu diperbaiki)

*wink* *wink* *wink*

back 2 the tajuk of entry..(rosak bahasa..hehe)

Berita cemas + gembira untuk arini…

Awal pagi td sebelum subuh dah dapat call dari abah..

Bunyi je phone terus je angkat since dr kul 4 xleh tdo..(risau psl k.ngah)

Abah bagi tau yg k.ngah dh pun selamat bersalin(operate) + dpt baby girl (akan tergugatkah makcik ain..hehehe)

Time 2 punye la hepy but bila abah bagi tau yg k.ngah xsdr lg.. trs xleh nk tdo blk

Tanpa disedari laju je air mata ni mengalir..

risau sgt coz baby 2 lahir awl coz songsang +kak ngah batuk kuat..

Risau la jgk coz bila batuk mst sakitkan kn kt tempat operate 2…

Emm…tp,td dh call abah n abah ckp k.ngah dh sedar just baby still duk dlm equibator(btl ke ejaan ni??huhu) n k.ngah lemah.. huhu..

Ape2 pun hopefully sumenye ok…

insyaAllah, moga Allah permudahkan urusan kita semua..

So, totally I’ve got 7 nephew n 2 niece..Alhamdulillah…

hopefully ptg ni pas keje smpt la melwt k.ngah kt hospital..teringin nk tgk baby..

~TQ so much~

2011-01-11T15:09:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah… Finally the bad dream was gone yesterday. At the early, I’m too nervous to see that coz I’m worry I can’t do a work full of day. But, awe give me a spirit to look at that, thanks dear. ALHAMDULILLAH coz Allah gives me a gift for my effort. I just try my best last semester and now I realize that if we make more effort we can get more. Really2 thanks to my lovely family and my dear frens for ur supporting.

But, I’m really like to thank u so much to my entire lecturer especially to Dr. Aziah (always give me support & hear my prob., Dr. Asma (I like ur way to teach & thanks for the support Dr. , En. Rohami (always give us challenge to make dream come true), Pn. Zurida (make me more confidence to present and the best way to teach), En. Faisol (always give me a chance to give a suggestion), En. Halim ( ur advise was so sweet & also make me cry when I remember that coz life can’t be simple if we think in a wrong way) and to all my lecturer and teacher from standard 1 until degree sem 7 and also to my SARJANA teachers Cgu Halimaton & Cgu Salwa because both of u still until now give me support. Thanks to Allah coz give me a teacher like them.

One more thing, I learn not only about education but about life. I thinks it’s more important because if we know the cycle of life and really practice that, we can get anything ‘happiness, spirit, loving, caring ‘and the most important “REDHA from ALLAH”. For the others especially to my lovely friends nor and umie, be strong dear coz maybe Allah want to test u.. insyaAllah, has a something beside that.. Anything happens come from Allah.. HE KNOWS what the BEST for us..

fly without wing

2011-01-08T12:31:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah, masih diberi kesempatan untuk meneruskan hidup yg penuh dengan onak dan duri.. huhuhu.. tp,ape2 pun semuanya ujian dariNya agar kita sentiasa sabar dalam menempuh dugaan hidup. Lagipun, klu xde ujian2 cmni kita xakan sedar akan kesilapan yg pernah kita lakukan dan diri kita pun xkan jadi matang... betul x???

emmm, cuma lately ni agak stress skit la.. macam2 jd.. yg menjadikan stressnye bila semua benda 2 datang bertimpa2 dan sekaligus..huhuhu.. psl ape??? emmm, mls la nak cite kt sni, cukup la amik pengajaran:

1) berhati-hati bila nak bercakap dengan orang.
2) setiap info yg kita dapat kena disampaikan pada org yg betul dan info yg betul
3) jangan main cakao je kalau xsure ttg benda yg kita nak cakap.
4) tengok diri kita dulu sebelum nak cakap org len.

hopefully xde sape2 yg salah faham n xjatuhkan air muka sape2 la ek coz maruah diri seseorg 2 ssh nak dibersihkan bila sekali tercemar.. so,moral of the story jaga diri n peribadi n yg plg penting akhlak... (untuk peringatan bersama coz diri ni sering alpa dengan mainan dunia)

YA ALLAH AMPUNKANLAH HAMBAMU INI KERANA SERING LEKA DENGAN HASUTAN SYAITAN....
YA ALLAH AMPUNKANLAH DIRI INI YG SERING MENEGELUH DENGAN UJIANMU.....
YA ALLAH BERIKANLAH KU TAUFIK DAN HIDAYAH AGAR SENTASA HIDUP DALAM REDHAMU KERANA DIRI INI TERLALU LEMAH....
HANYA PADAMU TEMPATKU MENGADU DAN MERAYU.....

InsyaAllah you'll find the way...

2011-01-06T09:36:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. dapat jugak nak update blog since bz skit lately ni dgn keje..huhu.. ape2 pn just nk share lrik lagu INSYAALLAH ni je coz smlm tgk wawancara bersama Maher Zain kt TV9 time dia dtg Malaysia. Actually lagu ni memberi makna yg terlalu mendalam, bagus untuk golongan remaja kita sekarang ni untuk hayatinye coz atleast beri sedikit kesedaran untuk kita. InsyaAllah... lgpun, skrg ni kn remaja2 layan lagu bi je.. so, hadirnye Maher Zain dalam industri memberi 1 impak yg besar esp. untuk genre nasyid.. Moga apa yg disampaikan Maher Zain dalam lagu memberi kita peringatan.. (jangan men nyanyi je tp xberingat ek!!! mari kita renung2 kn..dan selamat beramal..hehe)

Song: InsyaAllah
By: Maher Zain
Source: Islamiclyrics.net

Everytime you feel like you cannot go on
You feel so lost
That your so alone
All you is see is night
And darkness all around
You feel so helpless
You can’t see which way to go
Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side

Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Everytime you commit one more mistake
You feel you can’t repent
And that its way too late
Your’re so confused, wrong decisions you have made
Haunt your mind and your heart is full of shame

Don’t despair and never loose hope
Cause Allah is always by your side
Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way
Insha Allah
Insya Allah you’ll find your way

Turn to Allah
He’s never far away
Put your trust in Him
Raise your hands and pray
OOO Ya Allah
Guide my steps don’t let me go astray
You’re the only one that showed me the way,
Showed me the way
Insyaallah

Insya Allah we’ll find the way

~hepy new year 2011~

2011-01-03T12:08:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

YA ALLAH..alhamdulillah.. melangkah lagi setahun bagi menjalani kehidupan sebagai hambaNYA.. Alhamdulillah, syukur xterhingga atas nikmat kurniaNYA yg melimpah-ruah hingga diri ini berjaya mencapai azam tahun lepas... (ceh2..ayat skema skit, but, it honest from my heart coz azam tahun lepas dah pun tercapai.. apa dia azam 2..korg baca la kt entry azam tahun lepas ek kalau nak tau..hehe)

MY WISH JUST HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011, MAY ALLAH BLESS US ALWAYS...

so, what going next??? what the next planning???..jeng2...

1) hopefully dapat grad hjg thn ni dgn kwn2 batch 07 uum with the best pointer..
2) hopefully terus dapat keje pas grad n dpt kje yg TERBAIK PUNYA!!!!hehe..
3) hopefully dapat terus menjadi "single" n life without human love (i means bf, mls la benda2 cmni...huhu..wt sakit kepala je pk..nnt2 la 2 3 thn lg ke..huahua)
4) lastly.yg plg penting.. menjadi hamba yg sentiasa taat kepada perintahNYA, menjadi anak yg solehah dan disenangi semua orang, INSYAALLAH...

emm..2 jela stkt ni...byk2 takut xleh capai plak kn...huhuhu...
lgpun, perut dh laparrrrrr...nk mkn..hehe...jom lunch...

~Love2~Sarang2~

2010-12-28T10:40:00.003+08:00

Hangul: Sarang-sarang
By: FT Island

심장이 멈춘다 내숨이 멎는다 니가 떠난다

가슴이 시리게 너만 사랑하다 행복했었다

니남자로 태어나서 한없이 사랑했었다
그걸로 됐다 눈물 꾹 참아보련다

빗물이 온몸에 적신다
또 애써 고갤들어하늘을 바라본다
내눈에 들어간 비가 너만을 생각하며
참고 또 참아왔던 눈물을 대신에 키운다

미치도록 사랑해서 너무나 행복했었다
사랑한 추억을 내게 준 너를 보낸다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

말없이 술잔을 채운다
힘겹게 손에들며 한숨을 뱉어본다
한잔을 마셔본다 너를 생각하며
참고 또 참아왔던 눈물도 함께 삼킨다

미치도록 사랑해서 너무나 행복했었다
사랑한 추억을 내게 준 너를 보낸다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

난 가슴이 차가워 사랑을 몰랐는데
정말 고마워 이제야 알았어
이런게 사랑이란걸

심장이 멈춘다 가슴이 멎는다 니가 떠난다

안녕 내 사랑사랑사랑
잘가요 내 사람사람사람
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

빗물이 온몸을 적신다
하늘을 바라본다
차오르는 나의 눈물이 온몸을 적셔도

이제는 good bye good bye good bye
나를 떠나 부디 행복해
한걸을 한걸음 니가 멀어진다

Translation

Hongki:
My heart stops, my breathing dies, you’re leaving
My heart is freezing, I love you, I was happy
I was born as your man so I loved you endlessly
That’s it, I try to resist the urge to cry

Seunghyun:
The raindrops soak my whole body
I force myself again, look up and look at the sky
The rain enters my eyes as I think of you
And it replaces the tears I have been holding in

Hongki:
I loved you ‘til madness and I was so very happy
The love memories given to me send you away

Hongki:
Goodbye my love love love
Take care my love love love
Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body
Now good bye good bye good bye
Leave me and please be happy
One step, one step, you’re going farther away

Seunghyun:
Silently I fill up a glass of alcohol
As I hardly hold it with my hands, i let out a sigh
I drink one glass
As I think of you
I also swallow the tears I have been holding in

Hongki:
I loved you ‘til madness and I was so very happy
The love memories given to me send you away

Hongki:
Goodbye my love love love
Take care my love love love
Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body
Now good bye good bye good bye
Leave me and please be happy
One step, one step, you’re going farther away

Hongki:
My heart is cold, I didn’t know love
Thank you, really. I now understand that this is what love is
My heart stops, my breathing dies, you’re leaving

Hongki:
Good bye my love love love
Take care my love love love
Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body
Now good bye good bye good bye
Leave me and please be happy
One step, one step, you’re going farther away

Seunghyun:
The raindrops soak my whole body, I look at the sky

Hongki:
Even if the tears filling up soak my whole body
Now goodbye goodbye goodbye
Leave me and please be happy
One step, one step, you’re going farther away

source:jpopasia

~sharing is the best~

2010-12-27T15:47:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah, tadi deqsu ada terbaca 1 entry pasal "POSITIVE" n tiba2 rasa semangat je. Pengalaman hidup mematangkan kita agar sentiasa berfikiran positif, begitulah pengalaman hidup sahabat deqsu 2 dalam blog die. Thanks Asma', share something yg buatkan dila rasa kuat. Teringat kata2 sorg sahabat deqsu "dila, u need to thinks +ve, why u always thinking about the other which can make u down.. make u sad..Actually we need to make our self confident first in everything we do.. coz negative thinking can make u loss"..

Emm, betul apa yang kawan deqsu cakap 2. yela,sampai bila kita nak terus mengalah dengan ujian. Hidup tanpa ujian xbermakna bak kata org putih "without challenge, life like nothing". so,always think positive ya to all my dear frens include me. past is past, don't mix it which can make u trouble and always in negative surrounding. Tp,sebagai manusia biasa kita jugak tak lepas dari rasa 'down'..btl x?? cme, yg membezakannya sama ada kita pandai control @ x.. how 2 control???

