waeyo????

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...

waeyo??? why all this happens????
emmm... feel so bad and sad... =((...
right now, just want to back home...=((...
everything was wrong.....=((...
i don't know why????...=((...
Am I wrong cannot give others chance??..=((...
but, are other really understand what i feel right now???..=((..
i don't think so...=((...
just face all those thinks lonely...=((...
oppsss.....
i have ALLAH which always with us...
i need to remember that....
astaghfirullahalazim....
YA ALLAH please forgive me...
please give me a strength to face all the test...
please give me a spirit which already gone...
where's dila which before this the one of stronger???
one of the person full of laugh??????
where's?????????
are the things happen 3 year's ago can come back???
emmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.....=((((........

(why i always feel so bad every the second month of the semester?????)
(i just realize now, every second month i can feel so down!!!!)