Showing posts with label hurt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hurt. Show all posts

Friday, November 21, 2014

:) Positive!!!

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah, masih dikurniakan ruang untuk terus bernafas dibumiMU Ya Rabb. Selawat serta salam buat Junjungan Besar Nabi Muhammad SAW serta para sahabat baginda. Alhamdulillah, dapat jugak menaip dikala kaum adam sedang menunaikan solat Jumaat. (Opps, bukan deqsu saje2 curi tulang okey.. tapi gunakan masa rehat yang ada untuk menaikkan lagi semangat diri sambil blog walking. BESTTTT SANGATTT (moment yang dah lama deqsu tak rasa.hehehe).

Emm, plan asal macam-macam sebenarnya deqsu nak mengomel kat blog ni sebab rasa macam down sikit lately ni. Banyak benda dan kejadian yang huru-hara. Tapi, lepas muhasabah diri, lepas baca artikel-artikel yang best lagi bermanfaat dari murabbi di alam maya. Hilang semua rasa tu. Thanks Allah for the gift. Syukur Alhamdulillah, Allah kurniakan orang-orang yang baik disekeliling kita untuk terus ingatkan kita kepada Pencipta Yang Agung. :).

Selain kata-kata yang bermanfaat, Allah juga kurniakan kita pemandangan yang indah lagi awesome sebagai penyejuk mata dan penawar hati especially dikala duka dan lara (ecece..ayat jiwang sat..huhu). Antaranya air yang mengalir (laut, pantai, sungai etc.) langit, haiwan (especially kucing..hehe). Then, tadi baru je deqsu tengok..baby..waa..dah la comel..menenangkan pulak tu. Senang cakap, segala ciptaan Allah tu adalah yang terindah andai kita menghargainya. Lagi satu, bagi yang duduk dengan family tu, kalau rasa down ke ape, tengok la wajah ibu korang..insha Allah, rasa tenang tu akan datang. Emm.. tetiba rindu dengan family, rindu nak jalan2 dekat sungai ke pantai ke, rindu nak rasa saat-saat yang dulu.huhu. (Emosi tetiba dah kenapa deqsu oiii...hohoho).

Opps.. terpaksa ambil masa dekat nak 15 minit untuk sambung entry ni.. emo oh emo.hoho. Tiba-tiba deqsu terfikir, kenapa perempuan cepat emo ek? Then, dan-dan ni jugak teringat satu post kt fb minggu lepas.. wanita ni cepat emosi sebab akal dia 1, jadi tak mampu nak membendung semua rasa dan keadaan dalam satu masa. (mungkin jugak kan?). Tapi, selagi boleh kawal.. kita kenalah kawal kan. Fighting untuk diri sendiri sebab suka emo sengsorang.hehe. So,tanggung pun sengsorang ok.hee. Please control my dear self. Everything will be fine. Insha Allah. Allah adalah sebaik-baik tempat mengadu. (or mungkin jugak diri ni banyak khilaf yang dilakukan tanpa sedar). But, i always try my best to handle every single thing even i can't.huhu Ok, jom tenangkan diri dengan istighfar. Astaghfirullahalazim.. Astaghfirullahalazim.. Astaghfirullahalazim.. 

then, cuci mata dengan makhluk terindah ciptaanNya.. :)

Annyeong.. chal-ga.. :)

 




Thursday, November 14, 2013

The Best Way ^~^

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

There are problem everyday...
problem with work, home, relationship, life...
But we forgot that...
The biggest problem we have is the problem of our IMAN..

Lets topup our IMAN and practice..
Be patient and keep praying..
Then "Tawakal" to Allah..



But, sometime if the life become too hard..
The eye becomes wet and its not the wrong..
But, make it in the right way.. ^~^

Sometime crying is the good way to make us feel better..
But, it more best you're crying when you closed to HIM..
Then you'll fell like nothing happens.. ^~^
Let's try because everything comes with Allah love.. ^~^

 May Allah ease our way to become a better muslim/muslimah .. ^~^

Wednesday, November 6, 2013

~The Best Planner~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. Alhamdulillah.. masih diberi ruang untuk terus rukuk serta sujud padaNya Yang Esa. Selawat serta salam buat Junjungan Besar Nabi Muhammad SAW serta para sahabat baginda ^~^.

Kita hanya merancang.. Allah yang menentukan..
Dalam kamus hidup deqsu rasa macam dah lama tak keluar perkataan kecewa a.k.a frust. Tapi, bila dengar perkataan tu semalam deqsu tersenyum sendiri. Teringat akan kekerdilan diri yang leka dengan mainan dunia. 

Rasanya semua orang pernah rasa kecewa/ frust tak kira la dari segi apa sekali pun. Bagi deqsu frust tu akan wujud bila kita terlalu meletakkan harapan yang tinggi terhadap sesuatu perkara. Yup, fully agreed. Don't put too much hope ok guys. Sebab kita hanya merancang, Allah juga yang menentukannya.