IMAN.. hanya itu jawapan yg deqsu dapat bagi. Tanpa iman yg teguh, tanpa pegangan agama yg kuat kita akan mudah lalai dan leka. dan apabila suatu musibah menimpa, kita akan cepat melatah.. lantas, dengan mudah syaitan akan membisikkan kata2 "negative' ke dalam fikiran kita. jadi, sebab itulah perkara yg paling penting dijaga adlah IMAN... insyaAllah, sama2 la kita menjaga iman.

walau sepandai mana kita..
walau se'popular' mana kita..
walau setinggi mana jawatan kita..
ingatlah yg kita bukan akan sentiasa di atas..
kadang-kala semua yg indah itu tak menjaminkan apa2..
biarlah hidup ini bersederhana..
asalkan kita sentisa diredhaiNYA..
penuhkan sentiasa ilmu di dada..
agar dapat membina pemikiran yg "intelek" ..

mungkin iman dan ilmu di dada masih kurang untuk melawan segala yg datang. so, since tadi sembang2 dengan Djah N Deeba psl further study.. teringin la plak nak meneruskan lg pengajian lepas ni. tp, mungkin dalam bidang yg lain disamping menguatkan lagi ilmu agama dengan sumber2 bacaan.. insyAllah.. deqsu akan fikirkan dan keputusan akan dibuat selepas tamat praktikal. harap2 semua yg dirancang dimakbulkan olehNYA...

"Marry me Mary"

2010-12-27T12:04:00.006+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

new hobby becoming!!!!!hehe... after this i'm going to busy about korean movie.. this is my new hobby since i don't want to make my life pressure and thinks about the others.. (sorry if my statement make the other hurt.. just want to live alone with my world for a while).. opps, i thinks it's enough.. right now i'm too interested with this korean movie "MARRY ME MARY" so,let see...=)

-TV Show: Marry Me, Mary! (International English Title) / Mary Stayed Out All Night (literal title)
-Revised romanization: Maerineun Uibakjoong
-Hangul: 매리는 외박중
-Director:
-Writer: Won Su-Yeon (comic), In Eun-A
-Network:KBS2
-Episodes: 16
-Release Date: November 8, 2010 --
-Runtime: Mondays and Tuesdays 21:55
-Language: Korean
-Country: South Korea

PREVIEW:

Mary (Moon Geun-Young) is a young woman with the energy of the sun. She looks like her late mother, but her hot temper comes straight from her deadbeat father (Park Sang-Myeon). Her father always makes troubles as a failed businessman, but Mary also loves him the most. Because Mary can't afford to pay her college tuition fees, she temporarily stops attending school. Without having any special skills, Mary starts to work odd jobs. One day, Mary's father proposes that Mary marries a man named Jung-In to pay off their debts. When Mary hears of her father's plan she devise her own plan. Mary takes fake wedding pictures with her new friend Mu-Gyul (Jang Geun-Suk), whom she has just met over the last couple of days. She sends the pictures to her father's cellphone with the message that this is the man she loves and will marry. Unfortunately for Mary, her deadbeat father has already registered a marriage certificate on her behalf with Jung-In! Jung-In then proposes that Marry spend 100 days of marriage with both men and decide whom she wants to live with.

Mu-Gyul (Jang Geun-Suk) is the lead vocalist and guitarist for a rock band. He is chic and lives a carefree bohemian lifestyle. He doesn't talk much and only wants to make music. Mu-Gyul doesn't care about success. He also suffers trauma with his mother and, because of this, becomes tired of the women he dates and leaves them. Mu-Gyul is a bad guy to women. When it appears Mu-Gyul will never get married a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity comes about. He meets Mary, money becomes involved and a 100 days of marriage ensues. During this time, Mu-Gyul not knowing the meaning of family, surprisingly falls in love with Mary who is combative, loyal, and spunky. Mu-Gyul finds himself becoming a rival of Jung-In for Mary's love.

Jung-In (Kim Jae-Wook) is the president of music company JI Entertainment producing a music drama. Jung-In was born into a wealthy family and has never lacked money. Jung-In is also good looking and has good manners. Because of this, Jung-In appears to be highly eligible bachelor for marriage. But, Jung-In also has a cold side - he doesn't like becoming too close to people. His weakest point is that he can never say no to his father. He enters into a 100 day fake marriage with Mary and soon falls in love with Mary. Jung-In also comes across Mu-Gyul who will help fulfill Jung-In's dream in the music world. Mu-Gyul will also become a rival for Jung-In over Marry. Then Seo-Jun enters the picture.

Seo-Jun (Kim Hyo-Jin) is a sexy and sophisticated woman. She also comes from a rich family. Seo-Jun works as an actress, preferring to make movies rather than dramas. Seo-Jun broke up with Mu-Gyul about a year ago, but still occasionally attends his performances without his knowledge. She also has the same care-free spirit as Mu-Gyul. Seo-Jun then meets Mu-Gyul once again and makes a contract for a drama produced by Jung-In. Seo-Jun starts to develop feelings for Jung-In in a bizarre love triangle.

source:asianmediawiki

~sweet vs sad~

2010-12-27T09:19:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

1 week left for the year 2010....
too many memories either sweet or sad..
but, everything was past already..
what's going next year????
is it all of our "azam" @ aim achieved??
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but, if u ask me... what can i said..
over than half my aim was achieved..ALHAMDULILLAH=)
just lately........emmm.....
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relax deqsu.....just being like this baby...
just being cool coz lately too many thing happens..
for the certain thing i can just pretend don't know nothing
but for others i can't!!!
my tear still come down....
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not only about practicum like i share before but.....
for the others thing that i can't share here...
just, i really2 hope i can be strong..
i can still smile....
i can still being cool....
just being like this....hepy like fly at sky..=)

~full of stress~

2010-12-23T09:39:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. finally, dapat nak update blog dengan keadaan yg agak tenang since dalam 3 ari yg lepas diri ini dalam keadaan tegang.... huhuhu.. bukan mengeluh @ apa.. just terkejut je dengan budaya kerja kat sini..

opps.. lupa plak nak inform, actually deqsu dah pun start praktikal kt AFTAAS (audit firm) , Shah Alam since 20Dec yg lepas. Ingatkan dari ari2 nak update blog psl ni. Tp, since ari 1st lagi dah kena travel n blk lewat. so, no more on9 la melainkan fb kt phone je meluah segala yg xtertanggung.. (huhu..ayat cm kena dera je kn????) tapi kena dera ke???

