~Epilog Syurga Cinta~

Tersepit diantara dua cinta…............=p
Kau memberikan ku satu harapan….........=p
Kini kau menghancurkan segalanya…......=p
Dia…… antara kita…......................=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Teguhkan rasa cinta padaMU..............=p
Ya Tuhanku,
Pinjamkan aku kekuatan dariMU...........=p
Ku memohon padaMU.......................=p
Kurelakan semua yang berlaku............=p
Kau menyayangi dan menyakitiku..........=p
Kini ku redha dengan segalanya..........=p
Tuhan yang menentukan...................=p

p/s:cinta yg Esa itu hakiki...
percaya padaNya bahawa ada cinta untuk kita..
mungkin bukan sekarang...
tp, suatu ketika nanti...
janganlah bersedih jika tidak bertemu dgn si dia..
mungkin ada yg terbaik untuk kita di syurga...
kerana DIA telah menentukan segalanya....

waa...nk blk!!!!

waa..confius2... nk blk ke x ni?????? ari 2 sedih coz nk blk tp tkt lmbt lg...
skng ni ble dh ade yg nk bear cost... ttbe ade discussion yg cm nk ade...
tp,cm xnk ade je..... lg 1 fikir2 blk...kje byk ni xsettle..
klu blk umah.. wt ke pun????huahuhua...
tp, blr pk plak.. sian kt mak.... mst nk pegi terawikh kt surau...
tp,xde spe yg nk jge bdk2 2....emm... mcm mne ni????
i'm in blurr...............lalalalalalalalalalala
tp, rndu sgt kt umah n rse rushing la plak nk siapkan assgnment...
skng ni pun..ngntuk + pnt sgt2...huhuhuhu.....
Astaghfirullahalazim... xbek mengeluh dila...
ujian hdp 2.. spya kte bleh b'dikari utk wt decision...
ni bru skit.. blm lg nk kne wt decision utk kwin ke ape ke kn...
btl x???huhuhu.. klu psl 2... mmg dh lme la deqsu hlgkn dri...
2yg skng ni siap cri tmpt persembunyiaan ni...huhu
'that place' wait for me.. i will come there....
opps...cm dh t'tkr topik sudaaa....(mklm la tgh blurr kn=p)
huhu.. xpela.. janji happenning and x pressure sgt...

AFTAAS wait for us

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

syukur alhamdulillah... finally dapat juga deqsu n awe tempat praktikal..
AFTAAS.. ni la company yg ktorg mintak n alhamdulillah dapat setelah kne anta slogan..huahua..
xpela kan...janji dapat..
emm, sebut pasal praktikal ni tetibe jadi takut la plak..
maklum la nak melangkah ke environment yang lebih luas..
(hopefully, xcpt terpengaruh dengan benda2 yg xelok)...
will continue later...huahauhaua

~.... i love u....~

I love u so much… really miss u…
I don’t know what can be happen if u not here beside me…
I always thinking… coz the dead already stated by Allah…
I’m too afraid about that time…
But, if I’m gone... I don’t want u to be too sad…
Mum….Dad....
The word of love… the word of thanks…
Maybe u can hear sometime from me…
But, actually I always want to say that…
U are the great one that Allah give me….
Kak long… kak ngah…
U is the person that always teaches me a lot…
But, I always argue all the thing u say… hehe.. (stubborn!!!)
My only brother….
Even we are not too close to share anything…
But, I know u always think and care about me… (is it right???)
Kakak….
Right know, ur the person very close 2 me….
Even ur the ‘weng’ + ‘gile2’ + ‘sempoi’…
But, what I want... U always tries to carry out…
Even u always makes me going crazy….
But, I know.. U always wants to make me happy….
Emm.. Sorry.. I can’t write more now coz I’m going to cry…
Because I love them so much….(T..T)

perlukah teman???

