~Epilog Syurga Cinta~

Tersepit diantara dua cinta…............=p
Kau memberikan ku satu harapan….........=p
Kini kau menghancurkan segalanya…......=p
Dia…… antara kita…......................=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Teguhkan rasa cinta padaMU..............=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Pinjamkan aku kekuatan dariMU...........=p
Ku memohon padaMU.......................=p
Kurelakan semua yang berlaku............=p
Kau menyayangi dan menyakitiku..........=p
Kini ku redha dengan segalanya..........=p
Tuhan yang menentukan...................=p

p/s:cinta yg Esa itu hakiki...
percaya padaNya bahawa ada cinta untuk kita..
mungkin bukan sekarang...
tp, suatu ketika nanti...
janganlah bersedih jika tidak bertemu dgn si dia..
mungkin ada yg terbaik untuk kita di syurga...
kerana DIA telah menentukan segalanya....

waa...nk blk!!!!

waa..confius2... nk blk ke x ni?????? ari 2 sedih coz nk blk tp tkt lmbt lg...
skng ni ble dh ade yg nk bear cost... ttbe ade discussion yg cm nk ade...
tp,cm xnk ade je..... lg 1 fikir2 blk...kje byk ni xsettle..
klu blk umah.. wt ke pun????huahuhua...
tp, blr pk plak.. sian kt mak.... mst nk pegi terawikh kt surau...
tp,xde spe yg nk jge bdk2 2....emm... mcm mne ni????
i'm in blurr...............lalalalalalalalalalala
tp, rndu sgt kt umah n rse rushing la plak nk siapkan assgnment...
skng ni pun..ngntuk + pnt sgt2...huhuhuhu.....
Astaghfirullahalazim... xbek mengeluh dila...
ujian hdp 2.. spya kte bleh b'dikari utk wt decision...
ni bru skit.. blm lg nk kne wt decision utk kwin ke ape ke kn...
btl x???huhuhu.. klu psl 2... mmg dh lme la deqsu hlgkn dri...
2yg skng ni siap cri tmpt persembunyiaan ni...huhu
'that place' wait for me.. i will come there....
opps...cm dh t'tkr topik sudaaa....(mklm la tgh blurr kn=p)
huhu.. xpela.. janji happenning and x pressure sgt...

AFTAAS wait for us

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

syukur alhamdulillah... finally dapat juga deqsu n awe tempat praktikal..
AFTAAS.. ni la company yg ktorg mintak n alhamdulillah dapat setelah kne anta slogan..huahua..
xpela kan...janji dapat..
emm, sebut pasal praktikal ni tetibe jadi takut la plak..
maklum la nak melangkah ke environment yang lebih luas..
(hopefully, xcpt terpengaruh dengan benda2 yg xelok)...
will continue later...huahauhaua

~.... i love u....~

I love u so much… really miss u…
I don’t know what can be happen if u not here beside me…
I always thinking… coz the dead already stated by Allah…
I’m too afraid about that time…
But, if I’m gone... I don’t want u to be too sad…
Mum….Dad....
The word of love… the word of thanks…
Maybe u can hear sometime from me…
But, actually I always want to say that…
U are the great one that Allah give me….
Kak long… kak ngah…
U is the person that always teaches me a lot…
But, I always argue all the thing u say… hehe.. (stubborn!!!)
My only brother….
Even we are not too close to share anything…
But, I know u always think and care about me… (is it right???)
Kakak….
Right know, ur the person very close 2 me….
Even ur the ‘weng’ + ‘gile2’ + ‘sempoi’…
But, what I want... U always tries to carry out…
Even u always makes me going crazy….
But, I know.. U always wants to make me happy….
Emm.. Sorry.. I can’t write more now coz I’m going to cry…
Because I love them so much….(T..T)

perlukah teman???

actually nothing to write now coz i'm quite bz now..
just, tertarik dengan post bru en.Dato' Dr. Ahmad... hehe..nk awek ye???
ttbe sy pun terfikir, perlukan teman tika ini????
tika diri masih lagi ditanggung ibu bapa..
tika diri masih belum bersedia memikul tanggungjawab...
tapi, dah jadi lumrah manusia..
lumrah diri ini untuk rasa disayangi dan dicintai... betul x????
tp, sy pun kadang xpasti dengan diri sendiri..
perlukah ia tika ini???? teman untuk berkongsi cerita...
teman untuk mengadu suka dan duka... perlukah?????
sy pun xde jawapannya... sebab sy malas nk fikir sekarang..
jodoh.. pertemuan.. ajal maut.. semua ditanganNya...
mungkin kita perlu mencarinya.. tp, sbg sy bukan sekarang masanya...
hati sy belum terbuka dan impian belum tercapai...
lgpun ada sesuatu yg sy kne singkirkan @
consider sesuatu tentang sesuatu yg org lain xtau....huhuhuhu....

~i'm gonna be ok!!!!..i'm be ok..hehe~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah...rasanya skng dh better sikit dr hari2 sebelumnya.. thanks friends for make me smile again even all of u don't really now what actually happens with me.. biarlah rahsia..(huahua..ayat xthn).. tp,sbb slalu smpn sndri cmni la kdg2 i'm being 'weng'+ 'crazy' skit..huhuhu.. sakit2.. tp,mmg sakit ati pun sbnrnye...huhuhu..but now... lantak la ape nk jadi pun.. i don't care anymore... yg pntg i'm hepy..(tp,sometime kne la consider utk certain part kn..hehehe)..xpe, sy msh ade ati perut lg la..=).. hihihihi... one more now i need to focus about my planning soon... (yg ni, ttbe oiln pun t'jebak skali pas sy cte story nk mnrk ttng tmpt 2..hehe).. xpe olin, t kte boleh bina khdpn yg aman kt sne ek.. nk ajak awe, tp die ade comitment la plak.. (but,it just my planning)... ape2 Allah yg tentukan.. moga ia terbaik utk sy...=)..insyaAllah...

~without word~(T..T)

sometime it make me too happy...
sometime it make me to hurt...
i should have done that...
i should have just ignored it...
like something i couldn't see...
like something i can't see...
i shouldn't have looked at you at all...
i should have run away...
i should have acted like i didn't hear it...
like something i couldn't hear...
like something i can't hear...
i shouldn't listen to it at all...
without a word you let me know it...
without a word you gave me it...
without a word it leaves me...
without a word it tosses me away...
what i should say next???
why does it hurt so much???
why does it hurt continuously???
without a word tears fall...
without a word my heart break down..
without a word i wait for it...
without a word i hurt because of it...
1 zone out, i become a fool because i cry looking at the sky...
without a word the end comes to me...
it comes without word...
without a word it come and leaves...
like the fever before, maybe all i need to do it hurt for a while...
because in the end, only scars are left..