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korg rasa deqsu kena dera ke???
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di buli??????
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emm.. no comment la sume2 ni. cuma pelik sikit la coz kt sni deqsu terasing dengan student practical yg lain. ... huhu... sedih je kn... Ingatkan bila mintak praktikal skali dengan awe dapat la nak pegi n balik keje sama.. tp, setakat ni xpernah lagi since deqsu kne separate dgn diorg.. ni pun dah 2 ari blk lewat malam.. penatTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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lagi 1 yg xbestnye dapat senior yg nak ajar, tp cm xnak ajar.. sume nak rushing je. cmne la nak faham n wt kn.. pas2 ble tnye byk kali kne marah plak.. klu deqsu dah kt sni smggu dua bleh trima la kot. tp, ari first lagi dh kne cm2.. nak cakap apa lg kn...

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ha....lagi 1, psl time solat n makan... sgt la xmenentu.. sepanjang 3 arini je xpenah lagi kot lunch. 2 bleh trima lg la kn.. tp, psl solat 2 consider la skit kn xkn nk tggu abis waktu bru nak smyg. ingt lg 2nd day ari2, pkul 4.20 bru nk solat zuhur.. deqsu pnye la menangis time solat 2 coz rse bersalah sgt. nak pegi sendiri kne ada pas..(since prac stud xde la pas).. so, xleh sesuka ati nk kuar dr tmpt audit 2.. terpaksa la tggu senior 2 jgk... ish..geram je...

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huhuhuhu...lepas segala geram dah.....cme kesian kt unni la yg kne amik tgh mlm, pas2 rsau psl deqsu yg xmkn ni (dah la ade gastrik+migrain, ditmbh plak tgh dmm)...
cian kt awe n unni yg kena tolong ironkn bju(thanks a lot)
pas2, tdo plak xmenentu kan... lagi la...
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ni pun xtau ble nak baik......emmmm...........
hopefully, start next week dh bleh join dgn stud prac yg len la...huhu
tolong doakn sama2 ye...
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~REALLY MISS MY LUVLY FRENS @ UUM & OUR CAMPUS LIFE~

~is this practicum???~

2010-12-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...
since practicum was start, i have no time for other coz my duty after wake up is work until 12 mid-night... i always being like time face above..opps... correction... by 12am... how can i as a trainee for 3 days????? i'm going crazy lor...... i really2 need rest!!!!! plzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ..... right now also no time for blog maybe.. my practicum make do know about news, always forget to eat and others... emm, have a work need to settle right now.. so, daa..... huhuhu...

will miss u....

2010-12-08T15:07:00.007+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

i will miss u dear....
thanks 4 everything....ur always by my side...always understand me....
always give me some place during my hard time....
thanks a lot dear....
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ha... agak2nye sape la 'dear' yg sy maksudkan ini ek???
awk ke???org lain????.
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hehe...saje2 wt gempak....actually the word my my luvly uum frens...
since tomorrow was my last paper n last day in uum..
so, this entry special 4 u my dear frens..
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emmm, klu nak story pasal spe "my dear frens"
of coz la the org2 yg ade dlm pic kt tpi2 ni yg ade 'saranghae' 2..
2la kwn2 bek sy sepanjang kt uum ni....
.dlm pic ade 6 org klu xmsk sy
2org 2 my luvly room8 awe & olin....
for both of u...thanks a lot dear to make me smile n cry..
i have a sweet memory n time with both of ui'm so sorry for all those thing that i did make u hurt..
i'm just the weak person.... really2 sorry n thanks 4 everything dear..
luv u forever my dear awe & olin....
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lg 4 org 2 plak ahli blk 117...my second room... btl x??? hehe...
klu sy xde kt bilik 2 conform la ade kt 2nd room ni...
for 4 of you.. thank you so much dear nor, umie, eira & eila..
ur always accept me in ur room even in the late night...
always hear my 'chit chat'... hehehe..
sorry for everything dear for all my mistake....
n thanks for everything...
saranghae eira, umie, nor & eila...
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i will miss u my dear frens
sob2...(T..............T)
sedihnye nak tgglkan korg sume....
hopefully our friendship will be forever n ever...

~saya n awak~

2010-12-08T14:41:00.003+08:00

deqsu:huahua...arini sgt teruja bila dapat on9 even keadaan xmembenarkan pun utk on9=p

hati:(oit cik dila, sedar2 la sok pg ade paper yg menanti..study2)

deqsu:huhu what ever la kn... huhuhu dh tahap tension gler dh ni...

hati: (sabar2 1 paper je lagi.. sehari je lagi.. last paper 2 g la pulun..)

deqsu: bukan xnak pulun, tp dh xleh masuk.. bce je mmg la bleh, tp 1 pun xmsk dikala tengah tension n xbetul ni...ble lg nk gne kemudahan lab n internet kt u ni kn???hehe

hati: (banyak la awak pnye reason ye cik dila... dh2, bawak2 la insaf..hehe)

deqsu: yup, i know that, but only want to spend 2 hour. after this i will continue OK???