actually nothing to write now coz i'm quite bz now..
just, tertarik dengan post bru en.Dato' Dr. Ahmad... hehe..nk awek ye???
ttbe sy pun terfikir, perlukan teman tika ini????
tika diri masih lagi ditanggung ibu bapa..
tika diri masih belum bersedia memikul tanggungjawab...
tapi, dah jadi lumrah manusia..
lumrah diri ini untuk rasa disayangi dan dicintai... betul x????
tp, sy pun kadang xpasti dengan diri sendiri..
perlukah ia tika ini???? teman untuk berkongsi cerita...
teman untuk mengadu suka dan duka... perlukah?????
sy pun xde jawapannya... sebab sy malas nk fikir sekarang..
jodoh.. pertemuan.. ajal maut.. semua ditanganNya...
mungkin kita perlu mencarinya.. tp, sbg sy bukan sekarang masanya...
hati sy belum terbuka dan impian belum tercapai...
lgpun ada sesuatu yg sy kne singkirkan @
consider sesuatu tentang sesuatu yg org lain xtau....huhuhuhu....

~i'm gonna be ok!!!!..i'm be ok..hehe~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

Alhamdulillah...rasanya skng dh better sikit dr hari2 sebelumnya.. thanks friends for make me smile again even all of u don't really now what actually happens with me.. biarlah rahsia..(huahua..ayat xthn).. tp,sbb slalu smpn sndri cmni la kdg2 i'm being 'weng'+ 'crazy' skit..huhuhu.. sakit2.. tp,mmg sakit ati pun sbnrnye...huhuhu..but now... lantak la ape nk jadi pun.. i don't care anymore... yg pntg i'm hepy..(tp,sometime kne la consider utk certain part kn..hehehe)..xpe, sy msh ade ati perut lg la..=).. hihihihi... one more now i need to focus about my planning soon... (yg ni, ttbe oiln pun t'jebak skali pas sy cte story nk mnrk ttng tmpt 2..hehe).. xpe olin, t kte boleh bina khdpn yg aman kt sne ek.. nk ajak awe, tp die ade comitment la plak.. (but,it just my planning)... ape2 Allah yg tentukan.. moga ia terbaik utk sy...=)..insyaAllah...

~without word~(T..T)

sometime it make me too happy...
sometime it make me to hurt...
i should have done that...
i should have just ignored it...
like something i couldn't see...
like something i can't see...
i shouldn't have looked at you at all...
i should have run away...
i should have acted like i didn't hear it...
like something i couldn't hear...
like something i can't hear...
i shouldn't listen to it at all...
without a word you let me know it...
without a word you gave me it...
without a word it leaves me...
without a word it tosses me away...
what i should say next???
why does it hurt so much???
why does it hurt continuously???
without a word tears fall...
without a word my heart break down..
without a word i wait for it...
without a word i hurt because of it...
1 zone out, i become a fool because i cry looking at the sky...
without a word the end comes to me...
it comes without word...
without a word it come and leaves...
like the fever before, maybe all i need to do it hurt for a while...
because in the end, only scars are left..

~menu2 berbuka puasa~

FIRST DAY

first menu in the first ramadhan... karipap versi awe..hehe.. make by olin & awe...gelek tepung by deqsu..huahua...goreng by rmai2..huahua..sedap woo(bkn kmi pji dri sndri.. tp,org len yg ckp..hehe) tp,pnye smgt wt karipap smpai xmsk yg len..

taraa...hehe...fruit salad made by me.. hehe.. mms smgt nk mkn ni coz lme dh xwt.. cpt sng n ringkas.. hehehe.. cme krg buah jen xgne thousand island.. but still sdp kn kwn2???heheh

inilah menu yg smpt kami sediakn utk 1st Ramadhan... Alhamdulillah..syukur dgn rezki kurniaannya... =)....

SECOND DAY

hehe.. ni la bihun bandung yg sedang di masak..hehe..isi semua sayur2 je tau (huahua..utk kshtn bersama)

wedges hasil nukilan awe jgk..hehe.. ktorg tlg potong2 + menyibuk je..huahua.. ni kre menu ttp la coz puasa b4 ni slalu wt dh...

hehehe.... coleslow..made by me also..yg western +mls nk msk ni mst la sy yg wt coz yg ni yg sy reti slain mengacau n memotong..huahua...trknye la dila ni kn...isk3...=)

ttbe trsa lapar la plak..hehehe.. setakat ni kami ber3 masak je spnjg bulan ramadhan..best woo...mkn pun best la kn coz ble lpr je... "awe,msk...hehe".. hopefully m'jadi kenangan t'indah utk sem akhir ni..

menu made by:
chef: awe aka fazwa nazrin
asst. chef: olin aka lyn roslin
ceti: dila aka deqsu natalie

waeyo????

