Friday, October 29, 2010

~last day...last week...last memory~


at last TAP class wif Pn. Zurida.. i like ur smile and teaching madam, thanks a lot.. frens,hopefull we still keep in touch...


with classmate fa n our luvly lecturer Dr. Asma.. will miss u guys.. thanks Dr. for ur advice and u one the best teacher that i have.


taraa...the FYP ~pineapple~ of COSTING class... really like this pic... thank u guys.. best group and FYP!!!!!!=p


pic with En. Halim, our best lecturer.. en. mmg bek... t'haru sgt dgn nsht yg en. bg.. i will miss the advice and rmmbr that... thanks a lot..


infront of our faculty and college..

at the last day of class.. finally, snap pic jgk kt sni..heheehe


jom2 nek bas...wlaupun bas UNIC ni slalu wt hal..tp,ni la transport spnjg kt UUM ni..hehe...


this our hostel..YAB!!!!!!!!heheehehe

Saturday, October 23, 2010

~love story~

love story......

Dalam satu kisah percintaan yang menarik. Sepasang suami isteri berjalan di tepi sebuah tasik yang indah. Kemudian mereka berhenti di sebuah bangku yang disediakan di tepi tasik. Kemudian si isteri bertanya kepada si suami. Ini dialog mereka

Isteri : Mengapa abang menyukai saya? Mengapa abang cintakan saya?

Suami : Abang tidak boleh menerangkan sebabnya, namun begitu abang memang menyayangi dan mencintai Sayang!

Isteri : Abang tak boleh terangkan sebabnya? Bagaimana abang boleh katakan abang sayang dan cintakan saya sedangkan abang tidak boleh menerangkannya.

Suami : Betul! Abang tak tahu sebabnya tetapi abang boleh buktikan bahawa abang memang cintakan Sayang!

Isteri : Tak boleh beri bukti! Tidak! Saya hendak abang terangkan kepada saya sebabnya. Kawan-kawan saya yang lain yang mempunyai suami dan teman lelaki, semuanya tahu menerangkan mengapa mereka mencintai. Dalam bentuk puisi dan syair lagi. Namun begitu abang tidak boleh terangkan sebabnya.

Si suami menarik nafas panjang dan dia berkata, “Baiklah! Abang mencintai Sayang sebab sayang cantik, mempunyai suara yang merdu, penyayang dan mengingati abang selalu. Abang juga sukakan senyuman manis dan setiap tapak Sayang melangkah, di situlah cinta Abang bersama Sayang!”

Si isteri tersenyum dan berpuas hati dengan penerangan suaminyan. Namun begitu selang beberapa hari si isteri mengalami kemalangan dan koma. Si suami amat bersedih lalu berkata kepada isterinya walaupun isterinya masih dalam keadaan koma kerana si suami tahu bahawa isterinya tetap mendengar,

“Sayang! Jika disebabkan suara aku mencintai mu… sekarang bolehkah engkau bersuara? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintaimu.


Jika disebabkan kasih sayang dan ingatan aku mencintai mu…sekarang bolehkah engkau menunjukkannya? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintaimu.

Jika disebabkan senyuman aku mencintai mu… sekarang bolehkah engkau tersenyum? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.Jika disebabkan setiap langkah aku mencintaimu…. sekarang bolehkah engkau melangkah? Tidak! Oleh itu aku tidak boleh mencintai mu.

Jika cinta memerlukan sebabnya, seperti sekarang. Aku tidak mempunyai sebab mencintai mu lagi. Adakah cinta memerlukan sebab? Tidak! Aku masih mencintai mu dulu, kini, selamanya dan cinta tidak perlu ada sebab. Kadangkala perkara tercantik dan terbaik di dunia tidak boleh dilihat, dipegang. Namun begitu… ia boleh dirasai dalam hati.”

Maka menitis lah air mata si isteri yang masih dalam keadaan koma itu….. 

Cinta sejati tidak bertambah kerana kebaikan dan tidak berkurang kerana kekurangan.....
p/s: credit to fb  

Thursday, October 21, 2010

saya suka.....

what should i do right now????
here are the things i like to do, the quote is really meaningful 4 me:


it actually we need to do everyday in the morning.. kn???kn???hehe..lgpun, ustaz kt skolah dlu slalu pesan, klu nk ari kte ceria..pg2 bgn..terus snym..=p..




and then...like now as a student.. we should learn anything in our life.. not only study.. what what really happen around we....hehehe.. yg bek jdkn ikutan..yg buruk tggl2 kn..=p..





in face the life everyday.. we should thinks about the other also.. don't be sellfish ok????hehe.. but, the person also make hurt to the other???why ha????





maybe in our life.. has a hapiness thing and sad thing.., but, just tke it as a test because Allah always be fair.. HE want us to always remember HIM and actually HE want give us something that we can realize it someday....=p




jangan jadikn diri kte menyesal d kemudian hari atas ape yg kte xlakukan...jd lakukan lah yg terbek dlm dri kte d sepanjang kesempatan hidup yg Allah kurniakan...=p





and the most thing we need to do is understand 1st what u want???who r u????







p/s:the thing i do now because i realize ineed to do what i should do...i dont want be sad always coz Allah always with us.. and one more thing, love is not everything... sometime it can make us fool and do the thing we shouldn't do... so,just be ur self dila.. be strong in every single thing happen.. BELIEVE THAT ALLAH CAN GIVE U WHAT U WANT IF IS UR MINE>>>>>=)insyaAllah...

sajak oh sajak..