hati: (ha...bgs jgk 2 dr duk tido je kt bilik kn..=p)

deqsu : ha.. tau xpe.. coz klu dah tdo ptg nnt malam susah nak tdo n sok exam plak.. ngantuk xpasal2 je xleh jawab...

hati: (hoho...ade je alasannye ek... xpenah nk mengalah...)

deqsu: bese la 2 kn.. tp,kadang2 kata hati ni ada jgk yg membinasakan..btl x???

hati:( emmm...pk sat na...)

deqsu: dah2 la 2.. apa2 pun janji kite hepy n enjoy!!!!!!hoooyee... sok nal blk...xsbrnye...

cite diatas tiada kena mengena dengan org len k.. melainkan dengan diri sy sendiri..hehe..

salam maal hijrah

2010-12-06T12:51:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah, sedar xsedar dah nak masuk tahun baru 1432H...
moga segala azam dan impian anda semua dah pun tercapai... ameenn...
setakat ni dan xlama lagi ada 2 azam deqsu yg bakal tercapai insyaAllah..
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harap2 semuanya berjalan dengan lancar..
apakah 2 azam 2???? maybe later i will share here..
But for those already read my azam entry will know that... hehe.. (speaking sudaa..)...
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dan bersyukur dengan setiap anugerahNYA + redha dengan setiap ujianNYA ( ini untuk peringatan deqsu yg suka mengeluh bila ditimpa musibah..huhu) deqsu juga manusia biasa yg xterlepas dr membuat kesilapan..
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SALAM MAAL HIJRAH 1432H
...kena wish awal coz takut esok xde kesempatan...

~hard 2 face~

2010-12-06T12:29:00.004+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

really tired today + like in the winter season... huahua...
mana plak la nk winter kt Malaysia ni kan...merepek suda cik dila ni........=p

anyway, arini sgt2 penat berjalan dari dewan mas sampai mall
pas2 patah balik g dewan mas
adoii..yg xtahannye kena tunggu dalam bas dekat nak sejam lebih
padahal mmg xramai pun yg exam kt dewan mas 2...
sabar jela......emmmmmm...

one more thing...
after ni maybe xupdate blog sgt kot
since my charger laptop broken..
ni pun duk kt lab je..huhu..
sedih2....

phone pun xleh nak gne sgt dah pasni
xleh nak dgr lagu dah since phone pn ssh nk charges
adoi..cmni nak study tnpa lgu ni????
alamatnye xstudy la ni...
emmmmm

.....sangat3 sedih + xleh nak study.....last2 ni macam2 plak la benda nak jd...huhuhu
YA ALLAH tabahkan hati hambaMU ni menghadapi ujian dariMU

~jadaa@bye2 UUM..saranghae~

2010-12-05T15:34:00.009+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

jap2..tajuk xthn..hehe..After seharian di changlun 3hb, 4hb plak decide utk habiskan masa kt dlam UUM.. maklum la lagi beberapa hari je kt sni kn + ada satu tmpt lagi yg xg snap2 pic.. (nak wt cmne... habit!!!!..huahua)

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rasa2 korg la kt manalah tempat yg deqsu n kawan2 nak pegi 2 ek...
ha...teka2.....
ala, jawab je..salah xkena denda pun.....
huahuahauhau....
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thanks la ek kalau ade yg teka2 2....
actually kami nak snap2 pic kt dewan mas...

lps dh berguling kt tempat jam depan dewan mas
(hehe...xdela smpai nak berguling-guling kn)
tp, ade la duduk jgk kt rumput yg berembun 2..hehe
ha..nak tau something x?????????
time snap2 pic 2..ttbe terjatuh daaa...malu sudaa..
(tp,diorg ni sume ingt mmg deqsu nk posing cm2..huhu)ni la pic kt laluan nak naik dewan mas 2,,,
hahahaha..teruk x ktorg, dgn slmber je duk atas rmpt n bnge2..=p
seb bek uk xnmpk..klu confm kne saman..hehe
after snap2 pic.. ttbe perut pn dah berbunyi2????
apakah tandanya????
LAPARR!!!!!
ape lg kn ktorg g serang subaidah..
time 2 mmg xde snap2 pic dh la kn coz lpr..huhu
on dhe way blk snap2 pic kt pokok togel +bunga2 berguguran
n ktorg blk kolej nek bas since bdk2 pun dah kuar dewan..
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~kami ber3 mmg hepy~

2010-12-05T14:55:00.008+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah,finally dpt jgk nak update blog ni .. even charger laptop dh selamat terbakar + siap edit pic.. yelakn malas nk taip pnjg2 tgk2 pic sudaa ek... story bermula since ktorg settle jawab TAP (bak kata anun "tanpa ati n prasaan) ..hehe... then lepas tension dgn berjalan a.k.a meronggeng.

ni la tempat 1st yg dituju C'mart (ktorg x jln jauh2 pun changlun sudaa kn..hehe.. ktorg kuar bilik dlam pkul 3 ptg.. since 3 org pic kt atas suka bergambar.. so, pas smyg asar kt cmart pun smpt lg nak snap2 pic..hehe... after olin yg byk memborong tdg + deqsu dok ble beg laptop ktorg pn bergerak ke umah kak tirah coz ade event mlm 2..ha.....jeng3..ape ek...

ni la pic yg smpt ktorg snap time kt umah kak trah sementara menunggu maghrib.. ala, yg sy ckp td 2 la.... suprise....huahuaha (ia2 je kn????).. hehehehe... after maghrib je kami pun trs la bergerak ke tmpt yg dituju.... taraa..........

huahua.. actually kami nak g makan je.. just yg special skit coz kami nak makan steambaot kt EDC UUM.. nyum3... layan makan smpai kekenyangan... pas makan2 kami trs kn aktiviti + hobi utk snap2 pic kt EDC...ha...2la storynye...dah abis dah pun.... kami balik dgn kepenatan n xtrs tdo tau coz smpt plak sy merayap g bilik cik nor + smpt tgk cte hindustan lagi 2..hehehe... kla ek.. daa....

