~broken heart~

pic again!!!!!pic again!!!!!
don't know how to write... how to tell...
but, sometime i feel like the pic shown....
sometime, heart could be wrong..
could be right.....

1 zone out,
i become a fool because i cry looking at the sky...
without a word the end comes to me...
it comes without word...
without a word it come and leaves...
like the fever before,
maybe all i need to do it hurt for a while...
because in the end, only scars are left..

if i'm wrong,i really2 sorry..
but, in currently condition i can't accept it..
hopefully, everyone will be understand..

~but its not a love story of broken heart~
~not a couple story of clash~
~but..just its too hurt....~

~pressure~

by pic can story everything can means everything right?????
but, first of all Alhamdulillah, Thanks to ALLAH for still give a chance to breath and see the the world.
what the pic u see an the word beside that, its really mean by me...
i have a lot of pressure right now, not only about the thing me as a student should do.. but, the attitude of the person as a student.. actually what our duty as a student????

1) should did the research about the things lecturer ask right???
2) should be give a full commitment for the group discussion and group work right??
3) should share something what we know to other, n the other should give attention and effort to right??
4) should support each other in doing the other right???

but, what which i list, did u do as a student?????
can u answer me sincerely????
arghhhh.. it make me crazy when has a person just take easy for their work, just copy and paste everything.. plzz la.. i know, i also do the same thing, but i change with my word also n do a research about that.. i'm really2 sory if my post make the other hurt..
but, to all of u as a student, plzz alert about this thing, coz everything we has their own 'barokah' n has their own reason.. if we did something with our effort, i'm surely, the pressure u had, a tired u need to face can be as a gift some day and u can satisfied with ur own work...( i said all this thing also to remind me)..

YA RABBi, YA ALLAH..
andai keterlanjuran kata ini membuat ada yg terasa..
gantikan lah ia dgn kesedaran....
diri ini hanya manusia biasa yg xterlepas dari salah n silap...
hanya kepadamu ku berserah dan memohon..

~....~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

cuti bermula.. blog pun cuti sma.. tambah2 kt umah broadband pun dh jd 'berukband' yg mana xberfungsi langsung..musykil2, sedangkan duk kt dalam hutan ni pun dapat..cmne la kt umah 2 x ek????apa2 pun belum terlambat rasanya nak ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin.. banyak cerita yg ingin dikongsikan bersama kt sini, tp buat masa ni sy xberkesempatan utk post story2 2.. mungkin 2 minggu selepas selesai semua projek n assgnment nanti bru la bleh nak membebel panjang.. hehehe.. buat masa ni, terlalu bz n idea utk menulis 2 pun xde.. kisah raya.. kisah cuti.. kisah korean drama.. wait until i finish my work first..hehe.. anyway, ampun maaf dipinta dibulan mulia ini atas segala salah silap.. sy juga manusia biasa yg sering alpa yg perlu sentiasa diingatkn.. jadikan setiap apa yg kita lakukan dalam hidup kita sebagai sesuatu yg berguna..n amik la iktibar dr setiap kejadian walaupun perkara tersebut buruk..

~Epilog Syurga Cinta~

Tersepit diantara dua cinta…............=p
Kau memberikan ku satu harapan….........=p
Kini kau menghancurkan segalanya…......=p
Dia…… antara kita…......................=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Teguhkan rasa cinta padaMU..............=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Pinjamkan aku kekuatan dariMU...........=p
Ku memohon padaMU.......................=p
Kurelakan semua yang berlaku............=p
Kau menyayangi dan menyakitiku..........=p
Kini ku redha dengan segalanya..........=p
Tuhan yang menentukan...................=p

p/s:cinta yg Esa itu hakiki...
percaya padaNya bahawa ada cinta untuk kita..
mungkin bukan sekarang...
tp, suatu ketika nanti...
janganlah bersedih jika tidak bertemu dgn si dia..
mungkin ada yg terbaik untuk kita di syurga...
kerana DIA telah menentukan segalanya....

waa...nk blk!!!!

waa..confius2... nk blk ke x ni?????? ari 2 sedih coz nk blk tp tkt lmbt lg...
skng ni ble dh ade yg nk bear cost... ttbe ade discussion yg cm nk ade...
tp,cm xnk ade je..... lg 1 fikir2 blk...kje byk ni xsettle..
klu blk umah.. wt ke pun????huahuhua...
tp, blr pk plak.. sian kt mak.... mst nk pegi terawikh kt surau...
tp,xde spe yg nk jge bdk2 2....emm... mcm mne ni????
i'm in blurr...............lalalalalalalalalalala
tp, rndu sgt kt umah n rse rushing la plak nk siapkan assgnment...
skng ni pun..ngntuk + pnt sgt2...huhuhuhu.....
Astaghfirullahalazim... xbek mengeluh dila...
ujian hdp 2.. spya kte bleh b'dikari utk wt decision...
ni bru skit.. blm lg nk kne wt decision utk kwin ke ape ke kn...
btl x???huhuhu.. klu psl 2... mmg dh lme la deqsu hlgkn dri...
2yg skng ni siap cri tmpt persembunyiaan ni...huhu
'that place' wait for me.. i will come there....
opps...cm dh t'tkr topik sudaaa....(mklm la tgh blurr kn=p)
huhu.. xpela.. janji happenning and x pressure sgt...

AFTAAS wait for us

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

syukur alhamdulillah... finally dapat juga deqsu n awe tempat praktikal..
AFTAAS.. ni la company yg ktorg mintak n alhamdulillah dapat setelah kne anta slogan..huahua..
xpela kan...janji dapat..
emm, sebut pasal praktikal ni tetibe jadi takut la plak..
maklum la nak melangkah ke environment yang lebih luas..
(hopefully, xcpt terpengaruh dengan benda2 yg xelok)...
will continue later...huahauhaua

~.... i love u....~

I love u so much… really miss u…
I don’t know what can be happen if u not here beside me…
I always thinking… coz the dead already stated by Allah…
I’m too afraid about that time…
But, if I’m gone... I don’t want u to be too sad…
Mum….Dad....
The word of love… the word of thanks…
Maybe u can hear sometime from me…
But, actually I always want to say that…
U are the great one that Allah give me….
Kak long… kak ngah…
U is the person that always teaches me a lot…
But, I always argue all the thing u say… hehe.. (stubborn!!!)
My only brother….
Even we are not too close to share anything…
But, I know u always think and care about me… (is it right???)
Kakak….
Right know, ur the person very close 2 me….
Even ur the ‘weng’ + ‘gile2’ + ‘sempoi’…
But, what I want... U always tries to carry out…
Even u always makes me going crazy….
But, I know.. U always wants to make me happy….
Emm.. Sorry.. I can’t write more now coz I’m going to cry…
Because I love them so much….(T..T)