Sunday, October 17, 2010

~thanks dear~

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM..IN THE NAME OF ALLAH, THE MOST GRACIOUS, THE MOST MERCIFUL.. ALHAMDULILLAH for giving me a chance to still life in this world.. Thanks ALLAH...


Alhamdulillah... only that word i can say right now..=p
about 2 weeks i'm in depressed and too many test i hve to face it...
but, finally i realize something..
Allah give us test to give us more gift in the future..
by the way, thanks a lot to all my frens which is always..
give me support, make me smile and laugh...
thanks a lot dear even all of didn't know what really happens..
but, still understand my "habit"...huhuhuhu..
until know, all the syllabus topic already finish..
only wait 4 presentation 4 this becoming 2 weeks..
hopefully, everything will be ok n can face it smoothly...
right now..left about 47 days.......
i wait 4 that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=p
May Allah always bless us in anything we do..

Sunday, October 10, 2010

~..in depressed..~


i like this pic especially the quote or sentences beside that...
when i'm in writing... i feel so relax...
coz anything at my finger and not in my mind...(=p)
so, that y i like to type, i like to story...
even, nobody know...what actually happens..
just let it go as a memory...
as a test in life...=p
but, the thing happens in the second time in my life..
which at that time i'm at the end of my matriculation time..
and now, at the end of my university time...
emmmm...i'm so depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, i need 2 remember.....
maybe Allah gave me this test because of my past mistake..
i realize it.. and i should accept it...
but the tear still running out...
when the happiness can come back???

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

~...6 oct..~


past is past right??????..but, at the date today 4 years ago...
it remind me 4 something... and actually, i should forget about it at all..
but, until know it still fresh in my mind...
why??? why it could happens????? what should i do?????
huh... i'm really tired by this thing.....
can u just go a past memory???????????
plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
make me don't know everything....

Sunday, October 3, 2010

~..dugaan cinta..~



Bila cinta kini...
Tak lagi bermakna...
Yang ku rasa kini...
Hanyalah nestapa...
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu...

love??? cinta???
perlu ke dalam hidup ini???
(emmm..ttbe t'jiwang plak skjp ek..huhuhu)
sje je nk amik lirik lagu bila cinta (ost lagenda budak setan)..
as a point coz rsenye lgu 2 agk famous la skng ni..
disaat cinta kepada yg Esa yg ditagih...
datang pula cinta palsu yg merintih...
aku buntu... aku keliru...
kekadang aku terjatuh...
kekadang aku bangun menentang...
wahai hati..tetaplah engkau..
agar tak salah langkah...
biarlah cinta itu...
berada pada yang berhak...
janganlah engkau hanyut dengan bisikan halus...

actually t'lintas nak type pasal topik ni since tengok rmai yg dah kawin, dah ade anak, planning nak nk kawin n macam2 lagi lah.. emm, maklum la, dah dekat2 nak abis study ni memang semua org akan fikirkan perkara yang sama..
tp, buat deqsu... bukan masanya lgi kot.. actully, deqsu frust sgt dgn kawan2 yg cuba nak kenen2 kn deqsu dgn org ni la.. org 2 la.. knape,salah ke klu xbercinta wt masa skng ni??? salah ke klu xde bf???? deqsu percaya pada jodoh dari Allah.. klu memang dah sampai masanya nanti, insyaAllah.. akan ada.. lgipun jodoh, ajal, pertemuan.. sume t'letak pada Yang Esa.. kita hanya manusia biasa yg hanya mampu merancang... klu bercinta bertahun2 pun n then xde jodoh, xjd jugak kn???..
so,right now just focus for study first.. planning camne nk balas jasa ibubapa dulu..
emm.. teringat tadi dr. asma ada ckp..
as a child, we now as a liabilty for parent..so, we need to repay back n try to become as an asset to our parents 4 the future..
so,ble kte just fikir psl diri sndri n nk syok sendiri je.. how about our parent, can we repay back the liabilty??? huh, i have got too many planning 4 my life, just about the love.. i believe.. one day, it can come.. i know, a few years time ago.. i mada a mistake to fall in love.. tp, Allah Maha Berkuasa atas segalanya yg sentiasa memberi taufik dan hidayah agar hambanya sentiasa sedar.. yes, i realize that... Alhamdulillah...
cinta yang sejati..
hanya cintakan illahi..
cinta ayah bonda..
tulus suci selamanya..
cintakan saudara..
masa berada hanya sementara..
cinta sesama insan...
suburkan dengan ketakwaan..