~ nothing~

2010-12-04T16:15:00.003+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

annyeonghasyeyo...deqsu imnida...=p
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banyaknye cite yg nak dicoretkan kt blog ni...
tp,since wireless K.O n xberkesempatan (coz bz berposing + meronggeng kn..=p)
so, maybe later la i can share here..
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just right now, 6 days left in UUM
i feel so hepy + sad + missing + ntah la..huahua
yela HEPYcoz dah nak abis study
SAD coz akan tinggalkan kawan2
i will MISSING my dear frens, lecturer and campus life memory....
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hukhukhukhuk..=(
sob3.. (T...............T)

~ study last minute tips~

2010-12-01T16:13:00.005+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Waa…already 1st December lor… 1day and half more to study TAP… is it enough??? I don’t think so coz right now only a few topic in my mind (really2 few maa..) otoke (r ur brain ok?? or in malay “otak ok ke??” huahua.. broken korea already=p..)?? What should I do???... Furthermore, really not in mood to study because a few things happens lately… and then I found some TIPS during Google search ( still have time for that..hehe=p=p).. taraa…..

#1 TURN TOPIC TO SONG @ POEM

It sounds corny, you've heard it before.. But it really works! And believe us, it DEFINITELY works better than falling asleep with a partially-read book covering your face! Take some basic concepts from your textbook and transform them into a goofy song, poem, or even a rap! This simple thinking exercise not only familiarizes you with key ideas in an almost "fun" way.. It makes it easy to "sing" the song back to yourself while taking the actual exam.. The keywords stick to you.. and the song(s) you write about them become like your own invisible crib note sheet! Of course, this tactic works best when memorizing names and dates for subjects like History!

(I already try it during my secondary time, but now I think its little bit difficult)

#2 HAVE SOMEONE QUIZ YOU

One of the reasons we all hate studying so much is that it often confines us to either an awful silence or even to an undesirable solitude. It's definitely much more appealing when there is someone there with us to turn studying into an interactive quiz show.. Asking questions.. throwing around ideas.. Testing us in a friendly way to see what we remember. Psychologically, it's less stressful --and therefore, much easier -- for us to learn when the person asking us questions is a friend and not a pot-bellied, wide-eyed instructor. Of course-- we could make a whole 'another page filled with tricks just to get someone else to help out & actually participate in this sort of academic activity--but if it's the infamous 'night before an exam'.. and someone owes you a favor.. try this tip out !

(everyone in a busy time and study by own. So, I don’t think so..hehe)

#3 STOP STALLING

If it's really the night before an exam, you shouldn't have even gotten this far in reading our web page! Stop playing on the Internet.. Stop putting off what you have to do.. Just do it! Don't let ANYTHING else distract you.. Don't tell yourself "Ok, I'll start "really" studying after a snack." Or-- "I'll get into it once 90210 is over.." NO ! Get busy right now.. and don't stop ! Like exercise, it'll hurt while you do it.. But you'll feel better about all night studying if it's from 8 PM to 4 AM then if it's only from 3 AM to 4 AM and you wasted all that time just getting upto it ! Think logically!

(huahua.. that really right…so…???????=p=p=p=p)

Let’s try guys!!!!!!hehehehe….. since the last TIPS related to what I’m doing right now.
so… STOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)lalalalalalalalalalala

naneun silmangiyeyo!!! frust sgt2... hua:(...

2010-11-30T10:20:00.000+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

huahua.....frust sgt2 smlm.... abis ilang sume mood tau..hehehe.. (alasan je.. MALAS la 2 kn.=p)

actually semalam call my unni.. sje la kan coz die dok anta mms bju lee seung gi...

time 2 ok la lg, xdela rasa apa sgt..

after 2 die cite la yg die dh bli bju coat labuh yg org korea slalu pkai 2...

hua (T.T)....................................(T,T)hua

apa lagi kan frustrated abis la coz dah la mmg lame dh nak baju 2...

pas2 dah la tgh murah plak 2...

(oops deqsu bukan obses sgt..tp,baju 2 smart)

ha, ni la bju 2.. tp,ni version bulu2 la...yg unni bli 2 bkn cmni kot..

klu dpt yg ni lg best...hehe..tp, unni dh ade sweater bulu2...jeles2..huhu

ini la rupanye klu dah pakai...

tapi bukan cmni la gayanye OK!!!!!

tudung + sluar xketat mst d sertakan sekali ek...

n klu dpt yg pink ni lagi la sweet...i like2....

klu dpt yg labuh bawah lutut cm pic yg kanan ni lagi la bgus...hehe

~i like it~ chuahae....hehe

2010-11-29T12:44:00.006+08:00

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

wahai mood study datang la...datang la....huahuauhuaa
cmne nak ada mood kan kalau diri sendiri pun xnak usaha adakan mood 2...
btl x???? btl x??? (la..xde spe2 nak JAWAB ke??????..heeeee)
kla, actually semalam tersangat la boring + xde mood nak study kn...
so,cm bese wt aktiviti rajin mencari quote ~ friendship quote~
byk sgt2 yg comel2 n bermakna.. tp,kt sni nak post yg comei2 je..
jom LAYAAAANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..................

ha..comei kn cik tupai ni..tupai ke??/bantai la kan..
next...............

comei tak bdk ni???mst la comei kn.. bese la ank mat saleh....hehe

blink2!!!!1...pink2!!!!! i like......hehehe

ha...hayatilah la ayat2 kt sebelah 2 ek....

korg suka x kumpul quote2 ni.. sajak2 ke??????
saya sangat2 suka.. (tapi sy bukan jiwang OK!!!!!)=p

hangul oh hangul

2010-11-28T22:30:00.003+08:00

annyonghaesyeyo....
dila imnida....
hangul... hangul...