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

waeyo??? why all this happens????
emmm... feel so bad and sad... =((...
right now, just want to back home...=((...
everything was wrong.....=((...
i don't know why????...=((...
Am I wrong cannot give others chance??..=((...
but, are other really understand what i feel right now???..=((..
i don't think so...=((...
just face all those thinks lonely...=((...
oppsss.....
i have ALLAH which always with us...
i need to remember that....
astaghfirullahalazim....
YA ALLAH please forgive me...
please give me a strength to face all the test...
please give me a spirit which already gone...
where's dila which before this the one of stronger???
one of the person full of laugh??????
where's?????????
are the things happen 3 year's ago can come back???
emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....=((((........

(why i always feel so bad every the second month of the semester?????)
(i just realize now, every second month i can feel so down!!!!)

~Salam Ramadhan Al-Mubarak~`

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

salam ramadhan al-mubarak buat semua umat islam di seluruh dunia. Rindu rasa nak sambut ramadhan dengan family, tp apakan daya perjuangan perlu diteruskan.. apa2 pun syukur sangat dapat berpuasa beramai-ramai bersama kawan2 untuk sem yg terakhir ini.. Moga menjadi kenangan sepanjang hayat kita nanti, insyaAllah..Moga ramadhan kali ini lebih bermakna dan bersama2 lah kita terus meningkatkatkan amal ibadat.. Moga bertemu dengan 'Lailatul Qadar'.. insyaAllah.. deqsu mohon ampun dan maaf atas segala salah silap sepanjang perkenanalan dgn kawan2 semua...

HEPY BESDAY AWE

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...



SAHABATKU,
KU DOAKAN KAU BAHAGIA SENTIASA,
WALAU RINTANGAN DATANG MENDUGA,
NAMUN KAU AKAN TERUS BERUSAHA,
INGATLAH ALLAH SENTIASA ADA BERSAMA,
MOGA HARI INI DAN SETERUSNYA,
KAU KAN TERUS TERSENYUM GEMBIRA,
MENJALANI HIDUP TANPA DUKA,
AGAR HARIMU BERSINAR SELAMANYA,
SELAMAT HARI LAHIR AWE...



entry kali ni khas untuk my luvly roomate 'awe' a.k.a fazwa nazrin... hehehe.. selamat hari lahir!!! hepy besday!!! sanah helwah!!! saeng-il-chukha!!! (setakat ni, 2 je bahasa yg tau.. yg len blm menuntut lg..huahua).. Semoga hidupmu sentiasa diberkati Allah.. tiada yg indah melainkn setiap yg dilakukan mendapat keberkatan dari-Nya.. InsyaAllah.. lagi satu, semoga cepat2 kawin ye.. dah masuk 22 dh skng ni.. so,ape lg kn.. pnt 'org 2' tunggu.. hehehe... Alhamdulillah coz dapat jugak buat sabutan sikit tengah malam tadi, walaupun tak la grand.. tphopefully menjadi kenangan yg indah dalam hidup awe k.. actually ktorg xtau nk wt suprise cmne, coz b4 ni kan dh byk semua cara sama je..hehehe.. yg terfikir time 2 nk kelainan skit dr segi minuman yg disediakan.. klu yg biasa2 org akan beli air botol @ jus kn.. so, at this time i make by my own "teh lipton caramel".. hehehe..sedap woo... siap dpt tmphn lg 2...(huahuahua..prasannye la cik dila oi..).. thanks to all frens yg sggp dtg nek tgkt 3 (di kayangan..bak kata ecah..hehe)..yg tggi 2.. len kali klu nk mnm teh jom nek atas ek..=)... but, thanks sgt2 kat z, ecah, zaty n mainnah yg tolong arrangekn jemputan n tolong belikan kek.. mklm la, nk wt surprise.. so, xleh la nk g beli sendri kn..hehe...thanks sgt2 kt korg ek.. ape2 pn, sma2 la kita doakn moga hidup kita semua diberkati oleh Allah dan pertambahan umur ini dapat meningkatkan lagi iman di dada yg masih kurang.. insyaAllah.. Alhamdulillah atas nikmat kurniaanMU YA ALLAH..