But 1st of all untuk mengelak rasa frust ni, simple je. Dalam setiap yang kita lakukan niat keranaNya. Dalam setiap perancangan kita mulakan dengan usaha + doa + tawakal. Yup, TAWAKAL the best action!! Sebab tawakal bermakna berserah diri sepenuhnya kepada Yang Maha Esa. Andai resultnya nanti baik, ALHAMDULILLAH.. andai sebaliknya pula, kita perlu la REDHA akannya. (ingatan untuk diri sendiri ^~^ )

Moga segala urusan kita dipermudahkan ^~^


Allah always be the best planner (",)
keep close with HIM for every second..
Allah know what the best for us..
everything come with Allah love (",)

Thursday, August 29, 2013

~Missing Diary~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah... Alhamdulillah
Syukur Alhamdulillah, masih diberi ruang dan waktu terus rukuk serta sujud padaNya yang Esa..
Selawat serta salam buat Junjungan Besar Nabi Muhammad SAW serta para sahabat baginda..
hampir sebulan diari deQsu menyepi tanpa sebarang pena menari.. (ecece..ayat..;) ).. 

Actually i'm really miss to write/type, really miss to read my own blog,
 my own story (^~^) because everything happen with a reason.
 Maybe today we at the bottom side.. 
But, who knows tomorrow we at the top side.. 
So, just audit back what a wrong doing and what the right thing to do.. (",)
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Opps, what the topic all about to write/type?? I also don't know.. 
just miss to write here.. 
since after raya holiday too many thing happen..
 too many question to be answer.. too many thing to think..
 its all about life, future..(",) (T.T) (,")
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Life is too short.. need to full fill with a right thing..
Need to make a right decision..
Ya..but, everything happen we should never forget to Thankful, Alhamdulillah..
Because everything that we have it just a debt.





Monday, October 22, 2012

laugh as u can (",)

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...


Laugh is the best medicine of sadness....
But, if you have a lot of laugh....
means, you really need a medicine... (",) hehe


So, laugh at the right place and the right time...
If not, you will make someone hurt...
(",)
 

Saturday, December 31, 2011

^~^...1...2...3...4...^~^

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still live in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...


1...2...3...4?????
means what ya???
is it just number??or..
is it L..O..V..E???
emm....^~^
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i'm quit interesting to type this number as a title..
but, actually it just a number of something..
L...O...V...E???oh..no..no...no...
(xde maknenye OK!!)
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it's all about my experience in working site..
starting from practical until end of 2011
huh.. a lot of story
sadness..happiness..funniest..everything I learn from that..
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1- its happen in 1 year..starting from December 2010 until December 2011.. 1 of experience in my life that I can't forgot it.. 2011 all in 1 in my life..

2-I've start the work after 2 weeks practical end .. 2 month at F2U.. 2 offer in one time.. make me so confuse and refuse...hohoho

3- 3 month in Aftaas make me feel, is it what to call working??? other 3 month in Aftaas i'm enjoy it with the senior & the other friends there..thanks dea
r..
3 month i'm in HTS.. a lot if things happens..
3 weeks i'm in Amano.. i'm enjoy it.. thanks for the chance..^~^

4-I've got too many experience within this year at difference 4 place with 4 position..attend 4 interview and i have got all of that..Alhamdulillah..
And at the end of 2011.. i'm realize something.. everything happens with a reason and it make me more matured,more understand about life and even it such of a the bad memory and the best memory that I had in my live.. Hopefully, everything will be fine and I can face the life smoothly... InsyaAllah..^~^

Alhamdulillah... Thanks Allah... without Allah love.. I am too weak..
Thanks to my luvly family for the support especially to my dear unni..
Thanks to my dear friends which always beside me n hear me..
Hopefully 2012 will give us more shining and beautiful day for everyday..
^~^

GOOD BYE 2011... ENOUGH HERE....END...



Thursday, March 3, 2011

Jeremy - Really Good Words



firstly...credit to youtube....=p

saranghaeyo...
really a good words...
but, sometime we always put it at the wrong place...
until it make us hurt...
until it make us lose mind....

i just want to remind...
especially for my self...
put the words at the right place..
at the right time...

1st- ALLAH
2nd- RASULULLAH
3rd- my self
4th-FAMILY
5th-????

right now, I realize something... after ALLAH & RASUL I need 2 love my self.. But I think I haven't done it... always make my heart hurt.. always make my self feel uncomfortable....
YA ALLAH please forgive me because I always ignore about my own...
Thanks Allah because always give me a chance and make me realize about it...



Sunday, October 10, 2010

~..in depressed..~


i like this pic especially the quote or sentences beside that...
when i'm in writing... i feel so relax...
coz anything at my finger and not in my mind...(=p)
so, that y i like to type, i like to story...
even, nobody know...what actually happens..
just let it go as a memory...
as a test in life...=p
but, the thing happens in the second time in my life..
which at that time i'm at the end of my matriculation time..
and now, at the end of my university time...
emmmm...i'm so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i need 2 remember.....
maybe Allah gave me this test because of my past mistake..
i realize it.. and i should accept it...
but the tear still running out...
when the happiness can come back???

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

~...6 oct..~


past is past right??????..but, at the date today 4 years ago...
it remind me 4 something... and actually, i should forget about it at all..
but, until know it still fresh in my mind...
why??? why it could happens????? what should i do?????
huh... i'm really tired by this thing.....
can u just go a past memory???????????
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
make me don't know everything....