huahuahua..buat ketika ini sgt suka utk meng'update' blog since mood utk study xdtg lg.. nk bkk fb cm xbest je d tmbh dgn sakit ati je plak nnt kn.. so, jom layan blog..
topik kali ini adalah hangul a.k.a korea la.. hehehe..
actually tadi pas penat2 kemas barang ingt nak layan la kejap cte 'you are beautiful' (mklm la fav cte yg leh wt sy hepy..hooyee!!!hehehe).. tp,lpe plak yg cd 2 dh slamt masuk dalam kotak utk di pos.. huhuhu.. 2la semangat sgt mengemas kan smpai baju yg nak pakai pun xde dh ni.. (huahua..wt kne gelak je dgn room8 kesygn sy 2..huhu) al maklum la kan tgh excited giler nak abis + nak balik umah.. (really miss my hometown + my niece n nephew yg slalu wt sy geram 2...huahua..)

opps..lari topik sudaa... mana ntah cte korea td...huhuhu..
ha,actually nk share cite2 korea yg sy ske tengok... tp, seperti yg sedia maklum setiap cite 2 ade baik n buruknye.. so, amik yg bek jela ek.. layannnnnnnnnn....

1st story yg deqsu tgk cite FULL HOUSE.. time mula2 2 sgt2 la boring coz byk sangat episod kn.. tp,layan kn jugak la since masa 2 pas SPM n xde nak wt ape.. pas2 plak tengok cite PRINCESS HOUR.. ha, cte ni lagi la boring gler first2 2.. tp, last2 ni la cte yg plg sy suke tgk dikala muda2.. (Huahua..adakah sy sudah tua skrg??)n then mklm la time u kn.. layan je sume cite yg org tgk.. tgk la MY GIRL.. sgt2 klakr cte ni.. moral of the story jgn nk menipu coz t makan diri sendiri balik.. hehehe...
pas2 dah xlayan sgt dah cite2 korea ni.. (focus study la katakn.. huhu..statement xthn kan3??=p)

then setelah terpengaruh dgn unni a.k.a my sis... layan kan la jugak since tgh cari hobi baru supaya hidup ini tidak sunyi n sepi.. (ayat jiwng sudaa...)
setelah lame pencen cte first tgk adalah BOYS OVER FLOWER (BOF).. sgt suka semangat persahabatan antara diorg berempat.. rasa bestnye la klu ada kawan cm diorg yg sanggup sma2 susah n senang n yg paling penting setiap apa yg diorg wt diorg xterus salahkn satu pihak je sebaliknya siasat dulu.. time tgk cte ni minat sgt kt ji hoo @ kim hyung jung yg sgt cool n soft..hehe (ira jgn marah ek....=p)

after 2 plak layan YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL... sgt best + funny especially jeremy.. emm,dlm cte ni sy minat semua karakter coz setiap sorg 2 ada yg menarik hati.. ttp, since tujuan utama tengok cte ni utk hepy n xnk sedih2.. so, i choose jeremy @ lee hong ki..

last story yg sy tgk plak cte BRILLIANT LEGACY...sgt menyentuh perasaan... sgt suke kt lee seung gi yg cool n cute...hehe.. tp,byk la pengajaran dlm cte ni...jom layaannnn...hehehehe....

exam oh exam!!!!

2010-11-28T15:42:00.004+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH...thanks ALLAH to give a chance for life today..
annyeonghasyeyo...
dila imnida...

finally.. bleh relax skit lepas 5 paper berderet2 dr 24/11 - 28/11..
huahua 2la akibatnya coz tengok jadual exam lambat, so xbleh la nak complaint pasal paper yg berderet 2.. sgt seksa sepanjang 5 arini coz paper sume mantap2..huhu

24/11 - Company Secretary Practice
25/11 - Management Ethic
26/11 - Costing in Special Industries
27/11 - Financial Accounting & Reporting
28/11 - Integrated Case Study

cmne??? mantap2 kan subjek ni.. huhuhuhu..=).. paper2 dikala final sem ni punya la susah...sampai xleh nak target mana2 paper pun..huhu.. (sy sgt2 la risau, tp wt cm xtau la jgk coz t life jd suram..btl x???ngee2=p). Masa paper 1st n 2nd masih boleh gagahkan diri lagi la.. Tapi, masuk ari ke3 2 dah mula dah rasa pressure + nak nangis.. huhuhu (mana xnye bahan bacaan pun xbanyak n yg ada pun sume ayat2 boombastic pnye..hua ) ari ke4 plak duk pressure skit la coz paper costing 2 ptg n paper FAR plak pg.. kelam-kabut la jawabnye.. huhuhu.. after 2 plak nak mengadap paper ICS yg jgk xtau nak bce ape coz kena fikir sendiri je kn.. tp, time paper FAR 2 ade kejadian yg berlaku dlm dewan exam.. (terkejut + takut + kesian).. tp,nak wat cmne kn..emm... ha yg ni yg plg best nak share ni.. pas exam FAR 2 kitorg g la jalan dr fakulti FTM ke fakulti Account.. dlm perjalanan 2 ttbe terjumpe DR. FAZLEY...

huahua.. tgh2 down2 2 bleh plak jmpe motivator 2 kn .. hehe.. sgt2 teruja la jgk kn coz jmpe depan2. tp,yg boleh tabik kt die coz xsombong pun.. die yg tegur kitorg dlu.. yg paling bestnye, time 2 direct je mulut ni nak sembang tnye macam2.. Huahua.. sembang cm sembang dgn senior2 je.. emm,tgk depan2 hensem la jgk bak kata umie n ira "wei..hensem n smart giler la..." huahua..klakar2... ha, 2jela cite exam kali ni.. (aik,ade exam lg ke??? ade ye cik dila.. jangan lupa ada lagi 2 paper yg menanti.. pas2 MERDEKA!!!!!!!hehehe..the paper left:

3/12 - Theory Accounting Practice
9/12 - Strategic Management

berjuang sehingga ke penamat!!!!!
chayok2!!!!!!!!....heheheheeh...
kla ek..penat la plak dok bercerita ni..
nak rest jap..pas2 nak kemas2 brg utk d pos..=p=p=p=p

saya sangat sedih bila......

2010-11-28T14:32:00.004+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH...thanks ALLAH to give a chance for life today..
annyeonghasyeyo...
dila imnida...

aigoo...lamanye xupdate blog since busy dengan paper + note + buku yg minta dilayan... huhuhu... so, banyak yg nak story sebenarnye.. ada yg best n ada yg xbest.. but, kte share yg xbest dulu la ek coz at the last i'm in hepy mood.. =p=p=p....

sape2 yg kenal sy tau kn yg sy ni sgt2 la sensetif + cpt pressure + cpt redha jgk kot(huahuahua) + cepat kesian.. tp, yg sy sgt2 sedih skrg ni bila kawan yg sy slalu concern psl die ttbe wt sy cm xde je... sgt3 sedih... sob3.. sob3... =(...=(...

nape ttbe cam nak jauh dr sy??? ape slh sy????
bila sy tnye, mst die ckp.. "sme je sy rse".. "sy ni mne layan hp sgt".. "sy bz la".. (ttbe rse menyampah dgn ayat2 sebegitu..huahua).. bukan ke zaman skrg ni dah canggih.. ade fb, ym, twitter, skype n mcm2 lg la.. xkn xleh nk tgr lgsg kot kn??

lg 1 klu kt fb 2 tgk die aktif la ssgt.. tp,nk tgr kt status or msg kt fb pn xde.. bila nmpk sy on9 die off9 kn... (huahua..arini sje nk lps kn geram.. xpe kot kn coz rsenye die xtau pn psl blog ni n since fb sy pn die xnh dtg mlwt.. ape lg nk lwt blog kn????? huahauhuahauhau).. sory la pd spe2 yg bce entry ni ek coz sy agak "weng" skit arini coz sgt sedih + disappointed (so,ape lg kn wt2 jela hepy.=p)..
tp,yg bertambah geramnya org len bleh plak dia nk msg2.. siap calling2 lg... (nsb bek la time tgh exam ppr berderet ni xbkk fb, klu x mst la bertambah tension..huhu)

huhuhuhuhu... lepas sudaa geram sy... hehehehe..
ha kan sy dh ckp td yg sy ni cpt je reda...
see... i'm in hepy mood pas lepas geram...huahauhauhau
cuma, ape2 pun sy sentiasa doakan yg terbaik utk awak yg bergelar sahabat sy 2..
janganlah jadi seperti kacang lupa kn kulit.. bila dah senang tinggal2 kn.. bila susah baru nak cari.. (...jadilah sahabat yg setia yg sentiasa ada dikala susah n senang).. sory ek sahabat.. tp, sy mmg sgt2 sedih + kecewa dgn sikap awak.. sob3.. sob3... (T.T)..

~war will start~

2010-11-22T16:32:00.002+08:00

the war will start...
i'm so nervous + afraid...
i'm going crazy because of this exam schedule...
huhu..but, just be strong!!!!!
may Allah bless us ya frens..
good luck for final exam to all my FRIENDS!!!

deQsu

~check azam 2011 n 2012~

^~^...1...2...3...4...^~^

~Suatu Kehidupan~

Awak Suka Saya Tak???

~Goose Dream~

~sudah ketentuannya~

...wedding2...

Finally..after 4 years..i'm graduate!!!(*,*)

it's too complicated .(T.T)

Jom kita Check!!!!(",)

cite lme...tp,best!!!!hehe...

it make me smile..=p

Thanks for the experience=p

its all about six month

After a month...i'm tired...

~holiday~

~na-ege saeng-il chukha ~

~my girlfriend is gumiho~

Details

Synopsis

...komawo...=p

~SeLamAt PenGaNtin bArU Emi~

barakallahlakumawabarakaalaikumawajamaabainakumafilkhair ila Elmi Farahin & Fakhrul.... Semoga Bebahagia dan kekal hingga ke akhir hayat..insyaAllah...

Hijau pucuk pisang warna pilihan...

duduk dipelamin tersipu malu...

segak dan cantik sama padan...

moga berbahagia selalu...

Friday is Jumaat...=p

Tag ????hehe..

헬로 애기씨/Hello Miss...

~life like this~

~the BEST moment~

cerita "stock take" yg crazy..(^.~)..huahau

i'm in love again...

impian yg xjadi2 nyata lg..huhu..(T.T)

~petunjuk yg kadang2 kita xsedar~

Al-Quran & Tsunami di Jepun

Teletubbies ~indahnya zaman kanak2~

Harapan Tanpa Suara - Kempen Kami Prihatin

~deqsu yg blurr~

sElaMaT hAri LaHir AbaH (^.^)

~meaningful quote~

~April~

~its about u~

Jeremy - Really Good Words

saeng-il chukha dongseang

Alya imnida..=p

why????why????

is it life???

~i'm weak without u~

how to make kimbap??

"dia" datang lg?????

F.T. Island - Always Be mine ( Lee Hong Ki Tribute ♥ )

~congrate dear~

siapa dia di hati sy???

~holiday story~

~the day is coming~

oToke????OtoKe???

~eMo Terlebey sudaa~

~hangout wif BFF~

~want to happy like the shine sun~

4bia????

~saeng-il chukha.. saranghae~

~my heart is gone~

~take care, My Bus!!!~

By:Jang Geun Suk –

Song: 부탁해, My Bus! ( Take Care, My Bus! )

i've got 1 more niece!!!...hehe

~TQ so much~

fly without wing

InsyaAllah you'll find the way...

~hepy new year 2011~

~Love2~Sarang2~

~sharing is the best~

"Marry me Mary"

~sweet vs sad~

~full of stress~

~is this practicum???~

will miss u....

Finally..after 4 years..i'm graduate!!!(,)